Just another Unsaved Trash

[Valkyre]

Hello my name is Valkyre, I am 17 in January and am no longer sure that I can be saved. I have to admit that I haven't set foot in a church for years, trying to do so makes me instantly physically ill. I have yet to find Jesus, as Satan found me first. As a dying child at the age of 8, I was scared and didn't wish to die as I was supposed to. I prayed to live every night but to no avail, on my deathbed Satan came to me and in my fear of imminent death I let him 'save' me. I was a foolish brainwashed child. I no longer have morals and exist as a sin, every action I make seems to drag me deeper into Hell. I try my best to save others from making my mistake, I have been living my life to save others for the past few years. I may very well be the worst trash you will ever meet but if there is any chance of saving me, I believe this is the place for that to happen. My sins are shocking even without my dealings with Satan directly, I am ashamed to say.

[Cranky Old Man]

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That didn't make much sense.

You need to talk less and study your Bible more. The crystal clear vision God presents in His Holy Bible will enlighten your mind and highlight the path you have to take to eternal salvation.

[Valkyre]

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I have read the bible, I don't claim to know it as well as I should but it is a work in progress. I apologize for my lack of clarity and also for the infraction I seem to have already committed in my previous post.

[James Hutchins]

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17 and already doomed to Hell.

Nothing to see here folks, lets focus on those we can Save(r).

[Valkyre]

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16 and I'm afraid I've been doomed a lot longer than that

[Shimei]

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16 and I'm afraid I've been doomed a lot longer than that

Baloney, anyone can freely will themselves back to God through Jesus Christ.

[Valkyre]

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That's what I had hoped but apparently I haven't 'taken my medication this morning' according to the infraction I recieved. I'm pretty sure I took all four of my tablets, and the other two at night. I have Indeterminate Colitis (which I nearly died from due to major complications), Aspergers Syndrome and Depression. I also am seeing a neurologist today and may very well be psychotic. I perhaps should have mentioned that in my initial post. They weren't to know of course so I merely found the statement amusing rather than offensive, although it wasn't entirely helpful due to the fact that I still don't know exactly what it was I did wrong. Nevertheless I do hope that I can be saved, I understand that I have to find my way to Jesus again and fight the sins I am riddled with, but any help would be much appreciated

[Shimei]

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That's what I had hoped but apparently I haven't 'taken my medication this morning' according to the infraction I recieved. I'm pretty sure I took all four of my tablets, and the other two at night. I have Indeterminate Colitis (which I nearly died from due to major complications), Aspergers Syndrome and Depression. I also am seeing a neurologist today and may very well be psychotic. I perhaps should have mentioned that in my initial post. They weren't to know of course so I merely found the statement amusing rather than offensive, although it wasn't entirely helpful due to the fact that I still don't know exactly what it was I did wrong. Nevertheless I do hope that I can be saved, I understand that I have to find my way to Jesus again and fight the sins I am riddled with, but any help would be much appreciated

Even Paul had a thorn in his side. Read about it yourself. I'm certain you will not be disappointed

[Valkyre]

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Even Paul had a thorn in his side. Read about it yourself. I'm certain you will not be disappointed

Bar my transgression as a child, I have remained strong in the face of my many 'thorns'. I find Peters story to be inspiring and hope that I may be able to follow him despite my godless ways. I wish to make amends and hope for redemption.

I feel that my initial introduction was inadequate. I intend to rectify that on my return from my studies.

[Dr Laurence Niles]

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That's what I had hoped but apparently I haven't 'taken my medication this morning' according to the infraction I recieved. I'm pretty sure I took all four of my tablets, and the other two at night. I have Indeterminate Colitis (which I nearly died from due to major complications), Aspergers Syndrome and Depression. I also am seeing a neurologist today and may very well be psychotic. I perhaps should have mentioned that in my initial post. They weren't to know of course so I merely found the statement amusing rather than offensive, although it wasn't entirely helpful due to the fact that I still don't know exactly what it was I did wrong. Nevertheless I do hope that I can be saved, I understand that I have to find my way to Jesus again and fight the sins I am riddled with, but any help would be much appreciated

Sounds like a real hot mess, you have there.

[Valkyre]

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Indeed I do, Dr Niles, but I try to make the best of it.

Let's try again on the introduction part.

My name is Valkyre, I am a White British 16 year old girl who shall be 17 in January. I am currently at College in England where I have lived all my life. My Father is a Christian and my Mother is an atheist. I have one younger sister who is also a Christian. As a child I went to church but usually only for certain occasions but I did pray daily outside of the church. I have never honestly liked churches, not for any religious reason but now it seems apparent that this disliking was due to a sensory problem linked with my Aspergers Syndrome.

My other aforementioned condition is Indeterminate Colitis which is a form of Indeterminate Bowel Disease. I was hospitalized once diagnosed with this at the tender age of 8 and they discovered two life-threatening complications, an Anal fissure and a Toxic Megacolon. I very nearly died of this but made a 'miraculous' recovery on the day that a voice, who I later decided had to have been Satan, spoke with me. With my past of psychotic like episodes it is entirely possible that that didn't actually happen, I have great trouble separating fact from fiction. My other condition is Depression which I have had for many years now, caused most likely by my past circumstances. I take medication for all but the Aspergers currently.

I currently have no boyfriend but have had two in the past, neither being christian and nothing ever went past kissing in the relationships. To me, men are the superior and dominant gender and I am willing to submit to that, provided that they act like it unlike many of the men I know and unfortunately the men I have dated. I wish for a man who I can serve, who will teach me and punish me as is fitting, any beatings I will take gladly so I may learn from my errors. I wish to please men but having no way to do this to a sole good man, I have done a lot of things I am not proud of. I am still a virgin but am still unclean, the reasons for this I will go into later.

