[Flaggit]

I won't hold back....

It all started when I lost my mother; No love for myself and no love for another... It was late 1998. I was hurting. My girlfriend tried to make me feel better. We both got drunk and she let me ride her raw dog. It was the first time I ever came in a girl. She did a neat trick and squirt it out from her honey pot. She then scooped it with her finger and licked it. From that point on out I knew I was a sex addict. I was so turned on I wanted more. Soon after she became pregnant. We had a shot gun wedding but didn;t mind: We for filled each others sex fantasies. 3 years passed and she was knocked up again. After our 2nd the sex became boring... She wasn't as into the filth porn star sex I craved. We tried a 3 some with another man for the first time, you know, spice it up a bit? I think I liked it more than her... This guy became a regular. We told our girls that he was an uncle helping us with paper work. One night we all got really smashed smoking coco puffs... He slipped his finger into my ass... I didn't mind. Soon after I was penetrating my wife and cuming into her mouth and she would snowball with him and then he with me. It felt normal for him to lick my ball sack while I was railing my wife. One day, after a long work week on site, I found a note. My wife left me for him. Everything was gone. My life went to hell. More drugs... More boos.Poor work performance lead to getting canned. I moved to San Francisco in 2003. That is where I met Fellito.

Waht a gay name, right? Fellito? But he was kind to me. He let me crash at his place. The drugs were free, the bed was warm. I felt safe. My first one on one with a man was with Fellito. He just jumped in the shower with me one day. He acted like it was normal. He started scrubbing my back.. then my butt... Then a soapy finger slipped into my brown eye. I didn't even flinch. I penetrated him... It felt like screwing a donut. After I busted, he walked out of the shower and left a $50 on the sink. I asked what that was for and he told me good service isn't free. That was his hook to get me to sell my body. 2 weeks later I was penetrated by a strap on from a dyke that just won a Marlon Brando look alike contest. It felt like she tickled my stomach with that HUGE dildo. I took any client. Man, woman.. 2, 3 ,4 men or women. Money was great. I had my regulars. 2 foot Johnnie was amazing. No girth but he was 17 inches... It felt like anal and deep throat at the same time. Ive been choked, hung from my nipples, rubber bands around my dick and balls. Cut scrotum, limp biscuit eater, snoballed with 3 guys... I would freebase my coke on a spoon that had sperm heated to the point of evaporation... I injected coke and sperm. I've sucked so many dicks I should change my name. I've touched more cock and balls than Haynes whittie tighties.

One night after a cock and meth binge, I was stumbling home from Knob Hill. There I found a tract. It taught me the Roman Road. It changed my life forever.

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: Flaggot here.

What I mean by 3rd party is that Jesus never said "no man cometh unto the Father, but by me... and a church establishment."

Churches exist to accomplish our first and foremost goal: Worship of God. Isn't that why we were created?

I'm feeling confused...

OK, let me try to make you understand. Now, I'm no Pastor, I'm just a humble airline pilot. But I am a saved True Christian™ and that counts for something. For instance, what Bible do you read from every night? If it isn't the KJV 1611, you might as well be reading the Book of Mormon or Harry Potter!

And which Independent Baptist Church are you a member of? Because if you're not an Independent Baptist KJV 1611 Bible Literalist, you're nothing but a false Christian. And if you're a false Christian, especially a gay false Christian, then you're still damned. Simple as that.

[Professor Bessemer]

Re: Flaggot here.

I was only a teen in the early 90s. I was still on a decent path. Around 2004, maybe. I'm not sure as to whether I should share those horrid filth stories. I kinda want to keep them in my past. Sharing something so personal with people I'm not a member of seems odd to me. I want to feel free but I don't see how sharing my extravagant homo and hetero sex stories will help. If I was getting counseling from a church that I were a member of, then perhaps. But on an open public forum?

Keeping the stories of the sins of your past to yourself only helps them fester like some spiritual canker, poisoning all that is good inside you. Dixon, I know that deep, deep inside you there is goodness. But you must cleanse yourself, you must free yourself of the demons of you debauched past!

