Well Hi there. I was about my normal routine doing odd Google searches about how all retards should burn in hell and I came across your lovely forum.
So lets get started.
My favorite verse in the Bible is Revelation 9:11. We'll get to that later if you want to ask about it.
I met Jesus at a moderate young age of 18 and I really don't understand why he wanted anything to do with me. After all I am a Autistic Retard who is a by product of the Nephilim sinning against God.
Just before year 2000 I was doing my last year at high school. I was filled with brutish rage and I felt a dark force within me. Though anger and no remorse I obtained high grades upon taking my exams. However this would later lead to a dark force within me begging me to take my own life.
Upon going to College I bumped into Satan Worshipers who made me one of their own. I listened to their music and opted in with their ways. But day after day I was beginning to lose my will to live.
One day upon sitting on a balcony I was going to commit suicide because I was so unhappy with life yet I really had nothing to be unhappy about because I was a child from a loving family and I had more wealth and prospects than a good majority of people.
And something called me away and told me not to do it.
Weeks later I met a group of King James Bible believing Christians. There was something about the land around the Church which made my bones crack as I walked up to the entrance. I knew something in me was being purged.
The aura of the place was similar to the entity which dragged me away from commiting my own death. I decided to trust it and let it lead me to where ever it wanted me to go.
At this time I was thinking what is the worst what could happen. I decided to pledge myself to this entity.
And I will always remember the day it happened.
I was invoked by some almightywind which swirled around my head and energized my body from my feet to my lungs to my head.
I didn't know what this was till I fully read the Bible and I was given the best gift I have ever received. The Holy Spirit. The promise which Jesus my Lord & Savior promised to those who believe in him and keep his commandments.
I still don't understand why the retard in me, a piece of demonic filth was chosen.
All I can tell you is its getting harder and harder for me to commit any kind of Sin.
Some of you may think wow that is great but for me its strange because I was born a Sociopath with no feelings or emotions.
Now I can cry.
I haven't gone committed fornication for years. There is always something pulling me back saying don't do it.
So that is my testimony.
I decided to share this because of some of the forum posts made against retards in this community.
Maybe we can discuss this matter because I need answer why Jesus revealed himself to me and wants me to do his work.
So lets get started.
My favorite verse in the Bible is Revelation 9:11. We'll get to that later if you want to ask about it.
I met Jesus at a moderate young age of 18 and I really don't understand why he wanted anything to do with me. After all I am a Autistic Retard who is a by product of the Nephilim sinning against God.
Just before year 2000 I was doing my last year at high school. I was filled with brutish rage and I felt a dark force within me. Though anger and no remorse I obtained high grades upon taking my exams. However this would later lead to a dark force within me begging me to take my own life.
Upon going to College I bumped into Satan Worshipers who made me one of their own. I listened to their music and opted in with their ways. But day after day I was beginning to lose my will to live.
One day upon sitting on a balcony I was going to commit suicide because I was so unhappy with life yet I really had nothing to be unhappy about because I was a child from a loving family and I had more wealth and prospects than a good majority of people.
And something called me away and told me not to do it.
Weeks later I met a group of King James Bible believing Christians. There was something about the land around the Church which made my bones crack as I walked up to the entrance. I knew something in me was being purged.
The aura of the place was similar to the entity which dragged me away from commiting my own death. I decided to trust it and let it lead me to where ever it wanted me to go.
At this time I was thinking what is the worst what could happen. I decided to pledge myself to this entity.
And I will always remember the day it happened.
I was invoked by some almightywind which swirled around my head and energized my body from my feet to my lungs to my head.
I didn't know what this was till I fully read the Bible and I was given the best gift I have ever received. The Holy Spirit. The promise which Jesus my Lord & Savior promised to those who believe in him and keep his commandments.
I still don't understand why the retard in me, a piece of demonic filth was chosen.
All I can tell you is its getting harder and harder for me to commit any kind of Sin.
Some of you may think wow that is great but for me its strange because I was born a Sociopath with no feelings or emotions.
Now I can cry.
I haven't gone committed fornication for years. There is always something pulling me back saying don't do it.
So that is my testimony.
I decided to share this because of some of the forum posts made against retards in this community.
Maybe we can discuss this matter because I need answer why Jesus revealed himself to me and wants me to do his work.
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