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  • I don't feel worthy


    I currently do not attend a church on a regular basis. I have issues with the message of the last church I went to and have yet to find a church that preaches the truth.


    My favorite Bible verse is Luke 10:27
    "Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbor as thyself." I actually had a heart with a banner with "Luke 10:27" tattooed on the back of my neck when I was a baby Christian to remind me of what is most important - loving God. I would have it removed, but I don't have the money.


    How I came to find Jesus is a long story. When I was a little girl I felt God calling to me, inviting me to be with him. I asked my parents to take me to church. They said they would, but that I would miss out on Sunday breakfast. What 8 year old wants to miss out on waffles??? When I was in high school, I again heard God's call. I had the opportunity to stay with my friend's family when my dad got transferred for his job, but they were Catholic and I wasn't ready to leave my parents yet.

    When I was 18, I was invited to church by a new friend. She told me I needed to wear a skirt or dress instead of pants, and I did - a mini skirt. It was the only kind of skirt I owned, but it didn't go over well with the people at her church. She didn't tell me that it had to be at least to my knees. I learned to love God, and accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior, but I didn't go to church with her anymore because I didn't like their rules about not watching TV or movies, listening to most music and how to dress. I really didn't like it when they kicked a girl out of the church because she got pregnant but wouldn't marry the baby's father, but when the deacon's daughter got pregnant, they just moved up the wedding date. It seemed hypocritical to me.

    A couple of years later, I became Catholic during boot camp, but that didn't last too long because I didn't understand or accept some of the teachings (like Mary, praying to saints and purgatory). The priest told me not to worry, that I would someday come to understand and accept these things. I didn't. I stopped going to the Catholic church when I got out of military and started "church shopping". I started with all of the mainstream denominations, but none of them felt right (although I did like being in the choir at that one Methodist church). I've moved on to non-denominational churches, but haven't found one that teaches the truth. The pastors all just seem to be in it for the money.

    That's my story.


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    Welcome. Why have you named yourself after the woman at the well (Jn 4:3-42)? Would you say you have found Jesus yet or not?
    sigpicMt 21:42, 44 Jesus saith unto them, Did ye never read in the scriptures, The stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner: this is the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes . . . ? And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder.

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      Originally posted by Pim Pendergast View Post
      Welcome. Why have you named yourself after the woman at the well (Jn 4:3-42)? Would you say you have found Jesus yet or not?
      The story of the Samaritan woman at the well is one of my favorite stories in the Gospels. Her story of conversion is inspiring to me. I love when Jesus tells her, "Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again: But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life." I confess that I have no life without Jesus.

      Also, some would say that the man I am married to is not my husband because I am divorced from a man who was an adulterer multiple times and was physically abusive (he put a gun to my head and threatened to kill me) when I told him I was leaving him.

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        What made you feel like God would have wanted you to leave him and provoke him so?
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        Isaiah 34:6 The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea.

        John 5:46,47 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me. But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?

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          Originally posted by WomanAtTheWell View Post
          Also, some would say that the man I am married to is not my husband because I am divorced from a man who was an adulterer multiple times and was physically abusive (he put a gun to my head and threatened to kill me) when I told him I was leaving him.
          It seems you have some explaining to do, little miss

          You must have done something pretty awful for your husband to react that way.

          YIC
          1 Corinthians 11:3 But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God.

          Revelation 22:15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.

          Leviticus 20:13 If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.

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            Originally posted by Redeemed Papist View Post
            What made you feel like God would have wanted you to leave him and provoke him so?
            Leave my ex-husband??? 1 Cor 7:15

            I didn't want whatever disease he brought home from his hoochie of the month! I asked him to stop sleeping around and he refused. He was an unrepentant, unbelieving adulterer who kicked me out and divorced me.

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              Originally posted by Laurence Niles View Post
              It seems you have some explaining to do, little miss

              You must have done something pretty awful for your husband to react that way.

              YIC
              Yeah, I did tell him that I was going to contact his first wife and help her get custody of his son. That's when he threatened to kill me ... and her. He's pretty much a sociopath who bragged that his gun had one "confirmed kill" - his roommate who killed himself playing Russian roulette.

