Re: I left last night -
04-05-2010, 06:40 PM
I don't even find the sexual immorality the worst of it. It's the lack of any respect for me, the "corrections" that have become harsher and harsher. A month or so ago, he twisted my arm in such a way that it is still sore.
Our marriage bed had grown cold, and I thought that it was because he had lost interest in sex. Well to find him doing this proves that he's only lost interest IN ME!
I'm so upset, what am I supposed to do? I can't go back to my father, he's been placed in an old age home. I haven't worked in over 10 years, I don't even know where to start looking for a job. And if I did start working I'd have to put the older boys into public school and the youngest into daycare. Who knows what blasphemes they'll be taught there.
He has been phoning the apartment this morning, but I haven't picked up the phone. I don't know what to say or do.
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