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Hello my name is Stevey i am part of the Narara valley Bapitst chuch
I was saved about six months ago i was a homosexual and hated myself and everyone else around me , i was convinced that i was born gay until one day i woke up to myslef and realised what a lie i was living and that i would never be happy living this perverted life style .
I got to the point that i wanted to kill myself but i did not have the guts instead i got violent with the very people who so called cared for me, they did not care they just wanted to keep me down , i guess just like a bucket of crabs, as soon as a crab looks like ts going to climb out it gets pulled back in. It got to the point where everytime one of these grabs tried to pull me back into the bucket i woud lash out and with all the rage i had pent up insdie me it was not a pretty picture i ended up putting a few people into hospital and some i left for dead. In a round about way even though it sounds cruel i was then left alone by all knew me and all those who had heard of my aggressive sinful nature it gave me the time i needed to think or so i thought, one night i had a pistol loaded and in my mouth and my mother happend to walk into my room , she bellowed in the name of Jusus i rebuke you satern to leave my son i thew the pistol down and broke down in heap an while my dear mom prayed for me for hours during this lengthy session i let out a scream now for all you critics it was not a gay scream it was more like a demon dying . From that day to now i have changed but im no means perfect. I go to church twice on sundays and weekday pray meetings. I am now back into my Mui Thai and learning to channel my negative energy into fighting i know that this is not gods will but i know its better than the perverted life i was living any way thats me
Stevey
I was saved about six months ago i was a homosexual and hated myself and everyone else around me , i was convinced that i was born gay until one day i woke up to myslef and realised what a lie i was living and that i would never be happy living this perverted life style .
I got to the point that i wanted to kill myself but i did not have the guts instead i got violent with the very people who so called cared for me, they did not care they just wanted to keep me down , i guess just like a bucket of crabs, as soon as a crab looks like ts going to climb out it gets pulled back in. It got to the point where everytime one of these grabs tried to pull me back into the bucket i woud lash out and with all the rage i had pent up insdie me it was not a pretty picture i ended up putting a few people into hospital and some i left for dead. In a round about way even though it sounds cruel i was then left alone by all knew me and all those who had heard of my aggressive sinful nature it gave me the time i needed to think or so i thought, one night i had a pistol loaded and in my mouth and my mother happend to walk into my room , she bellowed in the name of Jusus i rebuke you satern to leave my son i thew the pistol down and broke down in heap an while my dear mom prayed for me for hours during this lengthy session i let out a scream now for all you critics it was not a gay scream it was more like a demon dying . From that day to now i have changed but im no means perfect. I go to church twice on sundays and weekday pray meetings. I am now back into my Mui Thai and learning to channel my negative energy into fighting i know that this is not gods will but i know its better than the perverted life i was living any way thats me
Stevey
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