For the past few weeks I've been playing a game called Minecraft, my parents so far have no idea i play it with my friend

It all started yesterday when i was feeling a bit adventurous, my friend told me about this place called 'the nether' and said it was loads of fun, so we set off getting the required materials for said place. Now at the time i had no idea what to expect from this place, All i knew was that we had to make a portal so i did just that.
as soon as i had made the portal it sprang to life and i immediately felt a chill come over my body and soul. all i knew was that i didn't want to go in, but felt compelled to do so, it felt like i had no control.
So i entered the portal to find myself in this nightmarish hell hole, literally. the whole place was a blaze, lava was oozing out of the walls and i could hear this unsettling crying.
and thats when it happened, I've never felt this feeling before until now, and it wont go away. I cant stop masturbating for the past 24 hours i've sinned probably 12 times and i know it's wrong, but it feels so good. does god hate me for this? please help me, I haven't been on minecraft since as im afraid what will happen to me

Samuel.b