You know, Brother Larry. In my younger days, I was indeed a True Christian
™ for a moment, and then I left, came back again, was a whole new man, and everything changed. The good pastors may feel their trust to let me in that gated community was misplaced, but it could be an administrative oversight. Jesus may not have the time to deal with it just yet, but then, we are are still waiting for His Return, so must be patient.
As for Miss Litzalor.... I'm a positive thinker. I'm still alive, she's still alive. Things can always change.