[Didymus Much]

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...I think his salvation was hopeless prior to the incident.

Is this the same jonnie that posted this:

...And wow,,how judgeful of all of you....none of you are better then anyone else...

a few hours ago?

[jonnie1102]

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The man was here illegally, had gang tattoos and was using false ss numbers and ID's. I think his salvation was hopeless prior to the incident.

[jonnie1102]

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The Man was an illegal here, he had tattoos of tear drops and gang symbols,,,I think any chance of salvation for him was gone a long time ago.

[jonnie1102]

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I would really appreciate it if you could delete the "brother of a retard" from my name. Like I said, that is my cross to bare and only mine. If I am to be open and honest and put trust into you I need that done for me. Say whatever else you want about me...just please not that. That is a scar that has not healed. The man who did it I still want to suffer more then any being has sufferred. He was a sick, rapist, drug addict waste of life that I didn't get to bring my own form of justice on. Which is probably good or I'd be locked away right now. I'm asking from my heart. Let my wounds heal.

[jonnie1102]

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Thank you Mr. White. I hope so too. Thank you for the kind words. I am always re-evaluating. I never assume I am right or have the answers. I listen and think to others views. Unfortunately I still jump too fast to defend myself when it is not even necessary. Again I apologise for this and it is something I am working on. Thank you for seeing beyond that side of me.

[Elmer G. White]

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Mr. Jonnie,

I can see that you are a person who can reconsider his attitudes and views. That is highly appreciated. It is also a living testimony of the power of our Forum and our Lord and the holistic approach that we have towards the Bible and its wholesome content. We accept all of it and want to spread this view to others. Many people find this offensive but a few can see the Truth through it and reach a new understanding.

You could be one of them.

Mark 12:30
And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment.




Yours in Christ,

Elmer

[jonnie1102]

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Ok, I will.

Where to start. I'm a white single father. I made my ex wife give up parental right's to my boy as she chose a life of drugs and relationships with people that are against my beliefs. I am a psychologist but I am becoming disillusioned with the whole practice. No one works anymore they just want a pill.

I was raised Catholic (are no longer part of that church anymore) as neither am I. The Dogma and hypocrisy of it made me want to puke. I feel as though I have a relationship with Jesus but still disappoint him a lot. I struggle with having compassion for people versus despising them at the same time. I lived in Milwaukee for several years working as a forensic psychologist. The time I spent there has made me cynical and borderline hateful of the was society has become. The excuses for crime, poverty, lack of education, political correctness. Everyone has an excuse these days and no one takes personal accountability for the way there life is. Hollywood backs this up. A whole generation has been brainwashed that we are all equal and that people that do nothing should be entitled to the same things that people who work for there status, belongings, happiness ect..do. It's like the world has gone crazy. Yet everyone is too scared to point it out for fear of being labeled a racist ext.. I'm to the point where I feel hate. That makes me feel bad but I cannot pity these people. I can't pity the weak and the lazy. I feel anger so much of the time. I can't even watch the news. Obama makes me ill and embarrassed. So i am struggling.

I was not a nice person once. Having my son changed a lot about me. He has taught me patience and love. I listen to what I believe is Jesus and when I do things always work out for us. But I feel that this general distaste for most people these days is going to condemn me in the end.

3 years ago a drunk ran me off the freeway. I broke my back in 3 places. Call me crazy but I know I felt His hand on my shoulder while I was pinned in the car and I was at total peace. I should not have lived, I should not be walking but I am. For some reason I am. The reason isn't clear to me yet but it will be someday unless I'm just totally egocentric and crazy.

I don't fear anything in this world. I do fear God however.

My sister whom suffered brain damage while saving a boy could not speak and was totally helpless after that. She was raped and killed at a group home. I WILL not apologise for loving her. So please, I'm asking, don't bring her up. She was so close to Jesus before the accident. If that is wrong of me to love her that's my cross to bare, and only mine.

I will admit I haven't gone to a church in years. I have not found one that works for me. I've looked.

As you can see I am quick to defend myself which is something I am working on. I am not perfect. I sin. But when I ask for forgiveness I do my best to not repeat that same sin. Otherwise asking for forgiveness means nothing.

I worry that this world is turning my heart black. I worry about my soul...am I truly hearing Him? Are my beliefs right? Do others feel as I do? I worry hate is consuming me. Not hate for God or good people but people as a whole if you can understand that. A world where barbarians still cut off peoples heads, whites being the most discriminated against, a divorce rate above 50%, cheating ext. I'm trying to find hope not just for me but people.

