Hello friends, my name's Gary and I hope you will welcome me to the boards. I thought I could possibly find some support here, so here goes.
I've been slaughtering full time going on a year now, and something weird's happening. Lately I've been kind of being hesitant about things, like doing my job. It's just the way we do them up, it's not always the most painless way, you know? I'm actually thinking about leaving the job, but financially I can't and I know spiritually I don't have to. It's just hard sometimes looking them things in the eyes after you slit the throat and its wriggling around everywhere. I need anyone's help that's willing to give it right now. I know the bible teaches that the animal's purpose is for our bidding, and I believe that, but the pain I cause for 12 hours a day seems more like something out of the dark one's play book.
Any words of encouragement would be warmly received.
God bless.
I've been slaughtering full time going on a year now, and something weird's happening. Lately I've been kind of being hesitant about things, like doing my job. It's just the way we do them up, it's not always the most painless way, you know? I'm actually thinking about leaving the job, but financially I can't and I know spiritually I don't have to. It's just hard sometimes looking them things in the eyes after you slit the throat and its wriggling around everywhere. I need anyone's help that's willing to give it right now. I know the bible teaches that the animal's purpose is for our bidding, and I believe that, but the pain I cause for 12 hours a day seems more like something out of the dark one's play book.
Any words of encouragement would be warmly received.
God bless.
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