I know a great deal about a lot of religions, Christianity being one of my specialist religions. I have read the entire bible but by no means claim to know it as well as I would like, I shall keep at it as it is a work in progress. I have yet to find Jesus and have committed many sins, I will list all that come to mind below for those who would like to know. I suggest that anyone who doesn't wish to read these acts of Satanic godlessness should stop reading now.

Firstly I will address the issue that I promised to delve into at a later date, my unclean state of sexuality. I do touch myself, more than that I also use 'toys' to do so with. I have also touched another inappropriately. I am straight and am in no way attracted to women but I must confess I have experimented. I have kissed a girl, masturbated with clothes on to her whilst she did the same to me. I have played with her breasts and nipples and let her taste me. Worse still I was fully aware that on both occasions that she was seeing another person, a different person each time. I allowed her to cheat on them with me. I have also spoken very openly about my desires and experiences in public and have masturbated on webcam to a male friend of mine. The male in question is bisexual. There is more too that has happened online. I have frequently sext strangers, although have never shared pictures. On the satanic world called Second Life, I have been paid for sexting with animations with virtual money. I have explored BDSM and experimented with that online too.

The next area of sin is that of witchcraft and I am afraid it goes past me merely reading Harry Potter and other books of the like. Firstly I own and have used Tarot cards in the past and also a Ouija Board. I have consulted with spirits and demons alike and also to Satan himself. I have cursed several people with satanic rituals as well. There is also a question of my dealings of Satan, which again I am not sure whether or not they occurred.

I could go on for hours, I have lied, been disobedient to my parents, stolen small things... you get the picture. Feel free to ask me questions, all opinions are welcome and no doubt justly deserved for my sins.

[Shimei]

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Firstly I will address the issue that I promised to delve into at a later date, my unclean state of sexuality. I do touch myself, more than that I also use 'toys' to do so with. I have also touched another inappropriately. I am straight and am in no way attracted to women but I must confess I have experimented. I have kissed a girl, masturbated with clothes on to her whilst she did the same to me. I have played with her breasts and nipples and let her taste me. Worse still I was fully aware that on both occasions that she was seeing another person, a different person each time. I allowed her to cheat on them with me. I have also spoken very openly about my desires and experiences in public and have masturbated on webcam to a male friend of mine. The male in question is bisexual. There is more too that has happened online. I have frequently sext strangers, although have never shared pictures. On the satanic world called Second Life, I have been paid for sexting with animations with virtual money. I have explored BDSM and experimented with that online too.

The next area of sin is that of witchcraft and I am afraid it goes past me merely reading Harry Potter and other books of the like. Firstly I own and have used Tarot cards in the past and also a Ouija Board. I have consulted with spirits and demons alike and also to Satan himself. I have cursed several people with satanic rituals as well. There is also a question of my dealings of Satan, which again I am not sure whether or not they occurred.

I could go on for hours, I have lied, been disobedient to my parents, stolen small things... you get the picture.

It would behoove you to find a godly person to consult in person with, the net is an unacceptable place to talk about one's personal affairs. Try using a rope or clothes line and pins to air out your dirty laundry.

Christ's sacrifice is more than sufficient to cover over the multitudes of sins you had listed. If you truly are transformed by the atoning works of Christ, you should be progressing in the positive moral changes that Scripture brings by believing. Either you are that person and are caught in the same repetitive behavior patterns of the past or you are a new creation.

[WinnerNotSinner]

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Praise! Let it all out missy! Weep till all your sins have been accounted for. Then, and only then, can you be Saved©.


Open yourself up to Jesus, let him deep inside you, let his heavenly juices flow through your veins.

If you are serious about GOD, no more must you engage in lesbionic behaviour. EVER! You must find your local church, confess your sins to your pastor, and pray that he is as forgiving as the friendly folks here at Landover.

Good luck, young harlot. Let's get you on Jesus's straight and narrow.

[Mary Etheldreda]

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It would behoove you to find a godly person to consult in person with, the net is an unacceptable place to talk about one's personal affairs. Try using a rope or clothes line and pins to air out your dirty laundry.

What are you talking about? One's personal faults need to be confessed to True Christians™ for healing to occur.

Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed.
The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
James 5:16

Christ's sacrifice is more than sufficient to cover over the multitudes of sins you had listed. If you truly are transformed by the atoning works of Christ, you should be progressing in the positive moral changes that Scripture brings by believing. Either you are that person and are caught in the same repetitive behavior patterns of the past or you are a new creation.

Friend, one of the positive moral changes is confessing faults to one another. If Valkyre truly believes in Jesus and accepts Him as her LORD and Master, then she will not be hesitant to confess. If she wants the LORD to hear her prayers, she can have no sins left (James 5:16).

And many that believed came, and confessed, and shewed their deeds.
Acts 19:18

Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God,
and doeth his will, him he heareth.
John 9:31

[Shimei]

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What are you talking about? One's personal faults need to be confessed to True Christians™ for healing to occur.

Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed.
The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
James 5:16

Friend, one of the positive moral changes is confessing faults to one another. If Valkyre truly believes in Jesus and accepts Him as her LORD and Master, then she will not be hesitant to confess. If she wants the LORD to hear her prayers, she can have no sins left (James 5:16).

And many that believed came, and confessed, and shewed their deeds.
Acts 19:18

Now we know that God heareth not sinners: but if any man be a worshipper of God,
and doeth his will, him he heareth.
John 9:31

Hello Mary,

And you think that the internet is the proper place for doing so? One should leave their sinful ways rather than lingering with a backward look. And while I agree with your use of Scripture and appreciate your insight, I'm merely cautioning another to examine whether they are using the forums as a type of prayer closet to be seen by other men, or whether their focus is truly on God without distraction. Just another way of saying if one truly believes......

Thanks