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Can I be saved even though I have High Anxiety????
I'm so glad to have finally found a forum to address the anxiety that has been slowly consuming me for several years.
You see while I feel that I do everything possible to become a True Christian, there is one huge and seemingly insurpassable hurdle.
I'm not a citizen of God's chosen country - the United States of America
I had the misfortune to be born is the soviet socialist republic of (not-so-Great-anymore-in-the-eyes-of-God) Britain, a country where even our 'conservatives' have fallen from the true path of godly righteousness ( http://www.washingtonpost.com/world/...zjS_story.html )
I fear that God's choice for my country of birth might be a punishment for sins I am yet to commit - or may have unwittingly committed in my youth.
As a result I have doubled my efforts to purge sin from my fleshy vessel - for example I regularly place myself in the way of demonic temptation by purchasing gay "lifestyle" magazines (and they say gayness is not a lifestyle choice - HAH!), plaster their contents across the walls of my abode, and furiously pummel my snake of satan in punishment while I look at the sinful images of young men's taut, athletic, and often oiled, bodies in a variety of provocative poses - daring the minions of satan to test my resolve while I do so.
I have never faltered !!!!!!!
However despite my efforts to reach the high standards of the American True Christian, I still find that my efforts to emigrate to the USA have been declined - yet were I a brown skinned pagano-catholic from the south or an (undoubtedly) homosexual "entertainer" from Europe I would be welcomed.
I am neither brown, pagan, nor gay, in fact I am a prime example of blonde haired, blue eyed, anglo-saxon, heterosexual christian manhood - surely there should be a special dispensation for immigration of those grounds?
You see while I feel that I do everything possible to become a True Christian, there is one huge and seemingly insurpassable hurdle.
I'm not a citizen of God's chosen country - the United States of America
I had the misfortune to be born is the soviet socialist republic of (not-so-Great-anymore-in-the-eyes-of-God) Britain, a country where even our 'conservatives' have fallen from the true path of godly righteousness ( http://www.washingtonpost.com/world/...zjS_story.html )
I fear that God's choice for my country of birth might be a punishment for sins I am yet to commit - or may have unwittingly committed in my youth.
As a result I have doubled my efforts to purge sin from my fleshy vessel - for example I regularly place myself in the way of demonic temptation by purchasing gay "lifestyle" magazines (and they say gayness is not a lifestyle choice - HAH!), plaster their contents across the walls of my abode, and furiously pummel my snake of satan in punishment while I look at the sinful images of young men's taut, athletic, and often oiled, bodies in a variety of provocative poses - daring the minions of satan to test my resolve while I do so.
I have never faltered !!!!!!!
However despite my efforts to reach the high standards of the American True Christian, I still find that my efforts to emigrate to the USA have been declined - yet were I a brown skinned pagano-catholic from the south or an (undoubtedly) homosexual "entertainer" from Europe I would be welcomed.
I am neither brown, pagan, nor gay, in fact I am a prime example of blonde haired, blue eyed, anglo-saxon, heterosexual christian manhood - surely there should be a special dispensation for immigration of those grounds?
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