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Brothers, as you know I struggle with my secular upbringing every day. In moments of weakness I reach for the scotch... and I have to confess I have been looking at rock and roll music on Youtube. It gives me such a strong sense of nostalgia for the old days, even tho I know it is wrong. Is there any end to the pain brothers?
I am weak in this very moment now, watching this singer (again!). She has a certain something I find irresistible... some days I can spend hours lost watching her videos again and again and again. Those thick forearms, that slim waist, the muscular neck *sigh* I am ashamed to say I have had occasional lustful thoughts. It would hurt Mrs. Donkey to learn this... I have prayed my "moments" would lessen as time passes but they appear to be occurring more often and more strongly. Your prayers please, brothers.
I am weak in this very moment now, watching this singer (again!). She has a certain something I find irresistible... some days I can spend hours lost watching her videos again and again and again. Those thick forearms, that slim waist, the muscular neck *sigh* I am ashamed to say I have had occasional lustful thoughts. It would hurt Mrs. Donkey to learn this... I have prayed my "moments" would lessen as time passes but they appear to be occurring more often and more strongly. Your prayers please, brothers.