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Originally Posted by Chris-the-Christian
Madame please re-read my post. If you do you will see that I do pray for my nightmares to end. By saying I pray for peace of mind means that I pray for my nightmares to end. This is because my nightmares come from my mind. Also I trust the Lord more than anyone else in the world. Especially myself mostly due to my ptsd. Everyday is hard because of it. I pray that the Lord will end my suffering so I don't try it myself. Throughout my struggle I have almost committed suicide. It is hard life to be a soldier. Even when the war is over we are still fighting ourselfs so we don't end it all. Those who are not affected by ptsd are the lucky ones. The Lord and our saviour Jesus Christ have been helping me stay strong so I do not kill myself. They help me making me think of my family when I try. If I were to do my kids and wife would be devastated and I do not need to bring that burden on them. They need me and I need them as well.
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You pray for your nightmares to end but you drink because your prayers are of no use,
and you know it. You might as well pray to your glass of milk. No wonder Jesus has got you on His Divine Ignore List. Your prayers sound to Him no different than the grunting of two sweaty negro bucks going after each other's tallywhackers like an Ethiopian kid invited to his first Easter Egg Hunt (Proverbs 28:9).