Help, I feel lost.

[Maude.]

Hi everyone, my name is Maude.

I've been reading post on your forum for quite a while now and noticed that very recently you have had a lot of new members who aren't serious about religion. This has prompted me to join your forum to help turn the tables a bit and show that there are lots of people that really do need religion. I used to read Anton Szandor LaVeys book (I won't mention the name but I will assume you know the one I mean) but I became increasingly disillusioned with the teachings in it. I feel I want to be a good Christian but in all honesty I am struggling with who I used to be, this is why I have joined your forum, looking for some guidance.
I have 2 children and am married and have been baptised but it doesn't feel enough, I need to do something to help erase the past and put me on the road to god again. Please help me, I will only be in and out today as I am busy but I welcome your replies.
Thank you, Maude.

[Brother Enoch]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

Welcome Maude, I and Jesus are pleased you've exorcised that Levay demon from your life. Have you replaced his demented scribblings with a proper KJV Bible yet? You mention you have two children, have you been blessed with 2 sons? How many more soldiers for Christ do you plan to have? Has your husband given you permission to post here? What is the best pie you make?

[Dantro]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

Hello Maude, I too was like yourself and felt lost, I joined this forum last night for some guidance and in my quest for enlightenment I was side tracked by some evil satan worshippers.

Now after some correective punishment by the good lord himself last night I feel the evil seed has been drained out of me and put into the evil satanworshipers.

welcome and enjoy the lord

[Dantro]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

Maude do you honour and respect your man? Is he a true christian too? you sound very nice, I'm sure you will make lots of friends who will help you find your way

Chin Chin keep you cock up

Dan

[Maude.]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

Thank you for your welcomes.
Brother Enoch, you ask if I have my husbands permission to post here, this is where my biggest battle lies, he still reads LaVeys book. I know I should be a good wife and do as my husband asks of me but I cannot live my life by that book as he wishes. I know I am sinning by posting here behind my husbands back but I feel I would be commiting a greater sin if I went back to living by LaVeys wicked teachings as my husband wishes. I feel so trapped, I won't leave him as I made a promise in the sight of god but I cannot live by LaVeys book either. I am scared to tell him how I feel incase he beats me again as LaVey says that beating others is ok.
In desperation I even considered paying someone to 'attend' to my husband as in his belief this would be considered ok, but I know that this would be an unforgivable sin for me.
Please help me.

[Maude.]

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I'm sorry Cranky Old Man, the last thing I want do is offend anyone, just got a bit carried away explaining why I was here. I also hope we can be friends as I really could do with a friendly shoulder at the moment. I will leave my troubles outside and join in the praising of God as that is what we are all here for. I don't believe you're really grumpy at all.

[Cranky Old Man]

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I am glad to hear that!

Amos 3:3 "Can two walk together, except they be agreed?"

[Maude.]

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Cranky old man, do you really feel that women should not be on the interenet?
All I want to do is be with fellow worshippers to praise god, and you sent me a friends request which I gladly accepted as I truly want to be your friend.
Please say you are happy to have me.

[Dixie69]

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Oh i do hope females are allowed on here, I have heard so much about this place I had to come for salvation

[Maude.]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

hi Dixie69, it's good to see another female christian on here, I was starting to think it was a bit sexist here.
Spread the love sister.

[Maude.]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

Oh my, what happened to Dixie69, another one who doesn't take religion seriously by the looks of it.
I can't understand why some people would want to come on here if they don't believe.
Never mind, I will pray for you also.

[Proverbs3:5-6]

Re: Help, I feel lost.

yes it seems a lot of new members do not stay for long, which is a same it makes me a very angry dragon

I will continue to read on here and pray for their souls.

You have a beautiful avatar Maude, though perhaps a little suggestive being as you still are doing this behind your husband's back

Ephesians 5:22-23

5:22 Wives, be subject to your own husbands, as to the Lord.
5:23 For the husband is the head of the wife,