Greetings Forum

[Randy]

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So yeah, you could say I am an ex-gayfag too, that's true. And I appreciate God for showing me that that is not my final label.

He showed that this sin is beyond labels, it manifested its evil wherever it was allowed an expression. Its intention is to hurt, and ruin lives. It draws pleasure from the worst of human nature. I have no doubt it stemmed from the rejection of God, first and foremost.

Its so funny too. On the service, people often thought I was such a "great guy", and even I did, but look how dangerous I was. With that stuff in my heart, its true I might have done something more horrible, in fact I have no doubt I would have.

Perhaps I was trying to kill myself with drugs in order to kill the other demon I despised more.

[Professor Bessemer]

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It was mainly a problem in my own heart.

My thoughts, my fantasies, and desires. I was becoming a poly-perverted person. I was openly persuing women, but every week or so, I would become possessed with an unclean energy of one form or another and do something digusting.

It always took the form of self abuse: a lot of gay stuff, other times just random perversions like drinking piss, and smelling / tasting girls dirty underwear. I honestly did not know what I was becoming: a drug addict, a faggot, a pedophile, or what. Its pretty disgusting stuff, but now I'm seeing this stuff was written about in the bible, and it all makes sense.

Also now I realized that being exposed to porn from a young age (11, 12) started me on this path. At first it appeals to what you naturally want, which is a woman. Then it gets more and more perverted. Mix in drugs and no God, I didn't stand a chance.

Does that not feel better Randy? I knew it would. To probe a bit more deeply, whose urine were you consuming? Was it male urine Randy? Was it what is known as a Tub Party, where you were surrounded by several fit young queers, as you lay naked in a claw foot bathtub, and they all simultaneously drenched you in their golden hot, pungent pee? If it was, I am all too familiar with your shame Randy.

[Randy]

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It was mainly a problem in my own heart.

My thoughts, my fantasies, and desires. I was becoming a poly-perverted person. I was openly persuing women, but every week or so, I would become possessed with an unclean energy of one form or another and do something digusting.

It always took the form of self abuse: a lot of gay stuff, other times just random perversions like drinking piss, and smelling / tasting girls dirty underwear. I honestly did not know what I was becoming: a drug addict, a faggot, a pedophile, or what. Its pretty disgusting stuff, but now I'm seeing this stuff was written about in the bible, and it all makes sense.

Also now I realized that being exposed to porn from a young age (11, 12) started me on this path. At first it appeals to what you naturally want, which is a woman. Then it gets more and more perverted. Mix in drugs and no God, I didn't stand a chance.

[TheLordSavedMe]

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Hi Randy

Thank GOD you stopped being a sinner!

Because the DEVIL coulda made you do something soooooooooo awful that JESUS wouldn't even let you go up into HEAVEN after GOD killed you!

This is a reaaaalllllllllly super great forum for praising GOD and for making new friends! I live in San Jose. It's OK, except for all the Mexicans.






Tammi

[Professor Bessemer]

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Greetings Captain, you weren't another drunken pilot were you, I thought that was just a stereotype.



I didn't choose any, the devil made me do it. Hah.

But seriously, I was kind of all over the place. The main sin was turning away from God, convincing myself out of faith. From there it was a toss up between drug use and sexual perversion. I played a game of dancing from one type of drug or sexual sin to another, to avoid getting burned by one. Didn't work.

Back to God it was. No regrets on that choice.

Ezekiel 18:27 .......when the wicked man turneth away from his wickedness that he hath committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save his soul alive.

Welcome Brother Randy, it is good that you found us. I noticed that in another thread, you were defending homosexuals. Was that one of the aforementioned sexual perversions you indulged in? I myself was an inveterate semen adict before I came to The Lord.

Anonymous anal sex with multiple partners was a daily occurrence for me Randy. The Lord spared me from His righteous plague of the AIDS because He, in His infinite wisdom, knew that I was saveable and would spread the news of the wickedness of sweaty man on man on man action.

Please Randy, unburden your soul, tell us more about the depths of sexual depravity that Satan drove you to. Trust me, your heart will be that much closer to Him if you do! Praise!

[Randy]

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Greetings Captain, you weren't another drunken pilot were you, I thought that was just a stereotype.

What was your sin of choice?

I didn't choose any, the devil made me do it. Hah.

But seriously, I was kind of all over the place. The main sin was turning away from God, convincing myself out of faith. From there it was a toss up between drug use and sexual perversion. I played a game of dancing from one type of drug or sexual sin to another, to avoid getting burned by one. Didn't work.

Back to God it was. No regrets on that choice.

Ezekiel 18:27 .......when the wicked man turneth away from his wickedness that he hath committed, and doeth that which is lawful and right, he shall save his soul alive.

[Randy]

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Ah OK. Here is one of my favorite bible quotes:

Ezekiel 18:23-31 Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord God: and not that he should return from his ways, and live?

My church? I can't say I have a church right now. I've attended several, but I'm not staying in one place for very long. Right now I get plenty of ministery from radio, Youtube, and the holy spirit. My fellowship is where I can get it.

Anyway, I live in California, central valley, I'm a recent college grad, looking for work, God, etc.

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

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Hi, my name is Randy, I'm a born again follower of Christ, after an upbringing of sin and foolishness against God.

I got saved at the same time I quit using drugs, about five years ago. Since then I've been learning a great deal about the spiritual laws of God, to which I am now privy to.

I'm currently on a mission to remove the major lingering sins in my life, through prayer and God's word. God has not dissapointed me in providing me with understanding and changing my heart. This doesn't mean it is easy; its hard to admit that I've lived a life full of sin, and to deal with the consqeunces now.

Anyway, glad to be hear, you guys are already teaching me a lot, and helping to push me towards the right direction. Pardon me if I've already been too preachy, I'm only trying to help. You are all my brothers.

Welcome Randy! I see your an alleged former sinner from the Central Valley. I myself used to do a bit of sinning in that pathetic excuse of a town known as Fresno. When were you sinning? We may have crossed paths. What was your sin of choice? Mine was drunken polyamory. You?

[Pastor Ezekiel]

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[Zechariah Smyth]

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Hey Randy!

Thank you for posting an introduction. If you'll look right above your post, you'll see some of the things we'd like to know about you (but please feel free to tell us more than that, of course).



YiC,

Zech

[Randy]

Hi, my name is Randy, I'm a born again follower of Christ, after an upbringing of sin and foolishness against God.

I got saved at the same time I quit using drugs, about five years ago. Since then I've been learning a great deal about the spiritual laws of God, to which I am now privy to.

I'm currently on a mission to remove the major lingering sins in my life, through prayer and God's word. God has not dissapointed me in providing me with understanding and changing my heart. This doesn't mean it is easy; its hard to admit that I've lived a life full of sin, and to deal with the consqeunces now.

Anyway, glad to be hear, you guys are already teaching me a lot, and helping to push me towards the right direction. Pardon me if I've already been too preachy, I'm only trying to help. You are all my brothers.