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  • #1

    cursed from birth

    Good day to you all fellow Christians.
    I apologise for the dramatic title, but while seeking clearance, I must admit that I have since birth been affected from a syndrome which can not in any way be treated. Some of you may consider me a freak of nature and they have the right, I hold no spite.
    Whether I am paying for a more ancient sin than myself I do not know, what I know is that I am constantly coping with pain and the bitterness of other fellow human beings.

    I was born with an arguably rare condition and was condemned to carry on my body both ovaries and testicular tissues, the last mentioned inside my body, none of my "reproductive" organs are functioning, Thank the Lord. I have the ordinary set of chromosomes, XY, but was cursed with an immunity to prenatal androgen exposure and therefore never fully developed into a man. I am not going further into detail with this, but I have been medically declared "inter-sex" and discriminated according to my whole life.

    I do not wish to alter my body through surgery. God made me this way for reasons that are to me unknown. I have been raised Lutheran Evangelic and have been respecting the Lord's word my whole life through.
    I have already commited to a life of celibacy, as any romantic pursue to either gender would be against nature and against the will of the Lord, as my reproductive organs do not work, I shall never seek a partner.

    Why did I end up here? I have been reading much on the books of the Lord, even though some times the scriptures are complex and puzzle me. I am too shy to talk in person about my condition and place in the world of the Lord with anybody and therefore find safety in the anonimity of the web, yes, my lastname is fictional.

    Am I destinated to Hell? Is there anyway I could get the Lord to accept me?
    I do not wish to end my life, which is also a terrible crime before God's mighty judgement, but sometimes I feel my sole existence is a deprecable sin and plagues others around me, such as my parents and other people who feel offended by my presence.
    I hope I have not offended anyone on this website, and fully understand if you are not willing to help me.

    I wish you all again a good day.

    Alex F.
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  • #2
    Re: cursed from birth

    Welcome, young whatever-you-are! I'm not offended by your post, though I admit I am relieved to hear you won't be reproducing.
    Exodus 22:20 He that sacrificeth unto any god, save unto the LORD only, he shall be utterly destroyed.

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    • #3
      Re: cursed from birth

      Here are my favourite verses of the bible.

      Leviticus 20:13 - "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads.

      “The one who has stolen what was set apart for destruction will himself be burned with fire, along with everything he has, for he has broken the covenant of the LORD and has done a horrible thing in Israel." Joshua 7:15

      "The people of Samaria must bear the consequences of their guilt because they rebelled against their God. They will be killed by an invading army, their little ones dashed to death against the ground, their pregnant women ripped open by swords." Hosea 13:16

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      • #4
        Re: cursed from birth

        Welcome friend! I personally could care less about your infirmity. God makes us all like we are for a reason.

        Why do you think God hates you? What did your parents do that was so horribly wrong? Is your mother a whore or your father a catlick? Are you related to an ethnic person? Why are you so stricken? Are you concerned about inbreeding? I find this very fascinating!
        Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
        Amos 3:6 Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid? shall there be evil in a city, and the LORD hath not done it?
        Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.
        Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
        Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
        Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

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        • #5
          Re: cursed from birth

          Hallo fellow christian,

          To answer your questions. I ignore my parental history, I was raised as a Lutheran by my foster family which have been taken care of me with love and patience, despite of my condition. I was taken away from my parents at the age of three because a history of violence. The woman who gave birth to me was soft in the head and the man who conceived me gave in to alcohol soon after my birth. I have not kept contact with them since and wish not to do so.

          I have no doubt they must have committed some unforgivable sin, and that is the only explanation that can calm my doubts. For what I have been told, my "mother" has always been on her path to madness, thus certainly a sinner carrying cursed genes. Furthermore I do not believe they were observant of the Lord's rules of life.

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          • #6
            Re: cursed from birth

            Originally posted by Alex Friederhof View Post
            I was taken away from my parents at the age of three because a history of violence.
            Why were you being violent to your parents?

