A Confession

[Scheherazade]

It has recently come to my attention that I have nothing to gain by continuing my facade, and it only serves to further me from my salvation and finding the true religious path.

I feel it is time to be honest with everyone, so here goes.

I am Persian by heritage, but my family has mixed with Arabs over time. Truthfully, I hail from Egypt, but my family and I primarily live as nomads throughout the Sahara.

We are poor, and don't have much, but we share a laptop that we charge every so often in villages or cities.

Finally, and perhaps most shockingly, I am male, technically. I was born with a feminine body, but I possess male genitals. Let's not go into detail with that. I believe the Arabic term for one such as I is "Mukhannath".

Regardless, I have not been castrated, so I am afraid that I cannot yet be considered a True Christian eunuch, as was mentioned in another topic.

I painfully admit that I devised this ruse as a way to be accepted, but I have realized that it means nothing if I must deceive those who would offer so much kindness to me.

I am ashamed of my deception, and beg for forgiveness from the benevolent members of this board, and from Jesus himself.

Is there any hope for one such as I, or am I doomed to Hell for all eternity?

[JennyD]

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Oh, dear.

You're not a Homersexual too, are you?

[Scheherazade]

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No, I hold no attraction towards either gender, thankfully.

Hopefully that aspect will make salvation a little easier, as if it was possible for one such as I at this point.....

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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Oh, dear.

You're not a Homersexual too, are you?

Well obviously its a queer sodomite. Normal Men don't run around dressed like a squaw.

You have a lot of repenting to do, Mr. Mudslime fag.

[Repented Heathen]

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Finally, and perhaps most shockingly, I am male, technically. I was born with a feminine body, but I possess male genitals. Let's not go into detail with that. I believe the Arabic term for one such as I is "Mukhannath".

In America it's called a "hermaphrodite". (I certainly hoped I spelled that correctly...)

[Justina Thyme]

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Forgive me, Jesus, but I must ask this question to clarify this in my mind:

Scheherazade, are you saying that if someone told you to go "eff" yourself, you would be able to comply?

[One-eyed Jack]

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I fear you are a very confused individual.

The only possible counsel is to believe upon the Lord. Prayer is always answered, as every unbiased investigation into the subject has shown. While Catholics and Presbyterians may speak of "mystery" there is not one thing mysterious or confusing about Christ...the Son of Man fathered by God out of a virgin, who died but defeated death, and who is part of the Triune Deity who is One God.

So believe on Christ Jesus! On Jesus the Christ! All men can come to Him, though as a Persian you will always be a second- or third-class citizen and possibly disallowed from using air travel in the USA. And of course as a Swarthy Individual you will be subject to monitoring of your telephone calls, email, Google searches, and bowel movements.

But love Jesus, praise America, vote Republican, and maybe you will not go to Hell.

~~ OEJ

[ForGodsSake]

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Will you accept JESUS into your heart. That's the question you have to ask yourself.

JESUS is our savior..

[Scheherazade]

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Yes, I will accept Jesus. I just need to conceal this from my family and continue my earlier plan to make enough money to travel to the U.S.

Perhaps there I could live as a man (Or woman, whichever I would be classified as) should, while working even harder to save myself than I hoped to before.

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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Yes, I will accept Jesus. I just need to conceal this from my family and continue my earlier plan to make enough money to travel to the U.S.

Perhaps there I could live as a man (Or woman, whichever I would be classified as) should, while working even harder to save myself than I hoped to before.

Not around here, no thank you. We have enough foreign queers already.

[Scheherazade]

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I hold no attraction to either gender, Pastor.

Is there anywhere in your country I could actually belong?

[JennyD]

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I hold no attraction to either gender, Pastor.

Is there anywhere in your country I could actually belong?

You'd have a difficult time in Freehold, Mister S, until you got yourself a bit more ready to fulfill your God-given role as a man.

I'd suggest you read through this thread on the Homemaker's Homestead forum, and see how women should behave. (It's not part of the Landover forum; you can tell because some of the women are struggling with obedience to their husbands.)

Then, remind yourself that you are NOT a woman.

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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I hold no attraction to either gender, Pastor.

Is there anywhere in your country I could actually belong?

You trapse around the desert dressed like a muslime squaw, and that's enough to make you a queer in my book (which is the Holy KJV1611 Bible, by the way).

"The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the LORD thy God." -- Deuteronomy 22:5

God gave you the equipment to be a Man, so start acting like one! I want to see you in a suit and tie PRONTO! And change your name to something more Manly, like Jack. You make me sick acting like that!

[ForGodsSake]

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Yes, I will accept Jesus. I just need to conceal this from my family and continue my earlier plan to make enough money to travel to the U.S.

Perhaps there I could live as a man (Or woman, whichever I would be classified as) should, while working even harder to save myself than I hoped to before.

Well you may conceal yourself from everyone in the world, but not from GOD he will deal with queers and the unrepentant ones soon . Repent from your heathen ways before you burn in hell

[Scheherazade]

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Okay, Ms. JennyD, I have read over the information on that site carefully.

I must now undo the years of mental conditioning that have warped me into acting as though I am truly a woman.