What is done, is done.
The best you can do is try to figure out what you did wrong that caused God's ire to punish you.
With some fierce praying and proof to you Him that you learned your lesson, God may bestow you with His Grace.
I've heard of cases where the female simply vanishes by a miracle, taken back to the repository in the ethers. Some get caught in machinery.
I've heard is rare cases, God will change the gender of a girl to a boy. I believe a Louis Reed fellow wrote a song about it.
I'll pray for God to forgive your trangressions.
Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
Amos 3:6 Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid? shall there be evil in a city, and the LORD hath not done it?
Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.
Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.