And who better to unburden yourself to than a former sodomite? As I stated before, nothing you have done could be worse than the things I have seen, done, had done to me, done in me, done on me, or done in somebody else and then poured onto me. Trust me Dixon, once you have been the pivot man in three day, mescaline fueled, five man scat orgy, very little can shock you.

Consider me your counselor, you guide to becoming a True Christian™. You will feel infinitely better once you have loosed yourself of the chains of your sordid homosexual past! Glory!

[Flaggit]

Re: Flaggot here.

Welcome friend! It is always wonderful to read the testimony of a disgusting drug addicted sodomite who wishes to surrender his soul to Jesus! Glory and praise to God! Dixon, I know what you are going through, You see, I myself was once an insatiable gay pervert who spent endless days and nights high on narcotics, receiving penis after penis into my mouth and rectum.

But those days are over! I am washed in the blood of the lamb, Christ has redeemed my once fetid and empty soul! And he can do the same for you Dixon, if you would only open yourself to him!

Also, trust me Dixon, nothing you have done would shock me. Please give us more of your testimony. Tell us the sordid depths to which you sank, and when you were active in the gay community in California. If you were in San Francisco in the early Nineties, there is an excellent chance that you may be one of the anonymous street hustlers that I had anal intercourse with.

I was only a teen in the early 90s. I was still on a decent path. Around 2004, maybe. I'm not sure as to whether I should share those horrid filth stories. I kinda want to keep them in my past. Sharing something so personal with people I'm not a member of seems odd to me. I want to feel free but I don't see how sharing my extravagant homo and hetero sex stories will help. If I was getting counseling from a church that I were a member of, then perhaps. But on an open public forum?

Now don't get angry, I'm just the messenger here, but you sold your body to MEN, you had sex with MEN, that means you're a gay. But like the Professor said, you can be cured, you just need to go through an Ex-Gay© program.

But as of right now, God still considers you a homo.



I wish it was that easy Flaggot. If just wanting to be saved meant you were saved, Landover wouldn't need to exist. You can't just decide one day that you're not a drug addict fag, you have to earn salvation!

Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying you'll never be cured of the gay, but you're still on the road to salvation friend, and it's a long, hard road.



You lost me here. Who never mentioned what third party?

What I mean by 3rd party is that Jesus never said "no man cometh unto the Father, but by me... and a church establishment."

Churches exist to accomplish our first and foremost goal: Worship of God. Isn't that why we were created?

I'm feeling confused...

I'm horrified! You consort openly with this sort of... of... thing?

Please don't. I know nothing of that website. Don't assume or fabricate, please.

[J.Gygax]

Re: Flaggot here.

here with you on this site


no donut for myself, thanks for considering me


evening

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: Flaggot here.

i like this here

You like what where?

evening

donut

[J.Gygax]

Re: Flaggot here.

i like this here


evening

[Ezekiel Bathfire]

Re: Flaggot here.

I'm not gay. I made money by selling my body. Not any more.

I'm horrified! You consort openly with this sort of... of... thing?

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: Flaggot here.

Hello

Hi . . . ?

Anything else on your mind there pal?

[J.Gygax]

Re: Flaggot here.

Hello

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: Flaggot here.

I'm not gay. I made money by selling my body. Not any more.

Now don't get angry, I'm just the messenger here, but you sold your body to MEN, you had sex with MEN, that means you're a gay. But like the Professor said, you can be cured, you just need to go through an Ex-Gay© program.

But as of right now, God still considers you a homo.

I am saved.

Jesus said "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

I wish it was that easy Flaggot. If just wanting to be saved meant you were saved, Landover wouldn't need to exist. You can't just decide one day that you're not a drug addict fag, you have to earn salvation!

Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying you'll never be cured of the gay, but you're still on the road to salvation friend, and it's a long, hard road.

He never mentioned a 3rd party?

