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GayJewBlackMan · **Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:33 PM

Brothers,

Please excuse my life of sin.

As a child, my father was deeply religious Catholic. He was also extremely strict. I know I was beating very severly as a child, almost suffering brain damage as a result once.

At 16, I ran away from home to escape the torment. I started saying I was now Jewish (not practising) and got involved with drugs, alcohol and women, then declaired I was a Homosexual. Recently however, I have reliased I done this to spite my father than due to any fellings I personaly had.

I have recently re-discovered Jesus in my life. I know now that how I have led my life has been in shame. I will never be able to 'honor my father', as he has also drove my younger sister away, with what I believe to be possible sexual abuse, leading to her trying to take her own life.

What I am questioning, is there any way I can not repent myself and clean myself in the eyes of the Lord, and can he guide me to helping save my sister from her 'Hell on Earth' as to stop her taking her own life and spending eternity in damnation.

Ezekiel Bathfire · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:37 PM

Seems you're doing fine on your own there. Carry on.

Get Thee Hence! · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:38 PM

You're gonna need to do a lot better than that perfunctory effort joogroid if you want Salvation (Is that what you are here for?).

Give us more testimony with which to work.

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Ezekiel Bathfire

Seems you're doing fine on your own there. Carry on.

I am having troubles dealing with the memorys of what I have done, and I fear of how god will percive me.

Ezekiel Bathfire · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:40 PM

Meh, if you can't remember what you've done, God will probably give you a free ride to heaven.

Get a job, marry a fine woman, have a few kiddies, watch them grow up and them you retire. What could be better.

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

You're gonna need to do a lot better than that perfunctory effort joogroid.

Give us more testimony with which to work

I'm sorry, please explain what you require?

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Ezekiel Bathfire

Meh, if you can't remember what you've done, God will probably give you a free ride to heaven.

Get a job, marry a fine woman, have a few kiddies, watch them grow up and them you retire. What could be better.

I do remeber what I have done. This is my problem. I feel so dirty and unclean in the eys of the lord, and I know I would have saddened him with how I have lived my life up to now.

My memorys haunt and torment me.

Get Thee Hence! · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:47 PM

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Originally Posted by GayJewBlackMan

I'm sorry, please explain what you require?

Do I look like a Google search engine?

I made myself Godly clear on the first occasion

I'm in a generous mood for the moment, so

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Give us more testimony with which to work

Now get hopping fagboy, and fix up that God awful grammar.

~~Brother Baron~~ · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:48 PM

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Originally Posted by GayJewBlackMan

I do remeber what I have done. This is my problem. I feel so dirty and unclean in the eys of the lord, and I know I would have saddened him with how I have lived my life up to now.

My memorys haunt and torment me.

I think you should speak to the lord himself about your fears and misguided deeds, he is the only one who can save you know I fear. Let Jesus fully into your heart and I have no doubt that you will be saved

Nobar King · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 04:49 PM

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Originally Posted by GayJewBlackMan

My memorys haunt and torment me.

Your only salvation is thru Jesus Christ and the Holy KJV Bible.

~~St3veo~~ · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Do I look like a Google search engine?

I made myself Godly clear on the first occasion

I'm in a generous mood for the moment, so

Now get hopping fagboy, and fix up that God awful grammar.

Fagboy? You can't talk you fat cunt.

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Do I look like a Google search engine?

I'm in a generous mood for the moment, so

Give us more testimony with which to work

Now get hopping fagboy, and fix up that God awful grammar.

As I child, I had always seeked comfort in God. I hope for him to save me and my younger sister from my father. I turned my back on God though, shamefully, as to me at the time it represented my Father.

I left home with no moral compass, I just wanted to numb my inner-turmoil. Drugs and alcohol gave me a quick temporary solution. I also wanted to hurt my father, I knew he would be ashamed of having a 'Gay' son, so this is the way I chose to 'get back at him'.

I lead a life of sin. My left however, felt noticeably empty, as did I as a person. I was just a shell of a person, not really there. I longed for a better life, so I got involved in drugs counciling to kick my habbit. It was here I spoke to the priest who lead the church it was being held in.

He seemed to love people, he loved life, and he was a very positive person. He was in polar-opposite to me. I wanted to live my life as happily as this man lived his own. He explained to me how he finds great power in God and Christ to help him do his work. He answered question I had about God, he made me see that through living life as God intended I could life a fruitful life, one which I had never experienced.

