Greetings!!
I am a tad confused, as already pointed out by NRL, as to why your location has the word 'gods' in it. You do know that there is only one God, yes?
Next, being a negro is not just a matter of skin colour, it is also a way of thinking. Whilst it is great to hear about how much you wish to become white. Psalm 103:3 says that is The Lord who will be able to heal your diseases, not a doctor. Whilst being a negro is not exactly a disease per say, that scripture still somewhat applies that it is Him who will make you white inwardly, no doctor could change that.
Also, Negros can still go to heaven, it would be racist to say that Negros cannot go to heaven, as long as they follow the entirety if the bible, they will still be welcome, and in heaven, they will be made white.
GLORY
Anyways, tell us more about yourself, what church do you go to? What is your favourite part of His Word? How much have you sinned? (Romans 3:23)