Hello,
i live in a small village. So there was a guy in my village, I call him "M.". I didnt liked him much. He was a loud and cocky guy. I know him since we were kids, but then something strange happend.
It was late in the afternoon, i was coming home from my second job. So i was in a bad mood and was glad to come home for a sleep. Then while i walked at home, i heared loud bawling. So M. with 4 other guys walked past me, he saw me and called me a bad name. Then he laughed loud. He had no reason to call me a bad name, it was just his character. But i was so pissed about this coward. I mean, i work the whole day and this useless drunk bastart makes fun of me!
Alright i came home and then i prayed to god. I was really angry at that moment, so i prayed to god that he judge M. for his behaviour. But at that moment my feelings were more " crush this guy into pieces". I felt a powerfull connection with god at that moment. It was really great.
So one week after that i met another friend of mine. We walked through my village, and then he asked me: " Do you know what happend to M.?" I was joking and said: " Is he dead?" And then he said: " Yes, someone told you?" And i was a litte bit shocked at that moment. It was not a joke! He died 2 days after my prayers. So, we walked further and some crying kids run to us and they said:" M. is dead!" And we confirmed that we already know it. The whole village was grieving.
He died in a car accident with 3 other guys. Only one of them survived.
So, is it possbile that god killed him because i ask him to do that?
Sometimes i walk among the house of his parents, and i have a guilty conscience at that moment.
i live in a small village. So there was a guy in my village, I call him "M.". I didnt liked him much. He was a loud and cocky guy. I know him since we were kids, but then something strange happend.
It was late in the afternoon, i was coming home from my second job. So i was in a bad mood and was glad to come home for a sleep. Then while i walked at home, i heared loud bawling. So M. with 4 other guys walked past me, he saw me and called me a bad name. Then he laughed loud. He had no reason to call me a bad name, it was just his character. But i was so pissed about this coward. I mean, i work the whole day and this useless drunk bastart makes fun of me!
Alright i came home and then i prayed to god. I was really angry at that moment, so i prayed to god that he judge M. for his behaviour. But at that moment my feelings were more " crush this guy into pieces". I felt a powerfull connection with god at that moment. It was really great.
So one week after that i met another friend of mine. We walked through my village, and then he asked me: " Do you know what happend to M.?" I was joking and said: " Is he dead?" And then he said: " Yes, someone told you?" And i was a litte bit shocked at that moment. It was not a joke! He died 2 days after my prayers. So, we walked further and some crying kids run to us and they said:" M. is dead!" And we confirmed that we already know it. The whole village was grieving.
He died in a car accident with 3 other guys. Only one of them survived.
So, is it possbile that god killed him because i ask him to do that?
Sometimes i walk among the house of his parents, and i have a guilty conscience at that moment.
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