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            • #7
              Re: cursed from birth

              Originally posted by Brother Enoch View Post
              Why were you being violent to your parents?
              Maybe, I don't know. Just what I was told. I hope not, that wouldn't make me a very good christian.

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              • #8
                Re: cursed from birth

                Originally posted by Alex Friederhof View Post
                I have been raised Lutheran Evangelic and have been respecting the Lord's word my whole life through.
                Friend, "Lutheran" and "respecting the Lord's word" are mutually exclusive terms. Don't feel bad though; I too was attending a Lutheran church when I began posting messages here, and like you, I labored under the delusion that I was something other than a dirty Papist masquerading as an actual Christian.

                Regarding your queer unmentionable bits, that doesn't bother me much, as I have a lot of experience preaching in the streets to tranny hookers such as yourself. In fact, I find it deeply refreshing to finally talk to a tranny hooker who might be willing to open "herself" up and receive the Lord's love!
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                • #9
                  Re: cursed from birth

                  So then what, you're a freak down there?
                  Who Will Jesus Damn?

                  Here is a partial list from just a few scripture verses:

                  Hypocrites (Matthew 24:51), The Unforgiving (Mark 11:26), Homosexuals (Romans 1:26, 27), Fornicators (Romans 1:29), The Wicked (Romans 1:29), The Covetous (Romans 1:29), The Malicious (Romans 1:29), The Envious (Romans 1:29), Murderers (Romans 1:29), The Deceitful (Romans 1:29), Backbiters (Romans 1:30), Haters of God (Romans 1:30), The Despiteful (Romans 1:30), The Proud (Romans 1:30), Boasters (Romans 1:30), Inventors of evil (Romans 1:30), Disobedient to parents (Romans 1:30), Covenant breakers (Romans 1:31), The Unmerciful (Romans 1:31), The Implacable (Romans 1:31), The Unrighteous (1Corinthians 6:9), Idolaters (1Corinthians 6:9), Adulterers (1Corinthians 6:9), The Effeminate (1Corinthians 6:9), Thieves (1Corinthians 6:10), Drunkards (1Corinthians 6:10), Reviler (1Corinthians 6:10), Extortioners (1Corinthians 6:10), The Fearful (Revelation 21:8), The Unbelieving (Revelation 21:8), The Abominable (Revelation 21:8), Whoremongers (Revelation 21:8), Sorcerers (Revelation 21:8), All Liars (Revelation 21:8)

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                  • #10
                    Re: cursed from birth

                    Originally posted by Pastor Ezekiel View Post
                    So then what, you're a freak down there?
                    I think so Pastor, a mangina!

                    Total freakshow, a downstairs mixup!

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                    • #11
                      Re: cursed from birth

                      Originally posted by Brother Enoch View Post
                      I think so Pastor, a mangina!

                      Total freakshow, a downstairs mixup!
                      Oh Christ that's disgusting!
                      Who Will Jesus Damn?

                      Here is a partial list from just a few scripture verses:

                      Hypocrites (Matthew 24:51), The Unforgiving (Mark 11:26), Homosexuals (Romans 1:26, 27), Fornicators (Romans 1:29), The Wicked (Romans 1:29), The Covetous (Romans 1:29), The Malicious (Romans 1:29), The Envious (Romans 1:29), Murderers (Romans 1:29), The Deceitful (Romans 1:29), Backbiters (Romans 1:30), Haters of God (Romans 1:30), The Despiteful (Romans 1:30), The Proud (Romans 1:30), Boasters (Romans 1:30), Inventors of evil (Romans 1:30), Disobedient to parents (Romans 1:30), Covenant breakers (Romans 1:31), The Unmerciful (Romans 1:31), The Implacable (Romans 1:31), The Unrighteous (1Corinthians 6:9), Idolaters (1Corinthians 6:9), Adulterers (1Corinthians 6:9), The Effeminate (1Corinthians 6:9), Thieves (1Corinthians 6:10), Drunkards (1Corinthians 6:10), Reviler (1Corinthians 6:10), Extortioners (1Corinthians 6:10), The Fearful (Revelation 21:8), The Unbelieving (Revelation 21:8), The Abominable (Revelation 21:8), Whoremongers (Revelation 21:8), Sorcerers (Revelation 21:8), All Liars (Revelation 21:8)

                      Need Pastoral Advice? Contact me privately at PastorEzekiel@landoverbaptist.net TODAY!!

