Originally Posted by Brother Harold Porter
Brothers and Sisters in Christ,
I recently realized that the simple program put together by the founders of Alcoholics Anonymous many years ago (to pull drunks out of the gutter), is essentially what worked for me when I left the wicked depravity of homosexuality over twenty years ago.
Slight changes have been made to these steps in order to specifically address gays and include appropriate Scripture as a witnessing tool for the fag that will take the first step and admit that he has a problem.
If only a loving Christian had approached me with such a clear path out of my reprehensible sin and despair, I might have been saved years earlier, praise Jesus!
1.) Admit you are powerless over the gayness – that your life has become unmanageable.
Hebrews 11:37 “They were stoned, they were sawn asunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword: they wandered about in sheepskins and goatskins; being destitute, afflicted, tormented;”
Most queers are in denial of what a mess they have made of their lives in their choice to be gay. In the early days of the sin, some will delude themselves that they are in control because they still have money and employment. But homelessness, destitution, affliction and torment ultimately await all that persist in the sin of sodomy. There is simply no future in being a homosexual.
2.) Come to believe that a Power greater than yourself can make you a normal person again.
Job 33:12 “Behold, in this thou art not just: I will answer thee, that God is greater than man.”
Homosexuals are always atheist as well. It is difficult for the gay to grasp the concept that they were created by a greater power and that He did not intend for us to spend our days coupled to strange men in public restrooms. There is more to life than the pleasure of prostate stimulation and there IS a higher power in God. Praise Him!
3.) Make a decision to turn your will and life over to the care of God.
2 Chronicles 7:14 “If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”
This is where the rubber starts to meet the road. The first two steps, however important, are conscious thought processes in realizing that you are an abomination and that there is a God. Now you must let God start calling the shots in your life and let Him lead you rather than your genitals and wicked lust.
4.) Make a searching and fearless moral inventory of all your filthy sins.
Psalm 139:1 “O lord, thou hast searched me, and known me.”
2 “Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.”
3 “Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways.”
Be honest, as we see in Scripture that God already knows the extent of your filthy character. Inventory all the sins that are associated with your being queer. Hating God, soliciting straight friends, exposing your self in public, theft to support the narcotic addictions that go with being a homo, etc. Don’t make any excuses for your debauchery.
5.) Admit to God, yourself and to other human beings the exact nature of your wrongs.
Job 17:1 “My breath is corrupt, my days are extinct, the graves are ready for me.”
This is what God is expecting. No half-hearted apologies for “liking men”, but a blunt admission that you are a foul and corrupt abomination deserving of death. You must also admit to family and friends that you have been a despicable sodomite, fortunate and thankful to still be among the living.
6.) Be entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
Acts 8:22 “Repent therefore of this thy wickedness, and pray God, if perhaps the thought of thine heart may be forgiven thee.”
By this step, you realize just what scum you are, and are preparing to remove the faggotry from your life for good. You are going to ask God to forever eliminate the wicked desire to savage rectums and exchange bodily fluids with other sinful men. It all ends now, praise God!
7.) Humbly ask Him to remove the queerness.
Luke 11:2 “And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth.”
3 “Give us day by day our daily bread.”
4 “And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.”
Praise Jesus Christ! If you have been honest with yourself and God, the gay is gone! May God now begin the healing process of the body you have so abused and violated. And may the warmth of Jesus be in your soul as you return to society as a normal person.
8.) Make a list of all persons you have harmed, and become willing to make amends to them all.
Jeremiah 7:5 “For if ye throughly amend your ways and your doings; if ye throughly execute judgment between a man and his neighbour;”
God has forgiven you for being a sissyfag, but it wasn’t just Jesus that you spat upon when you were a practicing homosexual. Now you must make a list of all that you offended as a gay and be willing to make amends for your behavior. Gays repulse all normal people and are especially offensive to the True Christians™ they persecute in hatred. Expect writer’s cramp.
9.) Make direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
Numbers 5:7 “Then they shall confess their sin which they have done: and he shall recompense his trespass with the principal thereof, and add unto it the fifth part thereof, and give it unto him against whom he hath trespassed.”
As a recently cured ex-gay, you are likely homeless and currently have no means to properly compensate those you have trespassed against. At the very least, seek gainful employment and make pledges to those you owe. Begin with your parents, whose hearts you surely broke the day you told them you were a queer.
10.) Continue to take personal inventory and when you are wrong, promptly admit it.
Job 6:24 “Teach me, and I will hold my tongue: and cause me to understand wherein I have erred.”
You no longer spend your waking moments lusting after the groins and backsides of other men. Life is now worth living and every day brings more hope and promise. But you are young in your walk with Christ and your euphoria of leaving filthy gay sex behind can be dangerous without constant prayer. You were wrong when you first fumbled with a man’s trousers and can still err in many ways.
11.) Seek through prayer and meditation to improve your conscious contact with God, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
Psalm 63:1 “O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is;”
2 “To see thy power and thy glory, so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary.”
Remember Step 1 and praise our Lord every day. Without His help, you would be colostomized and in a care home slowly dying of the AIDS, at public expense. It’s only fair that you spend considerable time giving thanks to the one that could have smitten you outright if He didn’t love you so much.
12.) Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, carry this message to other sodomites.
Hebrews 1:14 “Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation?”
With the grace of Jesus Christ, I am no longer a homo. Twenty years of my life were lost to Satan as I freely offered my body to other men that would do with me as they pleased. Like a large inflatable ball tossed from row to row at a ball game, so was my gay promiscuity in fag theaters, truck stops and public parks.
Praise Jesus that He saved me from death! May all repentant queers extend this message of Salvation®.
In Christ
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