Again, I apologise for the way I reacted. It has become ingrained in my brain that I always have to defend myself. EVERYTHING offends EVERYONE and I'm sick of it and will not apologise for pity crap that offends people. Especially when it is the truth.

So am I evil, lost, or following Jesus the best I can. I hope the later, but I don't know. I'm ready to fight against all the BS that going on,,,,but no one will ever back me up. So I'm only one voice.

So that's me,,,right now,,,open and completely honest.

Most call me asshole or Jonnie,,,,,either works for me

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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Well, I am truly sorry I found this site. Yes I'm Jonnie brother of a hooker retard I guess. HHmmmm. I still will pray for all of you...I'm not going to take things personally, and if I'm not saved then I guess I screwed up. I am sorry if I offended anyone, I respect your views, and I wish you all nothing but happiness. This brought out the bad in me and I am embarrassed and feel like an ass. Like I said, I agree with so much but I can't get past the comments about my sister when you all have no clue what the circumstances were. I looked for some guidance and was turned away instead, a lot was my fault by my reactions. I ask for forgiveness and prayer if you would for me. If not I understand.

Friend, I am keeping you in my Prayers. And Jesus and I are pretty damned close, I have to say.

Now why don't you introduce yourself, properly. Tell us about yourself, your family, your church, your walk with Christ.

Jesus sent you here for a reason, son.

[jonnie1102]

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Have you ever bothered to look at God's Holy Word for the answer to that question? What does God say about rapists and their victims?

Take a look at THIS.

Well, I am truly sorry I found this site. Yes I'm Jonnie brother of a hooker retard I guess. HHmmmm. I still will pray for all of you...I'm not going to take things personally, and if I'm not saved then I guess I screwed up. I am sorry if I offended anyone, I respect your views, and I wish you all nothing but happiness. This brought out the bad in me and I am embarrassed and feel like an ass. Like I said, I agree with so much but I can't get past the comments about my sister when you all have no clue what the circumstances were. I looked for some guidance and was turned away instead, a lot was my fault by my reactions. I ask for forgiveness and prayer if you would for me. If not I understand.

[Didymus Much]

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You may be well known in your city. I'm very well known through out the mid west...

Drop the internet tough guy routine. It's tiresome.

...I want peace...

Psalm 119:165 "Great peace have they which love thy law: And nothing shall offend them."

If you truly loved God, you'd already have peace. Oh, and you wouldn't be offended by what some guy on the internet said, either.

...Would that have condemned me? I'm asking....I'm not arguing...I want your view

Did God tell you to?

[jonnie1102]

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Even when they become that way due to an accident...if something damaged your brain he would hate you? Straight up answer please.

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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You may be well known in your city. I'm very well known through out the mid west. I'm not just a troller your dealing with. I want peace. But I need you to answer that for me. I agree with so much on this site....but the sister comment. I would have killed that man had the cops not gotten to him first. Not just killed,,,but tortured. Would that have condemned me? I'm asking....I'm not arguing...I want your view

Have you ever bothered to look at God's Holy Word for the answer to that question? What does God say about rapists and their victims?

Take a look at THIS.

[Russell Holbeck]

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I will just say this. I will respectfully not go on this site any longer. It is not what I expected. Unlike some of you I will say I will pray for you and for Christians. I have no hate and am not judgemental. I found Christ when my disabled sister was beaten, raped and killed by a man that was suppose to be taking care of her at a home for disabled people.. I forgave that man through Christ, then he was killed in prison. And I have no shame in admitting I was full of joy when I heard that. I apologise for getting off on the wrong foot. I can see I am not welcome here. God bless you all.

Hello Jonnie1102.

I am sad that your prostitute sister lured a man to what might turn out to be his eternal damnation if only the man would have been able to pay your father the required amount as spelled out in Deuteronomy 22:28-29 he would be OK it might be less money if she was a retarded.

Thank you.

Rusty

[jonnie1102]

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You may be well known in your city. I'm very well known through out the mid west. I'm not just a troller your dealing with. I want peace. But I need you to answer that for me. I agree with so much on this site....but the sister comment. I would have killed that man had the cops not gotten to him first. Not just killed,,,but tortured. Would that have condemned me? I'm asking....I'm not arguing...I want your view

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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Explain to me How you could say that about my sister when she gave it up to save someone. That hurt me, and pissed me off that I said things that are not me any more.

Friend, God hates retardeds. Read THIS and repent.

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