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Originally Posted by Spencer Smith
But..
I'm not retarded. It's a mental illness. (Retard is such a mean word. You shouldn't use it.) This is most definitely not a choice; it's not like I said "hey today and for like four more weeks let's pretend that everything makes me really really mad or maybe happy or sad and do really stupid rash potentially life threatening things until eventually my parents just get me hospitalized". Or maybe "haha let's pretend like I'm really sad and lonely and feel like I'm all alone when really I'm not oh and by the way I'm stupid and no one even likes me and I should just lock myself in my room for forever because no one needs to see my ugly face or be in my stupid presence". No, it's just like your brain shifts and everything's weird and that's just how you feel and act and I can't explain it but I don't have to because it's not like you could understand. It's a brain, and you can't control your brain. You can't say to your brain, "oh today we're not going to send blood to our pinkie toe I wonder if it'll fall off". Your brain will send blood everywhere automatically and you have no control over it.
It's not stupidity, and it's not my fault. It's no one's fault. I'm not going to pray to god because I know that won't help.
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Sure you are retarded. You come here complaining like a five year old girl, you are given the cause and the solution yet it is still not good enough for you.
God does not care how ugly you are (though ugly people often are not allowed in the LBC Cathedral, it looks badly on the Pastors when the TV cameras pan the audience).
Stop blaming your problems on a rattling brain. Accept responsibility. Get right with Jesus. Stop acting all retarded and self centered. It is not all about you, it is about God.
When I was young, we used to just lock you people away until you snapped out of it and got with the program. How I miss the good old days!
Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
Amos 3:6 Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid? shall there be evil in a city, and the LORD hath not done it?
Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.
Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.