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Well, I'm pretty sure some people are going to view my posts prior as flaming even if they're not intended to be.
I used to go to a local baptist church up until the whole service became ran by a webcam projector and the donation trays handled by punkrock stylists with green spiky hair.
My growing up was rather odd for my religious taste. My mother was a prostitute and my father was just an unfortunate douchebag who got a chance at her when she was on antibiotics and birth control at the same time.
My mother right now is 'saved' by watching Pastor Westlake as she says, but I do not wish to partake in religious prayers with the woman. I know it sounds horrible, but I believe she's just faking the whole thing to overcome the fact her prior profession is so frowned upon.
I myself had viewed myself more agnostic prior, but then I found it was more comforting to deal with my situation with a belief that it'll all be worth it. I guess it's a poor reason when compared to everyone else that has it 100% engraved into their brain that He does exist as I'm not sure, I still choose to because it's the only thing I really have. I guess that's also why I can somehow rationalize some nonchristian thoughts as well, but don't follow them.
My apologies to the extreme followers... but this is just being 100% honest about myself.
I used to go to a local baptist church up until the whole service became ran by a webcam projector and the donation trays handled by punkrock stylists with green spiky hair.
My growing up was rather odd for my religious taste. My mother was a prostitute and my father was just an unfortunate douchebag who got a chance at her when she was on antibiotics and birth control at the same time.
My mother right now is 'saved' by watching Pastor Westlake as she says, but I do not wish to partake in religious prayers with the woman. I know it sounds horrible, but I believe she's just faking the whole thing to overcome the fact her prior profession is so frowned upon.
I myself had viewed myself more agnostic prior, but then I found it was more comforting to deal with my situation with a belief that it'll all be worth it. I guess it's a poor reason when compared to everyone else that has it 100% engraved into their brain that He does exist as I'm not sure, I still choose to because it's the only thing I really have. I guess that's also why I can somehow rationalize some nonchristian thoughts as well, but don't follow them.
My apologies to the extreme followers... but this is just being 100% honest about myself.
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