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Good evening, my name is Effy.
When I was younger my lovely friend Melanie introduced me to God. I began attending church as well as the Girls Brigade Company associated with this church and learnt about the wonders of God and everything he has done for us. In addition to this I also attended prayer at my school on a regular basis.
Then I moved to Australia and become a 'lost soul' with my school banning prayer and my mother not allowing me to go to church anymore. My mother became a harlot and often slandered God telling me it was all made up and in my head. I became a lost and confused little girl and began to doubt myself. I began to lose faith in myself and fell into my mothers trap of lies and deception. Recently I walked in on my mother engaging in a very disturbing act in which a random guy was in her room and put his private parts into her
back door whilst she had her fingers in her sacred hole.
It was only then that I realized everything my mother had done to me and now I've realized how much I have sinned. I feel dirty thinking about the horrible things I have endured by losing sight of my faith. I am currently trying to find a good church in my area to attend and hope that everyone here can help me get back on track and help me with the ways of God.
I know that once I start to attend church again and find my way that God will forgive my sins and I can find a lovely husband with whom I can have children and teach these wonderful children Gods word.
My favourite verse is 1 Timothy 4:15:
Meditate upon these things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may appear to all.
When I was younger my lovely friend Melanie introduced me to God. I began attending church as well as the Girls Brigade Company associated with this church and learnt about the wonders of God and everything he has done for us. In addition to this I also attended prayer at my school on a regular basis.
Then I moved to Australia and become a 'lost soul' with my school banning prayer and my mother not allowing me to go to church anymore. My mother became a harlot and often slandered God telling me it was all made up and in my head. I became a lost and confused little girl and began to doubt myself. I began to lose faith in myself and fell into my mothers trap of lies and deception. Recently I walked in on my mother engaging in a very disturbing act in which a random guy was in her room and put his private parts into her
back door whilst she had her fingers in her sacred hole.
It was only then that I realized everything my mother had done to me and now I've realized how much I have sinned. I feel dirty thinking about the horrible things I have endured by losing sight of my faith. I am currently trying to find a good church in my area to attend and hope that everyone here can help me get back on track and help me with the ways of God.
I know that once I start to attend church again and find my way that God will forgive my sins and I can find a lovely husband with whom I can have children and teach these wonderful children Gods word.
My favourite verse is 1 Timothy 4:15:
Meditate upon these things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may appear to all.
and it is against this backdrop that you are seeking a husband? Australians spell "husband" with 4 letters sweetie and "h" "u" "s" "b" "a" "n" or "d" aren't on the guest list.
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