I really can't, so get your abacus ready, because I need to know how damned I really am. Here's me in a nut shell:
1) I am female (boop! damned already)
2) I was born in Oregon (Where the homos and hippies thrive)
3) I was never baptized (My God-loving mother had to deal with my would-be older sisters death 4 short months after she was born, explain?)
4) I wear pants, because dresses are uncomfortable to wear all the time (skirts too) but I do wear nice dresses on occasions.
5) I don't dress as a whore, ever, but I was still tempted by a snake (man) and fell into his trap (crotch, if you will) and because of him I contracted Chlamydia (that I didn't know of for 8 months because of healthcare.) and now I'm 97% sterile.
6) I'm no longer a virgin, actually, I haven't been since I was raped at the age of 8 by a horribly perverted man that would have used my little sister too if I didn't but tied me up and forced me to anyways.
7) I work a security job, I'm not a stay-at-home kind of girl, I like adventure.
8) Despite everything bad that's happened to me, I found my soul mate when I was 18 and he was 16. He doesn't care for God, yet I know I am his forever. I will not force him to love God, and I respect that we share very similar views about many topics surrounding religion and politics. He respects me for who I am, and that is what makes our love perfect.
We're getting married too, tomorrow will be our 2 year anniversary.
I'm certainly not bashing anyone in this community, I'm sure you're all God-abiding citizens of a God-less nation, and you hate it. All that I ask for is respect as a human being, and an answer. I am NOT asking for harassment, so temper your minds before you cast stones. I am only looking for a way out.