[Alex Friederhof]

Good day to you all fellow Christians.
I apologise for the dramatic title, but while seeking clearance, I must admit that I have since birth been affected from a syndrome which can not in any way be treated. Some of you may consider me a freak of nature and they have the right, I hold no spite.
Whether I am paying for a more ancient sin than myself I do not know, what I know is that I am constantly coping with pain and the bitterness of other fellow human beings.

I was born with an arguably rare condition and was condemned to carry on my body both ovaries and testicular tissues, the last mentioned inside my body, none of my "reproductive" organs are functioning, Thank the Lord. I have the ordinary set of chromosomes, XY, but was cursed with an immunity to prenatal androgen exposure and therefore never fully developed into a man. I am not going further into detail with this, but I have been medically declared "inter-sex" and discriminated according to my whole life.

I do not wish to alter my body through surgery. God made me this way for reasons that are to me unknown. I have been raised Lutheran Evangelic and have been respecting the Lord's word my whole life through.
I have already commited to a life of celibacy, as any romantic pursue to either gender would be against nature and against the will of the Lord, as my reproductive organs do not work, I shall never seek a partner.

Why did I end up here? I have been reading much on the books of the Lord, even though some times the scriptures are complex and puzzle me. I am too shy to talk in person about my condition and place in the world of the Lord with anybody and therefore find safety in the anonimity of the web, yes, my lastname is real.

Am I destinated to Hell? Is there anyway I could get the Lord to accept me?
I do not wish to end my life, which is also a terrible crime before God's mighty judgement, but sometimes I feel my sole existence is a deprecable sin and plagues others around me, such as my parents and other people who feel offended by my presence.
I hope I have not offended anyone on this website, and fully understand if you are not willing to help me.

I wish you all again a good day.

Alex F.

[Sister Kitty]

Welcome, young whatever-you-are! I'm not offended by your post, though I admit I am relieved to hear you won't be reproducing.

[Alex Friederhof]

Here are my favourite verses of the bible.

Leviticus 20:13 - "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads.

“The one who has stolen what was set apart for destruction will himself be burned with fire, along with everything he has, for he has broken the covenant of the LORD and has done a horrible thing in Israel." Joshua 7:15

"The people of Samaria must bear the consequences of their guilt because they rebelled against their God. They will be killed by an invading army, their little ones dashed to death against the ground, their pregnant women ripped open by swords." Hosea 13:16

[James Hutchins]

Welcome friend! I personally could care less about your infirmity. God makes us all like we are for a reason.

Why do you think God hates you? What did your parents do that was so horribly wrong? Is your mother a whore or your father a catlick? Are you related to an ethnic person? Why are you so stricken? Are you concerned about inbreeding? I find this very fascinating!

[Alex Friederhof]

Hallo fellow christian,

To answer your questions. I ignore my parental history, I was raised as a Lutheran by my foster family which have been taken care of me with love and patience, despite of my condition. I was taken away from my parents at the age of three because a history of violence. The woman who gave birth to me was soft in the head and the man who conceived me gave in to alcohol soon after my birth. I have not kept contact with them since and wish not to do so.

I have no doubt they must have committed some unforgivable sin, and that is the only explanation that can calm my doubts. For what I have been told, my "mother" has always been on her path to madness, thus certainly a sinner carrying cursed genes. Furthermore I do not believe they were observant of the Lord's rules of life.

[Brother Enoch]

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

I was taken away from my parents at the age of three because a history of violence.

Why were you being violent to your parents?

[Alex Friederhof]

Originally Posted by Brother Enoch

Why were you being violent to your parents?

Maybe, I don't know. Just what I was told. I hope not, that wouldn't make me a very good christian.

[Faith_Machine]

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

I have been raised Lutheran Evangelic and have been respecting the Lord's word my whole life through.

Friend, "Lutheran" and "respecting the Lord's word" are mutually exclusive terms. Don't feel bad though; I too was attending a Lutheran church when I began posting messages here, and like you, I labored under the delusion that I was something other than a dirty Papist masquerading as an actual Christian.