You lost me here. Who never mentioned what third party?

[Professor Bessemer]

Re: Flaggot here.

Not proud at all. My first experience was in prison. I wanted to die. When I came out I needed something to help cope with my mental break down. I turned to drugs. After I lost my job, due to drugs, I needed a way to support the habit... I found myself in the Bay area in California. I was accepted by a community and was not judged. But My soul and heart was empty. I was taught how to survive on the streets by selling my body.

I am not proud. I wish it never happened. It makes me sick to think about it. I have been filthy, sweaty and penetrated by other men. I was looking at suicide. It was my only way.

One night in Knob Hill, I found a track. It explained the Roman Road.

"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved"

I called upon His name. I know He saved me. I still struggled with drugs, but God helped me every time. I'm now sober.

Why would you say I am not saved?

Welcome friend! It is always wonderful to read the testimony of a disgusting drug addicted sodomite who wishes to surrender his soul to Jesus! Glory and praise to God! Dixon, I know what you are going through, You see, I myself was once an insatiable gay pervert who spent endless days and nights high on narcotics, receiving penis after penis into my mouth and rectum.

But those days are over! I am washed in the blood of the lamb, Christ has redeemed my once fetid and empty soul! And he can do the same for you Dixon, if you would only open yourself to him!

Also, trust me Dixon, nothing you have done would shock me. Please give us more of your testimony. Tell us the sordid depths to which you sank, and when you were active in the gay community in California. If you were in San Francisco in the early Nineties, there is an excellent chance that you may be one of the anonymous street hustlers that I had anal intercourse with.

[Flaggit]

Re: Flaggot here.

I'm not gay. I made money by selling my body. Not any more.

I am saved.

Jesus said "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."

He never mentioned a 3rd party?

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: Flaggot here.

Not proud at all. My first experience was in prison. I wanted to die. When I came out I needed something to help cope with my mental break down. I turned to drugs. After I lost my job, due to drugs, I needed a way to support the habit... I found myself in the Bay area in California. I was accepted by a community and was not judged. But My soul and heart was empty. I was taught how to survive on the streets by selling my body.

So you're a homo then? I'm very sorry to hear that. But don't let it get you down, we have several Ex-Gay© True Christians™ here at Landover. I just sent a PM to one of our most prominent former sodomites. I'm almost certain he's reading this thread as we speak!

I am not proud. I wish it never happened. It makes me sick to think about it. I have been filthy, sweaty and penetrated by other men. I was looking at suicide. It was my only way.

Do you have the AIDS?
I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, that would have sent you straight to Hell. But now you have a chance to give up your gay lifestyle and serve Jesus!

One night in Knob Hill, I found a track. It explained the Roman Road.

"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved"

I called upon His name. I know He saved me. I still struggled with drugs, but God helped me every time. I'm now sober.

What about the anal sex though? God doesn't look to kindly on queers Flaggot.

Why would you say I am not saved?

Because you're gay and you are not a True Christian™

[Flaggit]

Re: Flaggot here.

Such as . . . ? Trust me friend, unburdening your soul is the best way to start to give your life to Jesus. And you said no man should be proud of what you did. Are you proud of what you did?



I hate to break this to you Flaggot, but you're still in sin. See, you're not a member of LBC and therefore you're not a True Christian™.

Not proud at all. My first experience was in prison. I wanted to die. When I came out I needed something to help cope with my mental break down. I turned to drugs. After I lost my job, due to drugs, I needed a way to support the habit... I found myself in the Bay area in California. I was accepted by a community and was not judged. But My soul and heart was empty. I was taught how to survive on the streets by selling my body.

I am not proud. I wish it never happened. It makes me sick to think about it. I have been filthy, sweaty and penetrated by other men. I was looking at suicide. It was my only way.

One night in Knob Hill, I found a track. It explained the Roman Road.

"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved"

I called upon His name. I know He saved me. I still struggled with drugs, but God helped me every time. I'm now sober.

Why would you say I am not saved?