Hello, I come from the UK.
The town where I live there is more godlessness as you could imagine.
The men and women are complacent and uncaring, the teenage girls dress as prostitutes, the young men are all thugs. I feel like a lone sheep amongst goats.
The college where I go there are a great many goths, but worse than the goths, who are really just foolish children who will grow out of it, are the ones into what they call 'Black Metal'. Apparently it's music but I couldn't listen to more than a few seconds of it. It sounds like hideous noise, like I had listened to hell. I had to wash myself afterwards.
These people dress more frightening and satanic than goths do, they bear upside-down crosses, wear pentagrams and wear 'corpse paint'.
I couldn't just let this go, I thought happy thoughts, read a few inspiring passages and had an idea! There are no problems only opportunities. I should not be condemning them and I shouldn't be frightened. My task is clear, I will show them the light! While they remain alive, they can still be saved.
But by no means will this be easy, and I will try my best to subvert myself amongst their numbers and convert them gradually with subtlety yet keeping myself away from being corrupted myself. But I have faith, which is more than they do! One man against a group of nine.
These are the parts of my disguise.
I will have to wear... untidy black clothing, but blank. Blank hooded sweatshirts, blank t-shirts. I will avoid all iconography.
I will listen to christian music, however it will be in another language, probably german or something so they will be baffled as to it's meaning.
However, I will need your advice. Anything I can do to help me convince them as to my sincerity without jepordizing my soul? Any things you know about these people that may help me? I feel I lack knowlege.
I have fear but also faith. I will need your support all brothers and sisters.
Here are the kind of people I am dealing with (do not worry I will not dress like this)
I'm sorry if you find this image disturbing.
The town where I live there is more godlessness as you could imagine.
The men and women are complacent and uncaring, the teenage girls dress as prostitutes, the young men are all thugs. I feel like a lone sheep amongst goats.
The college where I go there are a great many goths, but worse than the goths, who are really just foolish children who will grow out of it, are the ones into what they call 'Black Metal'. Apparently it's music but I couldn't listen to more than a few seconds of it. It sounds like hideous noise, like I had listened to hell. I had to wash myself afterwards.
These people dress more frightening and satanic than goths do, they bear upside-down crosses, wear pentagrams and wear 'corpse paint'.
I couldn't just let this go, I thought happy thoughts, read a few inspiring passages and had an idea! There are no problems only opportunities. I should not be condemning them and I shouldn't be frightened. My task is clear, I will show them the light! While they remain alive, they can still be saved.
But by no means will this be easy, and I will try my best to subvert myself amongst their numbers and convert them gradually with subtlety yet keeping myself away from being corrupted myself. But I have faith, which is more than they do! One man against a group of nine.
These are the parts of my disguise.
I will have to wear... untidy black clothing, but blank. Blank hooded sweatshirts, blank t-shirts. I will avoid all iconography.
I will listen to christian music, however it will be in another language, probably german or something so they will be baffled as to it's meaning.
However, I will need your advice. Anything I can do to help me convince them as to my sincerity without jepordizing my soul? Any things you know about these people that may help me? I feel I lack knowlege.
I have fear but also faith. I will need your support all brothers and sisters.
Here are the kind of people I am dealing with (do not worry I will not dress like this)
I'm sorry if you find this image disturbing.

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