not like you

[other path]

i have walked a rather unique path......
unlike most people today who were "raised"
i was not.....i was ignored as a child....
and so developed my own views about the world around me

i never once cursed my solitude
i simply made the most of it

and of coarse there were the visions.....

you see.....from the time i was a very small child

i have always had these visions.....

the feeling that would comes over me....

it starts as a red light rising behind me.....turning all the world red....and the music would come...i could hear the music- but i could feel it in each and ever cell of my body !!!!!omg!!!!
and the taste of copper in my mouth....turning my stomuk...but not so much i couldnt keep it down....

then the walls of my vision close in from the sides like the blackness of a clear night sky...alive with stars in motion.......

then even this rips open......once torn i can then see into that other world......

i can see into the place where the music came from.....

sometimes there is a phrase or sentence repeated within the music
i can for a brief moment be enveloped in it.......

thru out my life ...this place -the brief brushes i have with it.... i knew it would always try to reach me again.....i looked for that feeling in everything....
and when it came i held on to it as long as i possibly could......
often simple repeating that same phrase or sentence in my head as long as i could remember it......

these visions and words from the other side....
they taught me invaluable things!
lessons about how to live...
about who to be!
about the way things really work.....

i have been shown the gears of the life by the creator himself!


this is living with temporal lobe epilepsy.....
it has nothing to do with twitching on the floor.....

it does however involve -not only hallucinations....but also inflated/instigated delusions of grandeur... and a list of other things which effect the way one thinks...and feels.....

so i stayed the path.....knowing nothing could slow me down....

i was of coarse the only one who could see this place ...if anyone elts could you would hear talk of it....

i was special....



untill i had been trying to hold on to this feeling so tight...trying to get to this place so hard....i got there.....


and when i awoke.....


i was tied to a hospital bed ......with no idea how long i had been there or how i got there.....



and maybe im just some crazy who knows nothing at all....
maybe im still tied to a bed in a hospital some where and you are all in my head.....



but my research into the "condition" i have has led to to some interesting and amazing information........

things about how you brain works.....

things about the people who wrote the "old testament"
things about so called "profits" from other religions.....

if you all are interested....i would like to share some of this information ....and see what your opinions are...

i hope you see i am trying to provoke a conversation....not an argument......


like i said ...i have alot of information i would like to discuss with you all.....
whos ready?

[James Dewitt]

Re: not like you

I tried to read your some what rambling post. All I got was something about red lights, epilepsy and a nut ward at the hospital.

What church do you got to?
What is your favorite Bible Verse
Are you a retard?
Are you married?
Do your hear voices that say kill Catliks?

[Rev. David Stoltzfus]

Re: not like you

i have walked a rather unique path......
unlike most people today who were "raised"
i was not.....i was ignored as a child....
and so developed my own views about the world around me

i never once cursed my solitude
i simply made the most of it

and of coarse there were the visions.....

you see.....from the time i was a very small child

i have always had these visions.....

the feeling that would comes over me....

it starts as a red light rising behind me.....turning all the world red....and the music would come...i could hear the music- but i could feel it in each and ever cell of my body !!!!!omg!!!!
and the taste of copper in my mouth....turning my stomuk...but not so much i couldnt keep it down....

then the walls of my vision close in from the sides like the blackness of a clear night sky...alive with stars in motion.......

then even this rips open......once torn i can then see into that other world......

i can see into the place where the music came from.....

sometimes there is a phrase or sentence repeated within the music
i can for a brief moment be enveloped in it.......

thru out my life ...this place -the brief brushes i have with it.... i knew it would always try to reach me again.....i looked for that feeling in everything....
and when it came i held on to it as long as i possibly could......
often simple repeating that same phrase or sentence in my head as long as i could remember it......

these visions and words from the other side....
they taught me invaluable things!
lessons about how to live...
about who to be!
about the way things really work.....

i have been shown the gears of the life by the creator himself!


this is living with temporal lobe epilepsy.....
it has nothing to do with twitching on the floor.....

it does however involve -not only hallucinations....but also inflated/instigated delusions of grandeur... and a list of other things which effect the way one thinks...and feels.....

so i stayed the path.....knowing nothing could slow me down....

i was of coarse the only one who could see this place ...if anyone elts could you would hear talk of it....

i was special....



untill i had been trying to hold on to this feeling so tight...trying to get to this place so hard....i got there.....


and when i awoke.....


i was tied to a hospital bed ......with no idea how long i had been there or how i got there.....



and maybe im just some crazy who knows nothing at all....
maybe im still tied to a bed in a hospital some where and you are all in my head.....



but my research into the "condition" i have has led to to some interesting and amazing information........

things about how you brain works.....

things about the people who wrote the "old testament"
things about so called "profits" from other religions.....

if you all are interested....i would like to share some of this information ....and see what your opinions are...

i hope you see i am trying to provoke a conversation....not an argument......


like i said ...i have alot of information i would like to discuss with you all.....
whos ready?

