Dear, dear, RP. I'm so sorry to see you still on the Earthly plane
Daily I pray for every True Christian™ to meet their maker ASAP and you are always in the forefront of my prayers.
When I became a True Christian™ you were a guiding light for me to follow unto the path of righteousness and I have no doubt that Jesus will cut you down in the prime of your life and take you to His muscular embrace to hold you close to Him for all eternity.
I can't imagine how He will draw you to Him but have you checked you house wiring? Or put your seat belt on recently? Or looked before crossing the side walk?
Well don't. Why make it hard for loving Jesus to get closer to you?
That cement mixer on the road works across the way? The stream roller convention you are trying to decide whether to go to? Or that abattoir guided tour with the special rotational blade expo?
All opportunities to get closer to Christ!
There is no need to stymie the desires of Jesus if you think creatively; the works of the man filled with the spirit of God are always of the highest quality.
Exodus 35:31-32 and he hath filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship; and to devise curious works, to work in gold, and in silver, and in brass,
Bless, RP. Bless you.
YIC