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                      • #12
                        Re: cursed from birth

                        Hey, look at the bright side: At least Alex is one Papist who can't crap out a dozen babies who will spend their childhoods being buggered by priests and their adult lives donating their paychecks to the Vatican.
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                        • #13
                          Re: cursed from birth

                          Originally posted by Faith_Machine View Post
                          Friend, "Lutheran" and "respecting the Lord's word" are mutually exclusive terms. Don't feel bad though; I too was attending a Lutheran church when I began posting messages here, and like you, I labored under the delusion that I was something other than a dirty Papist masquerading as an actual Christian.

                          Regarding your queer unmentionable bits, that doesn't bother me much, as I have a lot of experience preaching in the streets to tranny hookers such as yourself. In fact, I find it deeply refreshing to finally talk to a tranny hooker who might be willing to open "herself" up and receive the Lord's love!
                          Hm. A tranny hooker is a person who willingly changed its body to make it more similar to the body of a member of the other gender. And it's someone that sells itself, as I believe hooker stands for sex trade worker.
                          I am a student, not a worker. And was born the way I am. Also don't feel comfortable being referred t as "her". God might hate me and turned me into a freak, but at least He didn't hate me enough to make me a woman.

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                          • #14
                            Re: cursed from birth

                            Originally posted by Alex Friederhof View Post
                            And was born the way I am.
                            No, God made you the way you are. Don't make it sound like an accident.


                            Originally posted by Alex Friederhof View Post
                            Also don't feel comfortable being referred to as "her".
                            How about "it?" That's what I was thinking...


                            Originally posted by Alex Friederhof View Post
                            God might hate me and turned me into a freak, but at least He didn't hate me enough to make me a woman.
                            You have a point there, but Jesus, you're a walking freakshow. Do you sell pictures of your junk to perverts to pay your way through college?
                            Who Will Jesus Damn?

                            Here is a partial list from just a few scripture verses:

                            Hypocrites (Matthew 24:51), The Unforgiving (Mark 11:26), Homosexuals (Romans 1:26, 27), Fornicators (Romans 1:29), The Wicked (Romans 1:29), The Covetous (Romans 1:29), The Malicious (Romans 1:29), The Envious (Romans 1:29), Murderers (Romans 1:29), The Deceitful (Romans 1:29), Backbiters (Romans 1:30), Haters of God (Romans 1:30), The Despiteful (Romans 1:30), The Proud (Romans 1:30), Boasters (Romans 1:30), Inventors of evil (Romans 1:30), Disobedient to parents (Romans 1:30), Covenant breakers (Romans 1:31), The Unmerciful (Romans 1:31), The Implacable (Romans 1:31), The Unrighteous (1Corinthians 6:9), Idolaters (1Corinthians 6:9), Adulterers (1Corinthians 6:9), The Effeminate (1Corinthians 6:9), Thieves (1Corinthians 6:10), Drunkards (1Corinthians 6:10), Reviler (1Corinthians 6:10), Extortioners (1Corinthians 6:10), The Fearful (Revelation 21:8), The Unbelieving (Revelation 21:8), The Abominable (Revelation 21:8), Whoremongers (Revelation 21:8), Sorcerers (Revelation 21:8), All Liars (Revelation 21:8)

                            Need Pastoral Advice? Contact me privately at PastorEzekiel@landoverbaptist.net TODAY!!

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                            • #15
                              Re: cursed from birth

                              Originally posted by Pastor Ezekiel View Post
                              Do you sell pictures of your junk to perverts to pay your way through college?
                              Ooh, that would be bad! Hooking is definitely a sin, but selling those pics would also make he, she, or it a pornographer.

                              Alex, I urge you to stop selling your body, stop selling pictures of your body, and accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior IMMEDIATELY!
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