I doubt unsaved trash like yourself and I could possibly have anything of value to offer the fine Clergymen present on this forum.

[other path]

Re: not like you

I tried to read your some what rambling post. All I got was something about red lights, epilepsy and a nut ward at the hospital.

try reading it again....
my grammar leaves much to be desired....i understand this ...as i have never passed an english class in my life...were it not for spell check you would have a much harder time

What church do you got to?

tell me James what did jesus say when they asked him where their church should be?

What is your favorite Bible Verse

Are you a retard?

far from it my friend....altho i have had a lobotomy.....a rather large part of my brain has been removed...i still score off the charts on every cognitive exam....it is the memory i have great issue with

Are you married?

divorced...twice both daughters of lesbians actually? how does that even happen?

Do your hear voices that say kill Catliks?

the things i hear i doubt you would understand......they dont tell me to kill anyone.....but i do like in the catskills......?

[James Dewitt]

Re: not like you

try reading it again....
my grammar leaves much to be desired....i understand this ...as i have never passed an english class in my life...were it not for spell check you would have a much harder time

tell me James what did jesus say when they asked him where their church should be?

far from it my friend....altho i have had a lobotomy.....a rather large part of my brain has been removed...i still score off the charts on every cognitive exam....it is the memory i have great issue with
divorced...twice both daughters of lesbians actually? how does that even happen?
the things i hear i doubt you would understand......they dont tell me to kill anyone.....but i do like in the catskills......?

I umm Re read your post ( backing towards door slowly) and hey it was a very nice post ( have a hold of door knob), I sure hope that you and the Lord have a great talk about the gears of life. Jesus Loves you.

[other path]

Re: not like you

I umm Re read your post ( backing towards door slowly) and hey it was a very nice post ( have a hold of door knob), I sure hope that you and the Lord have a great talk about the gears of life. Jesus Loves you.

do i scare you james? im really not a scary person....i answered all of your questions james......the least you could do is answer some of mine?

how about just one....tell me James what did jesus say when they asked him where their church should be?

I doubt unsaved trash like yourself and I could possibly have anything of value to offer the fine Clergymen present on this forum.

so it would seem....as i have already been given 2 infractions......and only made 2 posts....

Attempting to force the homersexural lifestyle

what does that even mean? and how does it even remotely apply to my posting?
and better yet...how to i respond to the people giving me infractions?

[BelieverInGod]

Re: not like you

Okay so it really is computer day on the psych ward.

"delusions of grandeur" = if I suffer from this then anyone who spoke to God suffered from it.

Now why don't you go take your medicines like a good little boy and try reading a KJV Bible. The difference between you and the prophets (not "profits") of old is that their visions came true.

[Rev. Jim Osborne]

Re: not like you

and better yet...how to i respond to the people giving me infractions?

You respond by acknowledging your mistakes and never doing it again. For example, if you get an infraction for cussing, then you make sure not to cuss again.

Remember: You are in a hallowed place. This is God's Favorite Forum(tm). We expect everybody to be on their best behavior.

[BelieverInGod]

Re: not like you

I swear I've read that before, but where....

[James Dewitt]

Re: not like you

how about just one....tell me James what did jesus say when they asked him where their church should be?

Matthew 16:18
And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.
Matthew 18:17
And if he shall neglect to hear them, tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church, let him be unto thee as an heathen man and a publican.

I do hope you feel better take your meds.

[other path]

Re: not like you

<< Matthew 18:20 >>For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

i was think of this one^

I do hope you feel better take your meds.

i always seem to miss at least 3 doses a week?
no matter what i do?

I swear I've read that before, but where....

its called deja vu....a major symptom of temporal lobe epilepsy.....

[James Dewitt]

Re: not like you

=other path;681999]<< Matthew 18:20 >>For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

i was think of this one^

Are you all three of the people gathered?

[other path]

Re: not like you

Okay so it really is computer day on the psych ward.

they dont let me drive ...but i am free to walk the streets!

"delusions of grandeur" = if I suffer from this then anyone who spoke to God suffered from it.

actually
delusions of grandeur - a delusion (common in paranoia) that you are much greater and more powerful and influential than you really are

Now why don't you go take your medicines like a good little boy and try reading a KJV Bible. The difference between you and the prophets (not "profits") of old is that their visions came true.

i do all i can to remember my meds....but....i always end up forgetting?

[other path]

Re: not like you

Are you all three of the people gathered?

only some days my friend.....but none of us look like this....
but maybe like this sometimes....

some days i prefer to be alone....


no "people" to distract my thoughts.....

where did your "profits" go to do their thinking? and speaking with god?

off by themselves....

[Brother Enoch]

Re: not like you

divorced...twice both daughters of lesbians actually? how does that even happen?

I'm guessing you like large, hairy women. Not a surprise it doesn't work out.