So I've been thinking about prayer and am a bit troubled by something. A few years ago my Aunt Jemmy was diagnosed with cancer and after months of intense, 10-12 hour prayer sessions and a little chemo the Lord Jesus blessed us and cured her cancer.
Now we know that God is omniscient and omnipotent and this is where I'm having trouble. So if God is all knowing, He knew Aunt Jemmy was going to develop cancer, He knew friends and family were going to pray like they've never prayed before, He knew she would have chemo sessions and He knew that He would end up blessing us with a miracle. So why would He allow her to get cancer in the first place if He knew He was going to end up curing it?
My Aunt Jemmy has been reduced to living in her car because she blew her savings and retirement on medical bills, she had to sell her house and she now gets free meals at the soup kitchen. I just don't get it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to sound blasphemous, I just feel that I need help understanding his mysterious ways. I feel any understanding I achieve will only further my relationship with Christ.
Now we know that God is omniscient and omnipotent and this is where I'm having trouble. So if God is all knowing, He knew Aunt Jemmy was going to develop cancer, He knew friends and family were going to pray like they've never prayed before, He knew she would have chemo sessions and He knew that He would end up blessing us with a miracle. So why would He allow her to get cancer in the first place if He knew He was going to end up curing it?
My Aunt Jemmy has been reduced to living in her car because she blew her savings and retirement on medical bills, she had to sell her house and she now gets free meals at the soup kitchen. I just don't get it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to sound blasphemous, I just feel that I need help understanding his mysterious ways. I feel any understanding I achieve will only further my relationship with Christ.


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