He also told me that by helping the ones closest to me who were in trouble, such as my sister, I could work towards redeeming myself in the eyes of the Lord. Speaking to him was such an eye-opening experience. I realised how I had done things just to hurt my father, and not what my heart actually longed for. His 'zest' for life was overwhelming. I had been wasting my own.

With the help of God, I wish to better myself. I wish to help my sister see God can inpower her as it is starting to inpower me. I am just starting out on this path, I still have many worrys and doubts about how God will see me, and my place in the afterlife, if any. I feel at least, if I can not save myself from an already pre-set destination when judged due to my past, I can help others not to make my mistakes, starting with my sister. I can save her from a life she is not meant for.

Get Thee Hence! · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by St3veo

Fagboy?

Yes, someone who goes by the username of GayJewBlackMan is a self proclaimed Fagboy. Is you working upstairs tonight mr 3v-o?

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Originally Posted by St3veo

You can't talk you fat cooter.

Do you have any evidence to support your heathen rebuttal?

Bob4God · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:36 PM

You feel completely worthless and disgusting in the eyes of GOD because you ARE. You are not worthy to lick the Heavenly dirt off of GOD's feet. Anything 'good' you've done in your life is nothing more than a heap of filthy rags (Isaiah 64:6).

FORTUNATELY for you, GOD sent His only begotten son to die for your sins so that you can live for all eternity in Heaven (John 3:16), thanking Him for not sending your rotting soul to hell! PRAISE HIM!

Gays are worthy of death (Leviticus 20:13), so I suggest you become straight again. Also, Jews hate JESUS and nailed Him to a cross and should be avoided. You really have become quite a horrible person, haven't you? You have done things that GOD absolutely despises. (Leviticus 18:22)

Ask JESUS to forgive you for being so wicked, thank Him for not striking you dead on the spot, and accept His precious love! If you'll only give Him complete control of your mind, body and spirit, you will know true freedom!

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Bob4God

You feel completely worthless and disgusting in the eyes of GOD because you ARE. You are not worthy to lick the Heavenly dirt off of GOD's feet. Anything 'good' you've done in your life is nothing more than a heap of filthy rags (Isaiah 64:6).

FORTUNATELY for you, GOD sent His only begotten son to die for your sins so that you can live for all eternity in Heaven (John 3:16), thanking Him for not sending your rotting soul to hell! PRAISE HIM!

Gays are worthy of death (Leviticus 20:13), so I suggest you become straight again. Also, Jews hate JESUS and nailed Him to a cross and should be avoided. You really have become quite a horrible person, haven't you? You have done things that GOD absolutely despises. (Leviticus 18:22)

Ask JESUS to forgive you for being so wicked, thank Him for not striking you dead on the spot, and accept His precious love! If you'll only give Him complete control of your mind, body and spirit, you will know true freedom!

As I stated, being 'Gay' was something I did out of spite. My attractions is soley to women, and I have reverted to this life. Saying I was Jewish was also out of spite.

I wish to now better and redeem myself in the eyes of the lord and wash away these unclean sins.

~~St3veo~~ · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Do you have any evidence to support your heathen rebuttal?

You're Display pic kinda gives it away.

Away and scran a pew.

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:54 PM

I also worry I will not be able to save my sister, and her taking her own life.

I would feel responsible as I had not acted sooner, and could have possibly saved her.

I worry that if she where to die, I would lose site of my current goals.

Do you have any advice?

~~St3veo~~ · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:56 PM

GayJewBlackMan....

Can you peel banana's with you're feet?

GayJewBlackMan · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 05:59 PM

I cannot say I have every tried?

Get Thee Hence! · **Re: Help -** 06-11-2009, 06:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Now get hopping fagboy, and fix up that God awful grammar.

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Originally Posted by St3veo

You can't talk you fat cooter.

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Do you have any evidence to support your heathen rebuttal?

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Originally Posted by St3veo

You're Display pic kinda gives it away.

Away and scran a pew.

.

Please tell how my display pic "gives it away" that I can't talk?

Also, why would I go and eat the LBC seating when God gives me all the sweet manna I need via His Holy Word, the KJV?

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Originally Posted by GayJewBlackMan

I also worry I will not be able to save my sister, and her taking her own life.

I would feel responsible as I had not acted sooner, and could have possibly saved her.

I worry that if she where to die, I would lose site of my current goals.

Do you have any advice?

You asked that in your initial post chocolate starfish, and my response was thus

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Originally Posted by Get Thee Hence!

Give us more testimony with which to work

Has that joo jungle juice killed off what little mnemonic capacity the Good Lord saw fit to bestow upon you in the first instance?