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I owe all that I am today to my cousin, Ellen. We called her Elly Mae. My story is a sorrid one and I am not proud of it. But perhaps you may find some inspiration and it may serve some purpose.
Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Eliot Mayfield. I was a sinner and through Christ I found Salvation © Many sinners have found the path to Paradise through through Christianity. It cannot be underestimated how powerful Christ is.
I was a sinner since I was old enough to manage it. Me and the other cousins used to watch the girl cousins in the outhouse through a hole we made. God forgive me, I feel so ashamed! I grew up in the hills and being a cousin didn’t mean much. I learned a lot about sin from some of my girl cousins. Elly Mae never done anything like that. She would read and read her Bible and I never saw her even kiss a boy.
As we grew older, we sinned even more. I started smoking and chewing when I was ten. I started looking at girlie magazines and spilling my seed on the ground when I was 11. I started to drink at 12. My cousins and I were a wild bunch. We’d get drunk and go tearing through Possum Pouch. The Sheriff just locked us up and turned us loose when we got sober.
I started fornicating at 12 also. Oh Jesus! It hurts me so to relive it all. It was with my cousin. She was 9, but she weren’t a virgin and I didn’t rape her. It was her idea. We did it a lot until her brother found out about it and we got in a big fight. I killed him. Everybody agreed it was self defense so I didn’t get in any trouble. But, his blood was on my mind. Elly tried to save me all throughout this time. She tried to save us all, but we just laughed at her and told her she was crazy!
Then when my hormones started to really rage, I was fornicating with any gal who was willing. I fornicated with cousins, fat girls, skinny girls, married ladies, and even a colored one or two! I got really drunk once and tried to force my self unto Elly, but she was sober and she kicked me in the stones! Even in her fury she was thinking about God because she said, “You’re lucky I didn’t damage them, Cause God wouldn’t accept you!” It certainly felt like they were damaged to me! Then Elly went and told her Pa and he came out swinging his belt and whipped me up one side and down the other! He said Elly was promised and he didn’t want damaged goods and flailed away some more.
When I think of how bad we treated her and that just made her try to save us more it rips my heart in two. I feel so bad. God knows how bad I feel. Thank you Jesus for dying for me! Thank you so much!
Well, the years rolled by and I kept up my evil ways. I even got worse. I went to porn shops and paid for harlots. I’d eye school girls with evil intent and had fantasies about them. I paid some girls from the middle school $150 to let me watch them have homosexual sex. I took to stealing to get more money to pay for more sex and it got worse and worse.
I got a job at the middle school. After everybody left, I’d go through the locker room sniffing the girl’s panties and feeling their bras. I put a video camera in there and made films to watch at home. Then I discovered that two of the girls were lesbeans and I blackmailed them with the tape and told them I’d show everybody if they didn’t do what I said. Tears roll down my cheeks thinking about it now. Oh how many lives did I ruin? Sin is wrong and it leads straight to Hell. Maybe God delivered those girls to me because they did get sent away to a Christian school after I got caught. I got careless and the principal caught me with some panties over my head while I was spilling my seed in the locker room. The principal didn’t want a scandal and told me to leave and never come back.
The shame I felt was horrible. But still I didn’t turn to God. I kept drinking and I took to gambling. I did good enough gambling to pay for my drink and keep a roof over my head.
We were having cock fights and dog fights and all sorts of bloody events. The cock fights always brought the biggest crowds though. Once we managed to trap a bear and we had it fight 15 different mutts we stole out of people’s yards! That was something else. At the time it made me feel good seeing the blood and fur flying everywhere. But now I know it was Satan flowing through me that made me enjoy such things. It was Satan in the drink and the gambling!
Then I hit bottom. I was drinking with some young girls who couldn’t buy it themselves. Sometimes they’d do me a favor for buying them wine coolers and such drinks. One of them asked me if I’d like a smoke. I said why not, I usually smoke Lucky Strikes. The girls laughed and then they said to follow them. We went out into the woods behind the swimming pool on the edge of town. I opened another beer and then the girls handed me a funny looking cigarette. I had a little buzz going and they girls were looking good so I tried it. I about coughed out my guts. It was a reefer ! Well after a puff or two I didn’t know what was what. After I while I woke up. I guess those girls thought I was still passed out because they was dancing naked around a fire listening to Michael Jackson. I knew I was in the presence of evil then. I knew I should have run away then, but I couldn’t. It must have been God wanting me to see what happens to evil people. After a few minutes of dancing they all stopped. They said something I couldn’t understand about reeds and such and then begged for their master. I don’t know what happened next, but I know I heard a baby crying somewhere. I ran as fast as I could!
Elly had gotten a job in the private school working with wayward girls. Some of them girls must have told her about me because she came back to town. She invited me to come talk. When I got to her house she pulled out a pump 12 gauge and told me to get on my knees. She said I better start praying now. I tried, but I didn’t know what to say. She told me to get up and she marched me to the closet under the stairs. It was her prayer closet and she locked me in. She told me I wasn’t coming out until I was sober and saved. She left me in there for a week! I started reading the Bible and all those Chick Tracts she had in there after my D.T.’s stopped. Then it was like a light turned on in my heart. Jesus forgave me! It was the happiest day of my new life. It was my second birthday. Since that day I have lived according to the Bible.
That was 12 years ago. I’ve been on the straight and narrow every since. Hallelujah! I went off to a famous Christian college in West Virginia and got my Teachers degree. I’ve been teaching for years now. That’s why I have my avatar. The government won’t allow me to do much to save those poor kids. I don’t want them to learn the way I did. We have an after school club where I get to tell them more though. I do have the Ten Commandments posted too.
Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Eliot Mayfield. I was a sinner and through Christ I found Salvation © Many sinners have found the path to Paradise through through Christianity. It cannot be underestimated how powerful Christ is.
I was a sinner since I was old enough to manage it. Me and the other cousins used to watch the girl cousins in the outhouse through a hole we made. God forgive me, I feel so ashamed! I grew up in the hills and being a cousin didn’t mean much. I learned a lot about sin from some of my girl cousins. Elly Mae never done anything like that. She would read and read her Bible and I never saw her even kiss a boy.
As we grew older, we sinned even more. I started smoking and chewing when I was ten. I started looking at girlie magazines and spilling my seed on the ground when I was 11. I started to drink at 12. My cousins and I were a wild bunch. We’d get drunk and go tearing through Possum Pouch. The Sheriff just locked us up and turned us loose when we got sober.
I started fornicating at 12 also. Oh Jesus! It hurts me so to relive it all. It was with my cousin. She was 9, but she weren’t a virgin and I didn’t rape her. It was her idea. We did it a lot until her brother found out about it and we got in a big fight. I killed him. Everybody agreed it was self defense so I didn’t get in any trouble. But, his blood was on my mind. Elly tried to save me all throughout this time. She tried to save us all, but we just laughed at her and told her she was crazy!
Then when my hormones started to really rage, I was fornicating with any gal who was willing. I fornicated with cousins, fat girls, skinny girls, married ladies, and even a colored one or two! I got really drunk once and tried to force my self unto Elly, but she was sober and she kicked me in the stones! Even in her fury she was thinking about God because she said, “You’re lucky I didn’t damage them, Cause God wouldn’t accept you!” It certainly felt like they were damaged to me! Then Elly went and told her Pa and he came out swinging his belt and whipped me up one side and down the other! He said Elly was promised and he didn’t want damaged goods and flailed away some more.
When I think of how bad we treated her and that just made her try to save us more it rips my heart in two. I feel so bad. God knows how bad I feel. Thank you Jesus for dying for me! Thank you so much!
Well, the years rolled by and I kept up my evil ways. I even got worse. I went to porn shops and paid for harlots. I’d eye school girls with evil intent and had fantasies about them. I paid some girls from the middle school $150 to let me watch them have homosexual sex. I took to stealing to get more money to pay for more sex and it got worse and worse.
I got a job at the middle school. After everybody left, I’d go through the locker room sniffing the girl’s panties and feeling their bras. I put a video camera in there and made films to watch at home. Then I discovered that two of the girls were lesbeans and I blackmailed them with the tape and told them I’d show everybody if they didn’t do what I said. Tears roll down my cheeks thinking about it now. Oh how many lives did I ruin? Sin is wrong and it leads straight to Hell. Maybe God delivered those girls to me because they did get sent away to a Christian school after I got caught. I got careless and the principal caught me with some panties over my head while I was spilling my seed in the locker room. The principal didn’t want a scandal and told me to leave and never come back.
The shame I felt was horrible. But still I didn’t turn to God. I kept drinking and I took to gambling. I did good enough gambling to pay for my drink and keep a roof over my head.
We were having cock fights and dog fights and all sorts of bloody events. The cock fights always brought the biggest crowds though. Once we managed to trap a bear and we had it fight 15 different mutts we stole out of people’s yards! That was something else. At the time it made me feel good seeing the blood and fur flying everywhere. But now I know it was Satan flowing through me that made me enjoy such things. It was Satan in the drink and the gambling!
Then I hit bottom. I was drinking with some young girls who couldn’t buy it themselves. Sometimes they’d do me a favor for buying them wine coolers and such drinks. One of them asked me if I’d like a smoke. I said why not, I usually smoke Lucky Strikes. The girls laughed and then they said to follow them. We went out into the woods behind the swimming pool on the edge of town. I opened another beer and then the girls handed me a funny looking cigarette. I had a little buzz going and they girls were looking good so I tried it. I about coughed out my guts. It was a reefer ! Well after a puff or two I didn’t know what was what. After I while I woke up. I guess those girls thought I was still passed out because they was dancing naked around a fire listening to Michael Jackson. I knew I was in the presence of evil then. I knew I should have run away then, but I couldn’t. It must have been God wanting me to see what happens to evil people. After a few minutes of dancing they all stopped. They said something I couldn’t understand about reeds and such and then begged for their master. I don’t know what happened next, but I know I heard a baby crying somewhere. I ran as fast as I could!
Elly had gotten a job in the private school working with wayward girls. Some of them girls must have told her about me because she came back to town. She invited me to come talk. When I got to her house she pulled out a pump 12 gauge and told me to get on my knees. She said I better start praying now. I tried, but I didn’t know what to say. She told me to get up and she marched me to the closet under the stairs. It was her prayer closet and she locked me in. She told me I wasn’t coming out until I was sober and saved. She left me in there for a week! I started reading the Bible and all those Chick Tracts she had in there after my D.T.’s stopped. Then it was like a light turned on in my heart. Jesus forgave me! It was the happiest day of my new life. It was my second birthday. Since that day I have lived according to the Bible.
That was 12 years ago. I’ve been on the straight and narrow every since. Hallelujah! I went off to a famous Christian college in West Virginia and got my Teachers degree. I’ve been teaching for years now. That’s why I have my avatar. The government won’t allow me to do much to save those poor kids. I don’t want them to learn the way I did. We have an after school club where I get to tell them more though. I do have the Ten Commandments posted too.
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