haha, thou shall not judge, lest thy self be judged. and let he who is clean of sin throw the first stone
i never said that I would commit suicide i just said if everyone wanted to kill me i'd do the job for them... and i dont have regrets in my life, not to say it wasnt hard, but i dont have regrets..
I can wish things didn't happen all i want but that will never change the fact that they did, I live in the here and now, not the then and later. I was at the point where I would slap myself everytime I even tried to masturbate and take myself into the bathroom and slam my hand in the door for getting gay thoughts the first time someone i loved died and then i was to the point where i was the only one who knew that i even had gay thoughts and it happened again and the last time was when i decided that if im abandoned and no one will help then i will turn to god, the last person... my faith shouldn't have to be tested... give me at least one reason to believe in you and I will, even if you let me down once or twice, as long as you give me what i need to get by and jesus nor god have done so... and the bible is not hard evidence, for it could have been shaped by anyone, it was originally in latin and could have been changed into what ever they wanted. PLUS ( just to show you what spins in circles) jesus was in love with a prostitute and is said to have run off to paris with his mother and had 3 children... but being a prostitute is a sin...
trust me i have no regrets...except for maybe ever giving you a chance to explain all this in a way that would maybe convince me to change my views... but now im not even sure if your make belief religion has a leader.. because last time i checked, things evolve and we have monkey genes.. not adam and eve genes
Don't they understand that that will only make Jesus hate them MORE?
I'll pray that Jesus cures you of your unclean urges, and probably your AIDS.
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