Regarding your queer unmentionable bits, that doesn't bother me much, as I have a lot of experience preaching in the streets to tranny hookers such as yourself. In fact, I find it deeply refreshing to finally talk to a tranny hooker who might be willing to open "herself" up and receive the Lord's love!

[Pastor Ezekiel]

So then what, you're a freak down there?

[Brother Enoch]

Originally Posted by Pastor Ezekiel

So then what, you're a freak down there?

I think so Pastor, a mangina!

Total freakshow, a downstairs mixup!

[Pastor Ezekiel]

Originally Posted by Brother Enoch

I think so Pastor, a mangina!

Total freakshow, a downstairs mixup!

Oh Christ that's disgusting!

[Faith_Machine]

Hey, look at the bright side: At least Alex is one Papist who can't crap out a dozen babies who will spend their childhoods being buggered by priests and their adult lives donating their paychecks to the Vatican.

[Alex Friederhof]

Originally Posted by Faith_Machine

Friend, "Lutheran" and "respecting the Lord's word" are mutually exclusive terms. Don't feel bad though; I too was attending a Lutheran church when I began posting messages here, and like you, I labored under the delusion that I was something other than a dirty Papist masquerading as an actual Christian.

Regarding your queer unmentionable bits, that doesn't bother me much, as I have a lot of experience preaching in the streets to tranny hookers such as yourself. In fact, I find it deeply refreshing to finally talk to a tranny hooker who might be willing to open "herself" up and receive the Lord's love!

Hm. A tranny hooker is a person who willingly changed its body to make it more similar to the body of a member of the other gender. And it's someone that sells itself, as I believe hooker stands for sex trade worker.
I am a student, not a worker. And was born the way I am. Also don't feel comfortable being referred t as "her". God might hate me and turned me into a freak, but at least He didn't hate me enough to make me a woman.

[Pastor Ezekiel]

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

And was born the way I am.

No, God made you the way you are. Don't make it sound like an accident.

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

Also don't feel comfortable being referred to as "her".

How about "it?" That's what I was thinking...

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

God might hate me and turned me into a freak, but at least He didn't hate me enough to make me a woman.

You have a point there, but Jesus, you're a walking freakshow. Do you sell pictures of your junk to perverts to pay your way through college?

[Faith_Machine]

Originally Posted by Pastor Ezekiel

Do you sell pictures of your junk to perverts to pay your way through college?

Ooh, that would be bad! Hooking is definitely a sin, but selling those pics would also make he, she, or it a pornographer.

Alex, I urge you to stop selling your body, stop selling pictures of your body, and accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior IMMEDIATELY!

[Alex Friederhof]

Originally Posted by Pastor Ezekiel

No, God made you the way you are. Don't make it sound like an accident.




How about "it?" That's what I was thinking...




You have a point there, but Jesus, you're a walking freakshow. Do you sell pictures of your junk to perverts to pay your way through college?

I don't think it was an accident. I know God hates me and made me this way.

It is perfectly fine.

No I keep my private parts to myself. Also I go to a public high school.

[Redeemed Papist]

I humbly submit to the Pastors that this man/woman/freak of nature fully acknowledges that it is cursed by God. It still seems to have a soul, however.

I must confess I am at a loss. The malfunction in the privy member is not a wound and it doesn't seem to be a faggot. In most other respects it seems like anyone else afflicted with a curse from God that tries to be saved anyway.

So should I shun it or not?

I await your wisdom.

[Faith_Machine]

Originally Posted by Alex Friederhof

I don't think it was an accident. I know God hates me and made me this way.

It is perfectly fine.

No I keep my private parts to myself. Also I go to a public high school.

I commend you for accepting the cards you've been dealt with regards to God's wrath!

This public high school business, however, is very worrisome.

If any of your teachers try to teach you about "evolution" or birth control, I certainly hope you will stand up in class and loudly rebuke them.

Also...

Hmmm...

I'm guessing for PE class, you get free run of both the girl's and boy's locker rooms and showers? So you have twice as much temptation to fornicate?

Not good. Your parents should be homeschooling you.