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Hi, I'm 16 and have been getting homosexual temptations. Until 6 months ago, I was giving up hope for changing. But one afternoon after school, I was looking up gay porn and a friend whom I have not seen in over 6 months just showed up at my doorstep. We started hanging out for a while. A couple weeks later, I felt comfortable enough with him to tell him that I was gay. I realize now that God probably sent him there to help me. We spent a while outside talking about it. We were discussing possible reasons of why I turned to homosexuality. I think we got it down to the fact that I was curious, and that I was starting with puberty, I became confused and was vulnerable to these evil temptations. I spent 3 years living that way. I was letting the temptations over-power me, always.
But my friend figured out a way for me to actually be attracted to the opposite sex. He told me that WHENEVER I get those urges, I need to tell myself that "no, you don't like that, you like (slang for vagina)" A few days later, he used my computer and showed me some female pornography and he was helping me, talking me through using some slang terms I don't care to list on a Christian website. I was able to be attracted to females after that. I give thanks and I praise God for giving me the help I need, and from a very close friend to me and good Christian brother. However, I still get the urges. I have failed and fallen back into the sin, quite frequently (like a drug user trying to rid himself of heroin). But I will NOT give up hope. I don't want to see you give up hope either. I've felt the Holy Spirit tonight and I believe that with the help of God, I will conquer this immorality for good. If you need help or want to talk in private, feel free to email me. Please (to others, Im new here), it looks like there are some people here who don't know how to answer this (yet, my friend didn't know how too much either). So, no hate-mail calling me a queer or insulting me. Sorry for assuming that, but from some of the posts i see here, that looks like a possibility.
But my friend figured out a way for me to actually be attracted to the opposite sex. He told me that WHENEVER I get those urges, I need to tell myself that "no, you don't like that, you like (slang for vagina)" A few days later, he used my computer and showed me some female pornography and he was helping me, talking me through using some slang terms I don't care to list on a Christian website. I was able to be attracted to females after that. I give thanks and I praise God for giving me the help I need, and from a very close friend to me and good Christian brother. However, I still get the urges. I have failed and fallen back into the sin, quite frequently (like a drug user trying to rid himself of heroin). But I will NOT give up hope. I don't want to see you give up hope either. I've felt the Holy Spirit tonight and I believe that with the help of God, I will conquer this immorality for good. If you need help or want to talk in private, feel free to email me. Please (to others, Im new here), it looks like there are some people here who don't know how to answer this (yet, my friend didn't know how too much either). So, no hate-mail calling me a queer or insulting me. Sorry for assuming that, but from some of the posts i see here, that looks like a possibility.
unless you start reading that KJV1611 Bible! 
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