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                Originally posted by WomanAtTheWell View Post
                Leave my ex-husband??? 1 Cor 7:15

                I didn't want whatever disease he brought home from his hoochie of the month! I asked him to stop sleeping around and he refused. He was an unrepentant, unbelieving adulterer who kicked me out and divorced me.
                You think your husband ought to have submitted to you? How dreadful.
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                Isaiah 34:6 The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea.

                John 5:46,47 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me. But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?

                Join me in scoffing at backwards Muslims clinging to their beliefs in the face of the evidence!
                The truth about volcanos
                Sex and debauchery in public schools
                Faith wins over science (explained for even the very stupid)
                God Cures AIDS - GLORY!
                Desert whale bones prove Great Flood once and for all.

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                  Re: I don't feel worthy

                  Originally posted by Redeemed Papist View Post
                  You think your husband ought to have submitted to you? How dreadful.
                  I asked him to stop sinning by committing adultery and sleeping with other women. When he refused, I threatened to leave him. Then he threatened to kill me. I guess I should have stayed around and let him put a bullet in my head for being so demanding. Then again, he's an unbeliever, so why did I think he would care about something like adultery or murder???

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                  • #10
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                    Ephesians 5:22 Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord.
                    So would you also reject the Lord if He displeased you? Let's hope He doesn't tell you to do something you don't want to do then...
                    Esther 1:22 For he sent letters into all the king's provinces, into every province according to the writing thereof, and to every people after their language, that every man should bear rule in his own house, and that it should be published according to the language of every people.

                    Originally posted by WomanAtTheWell View Post
                    Then again, he's an unbeliever, so why did I think he would care about something like adultery or murder???
                    1 Peter 3:1 Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives;
                    Failed in this duty also... Is there anything about your marriage you didn't screw up?
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                    Isaiah 34:6 The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea.

                    John 5:46,47 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me. But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?

                    Join me in scoffing at backwards Muslims clinging to their beliefs in the face of the evidence!
                    The truth about volcanos
                    Sex and debauchery in public schools
                    Faith wins over science (explained for even the very stupid)
                    God Cures AIDS - GLORY!
                    Desert whale bones prove Great Flood once and for all.

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                      I don't trust anyone who writes in green ink.

                      YBIC

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                        Like most women, this one seems to not be able to commit to Jesus and then wonders why He will not show her the path to True Salvation(r).
                        My heart goes out to her husband. I cannot imagine what it must be like to be around such a flaky female. My wife, Mrs. Hutchins is completely commitable.
                        Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
                        Amos 3:6 Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid? shall there be evil in a city, and the LORD hath not done it?
                        Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.
                        Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
                        Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
                        Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

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                          Originally posted by James Hutchins View Post
                          Like most women, this one seems to not be able to commit to Jesus and then wonders why He will not show her the path to True Salvation®.
                          My heart goes out to her husband. I cannot imagine what it must be like to be around such a flaky female. My wife, Mrs. Hutchins is completely commitable.
                          Which husband? The husband who divorced me? He's moved on to his third (or is it his fourth?) wife. Or the husband I have now who loves me like Christ loves the Church? As for me being "flaky", I hope you never have occasion to be my patient. I might make some flaky mistake that ends up causing you ill.

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                            Originally posted by Matthew Hopkins View Post
                            I don't trust anyone who writes in green ink.

                            YBIC
                            I usually use blue, but the links are in blue here and I would hate for someone to miss the links because of my font color choice.

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                              Originally posted by WomanAtTheWell View Post
                              Which husband? The husband who divorced me? He's moved on to his third (or is it his fourth?) wife. Or the husband I have now who loves me like Christ loves the Church? As for me being "flaky", I hope you never have occasion to be my patient. I might make some flaky mistake that ends up causing you ill.
                              Let me guess... this great husband does things more... your sort of way.

                              Have you given him any sons?
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                              Isaiah 34:6 The sword of the LORD is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams: for the LORD hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea.

                              John 5:46,47 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me. But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words?

                              Join me in scoffing at backwards Muslims clinging to their beliefs in the face of the evidence!
                              The truth about volcanos
                              Sex and debauchery in public schools
                              Faith wins over science (explained for even the very stupid)
                              God Cures AIDS - GLORY!
                              Desert whale bones prove Great Flood once and for all.

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