A warm, manly greeting to you, Robert.
Please explain what it is you are running from, Sir. Surely you aren't running from the Lord. Perhaps you are running toward Him? I can tell you that when you take one step toward the Lord, He will take two steps toward you. He is faithful and just, loving and kind, but He is also no sissy. He expects us to be men, and sometimes that involves being tough as nails - even as tough as the nails that held Him to the cross of Calvary.
Florida is an interesting land, filled with the homosexual sins of Key West, the drug cartels of Miami, and the excesses of South Beach. Of course, there are the other parts of the state that don't get much attention other than Orlando, whose focus is on play rather than on Christ. I would highly recommend moving to a more Godly place - such as Alabama or Kentucky. Both of those states have high numbers of Christian folk, untouched by the Jewish influence of your current home.
Please peruse these Godly forums and glean as much information about Christianity as you can! I assure you this place is FULL of all you need to know about what Jesus and our faith is all about.
COME, LORD JESUS!
BrotherLarry