You wish to know things about me.
Here's goes... I found Jesus through the path of attempted suicide. Life, I felt, had dealt me a bad hand. I felt like there was nothing I could do about it. I just figured I'd end it all, since it would've been a Hell-on-Earth just to be alive. Just as I was about to pass out and die (I was hanging myself), I heard a voice. "Don't do it, son; it's not yet your time." I knew it couldn't have been anyone else as no one was in the house at the time. Luckily, I "rescued" myself before it was too late.
As far as church goes, I do not have the means to get to the nearest church. I have no car, no bike, and very little money. The area I live in has no church unfortunately, nor are there any churches in the nearby towns, sadly enough. Walking is not an option. I want to go, but I cannot.
My life has been wretched. A sinner's paradise infact. Experimentation with drugs, lewd parties, wanton sex, discussions about all manner of things holy (not holy like here though) and unholy, the list goes on. It shook me verily to my soul when I realised one day, that my life had no meaning without purpose. And purpose had come to me when I was a teen as a voice preventing my suicide. Now, having grown up... I seek purpose. I found no purpose wasting my days away doing nothing but sinning the 7 sins, yes all 7.
Some of you might say or thing that I am unsavable, that there's no helping me. That might be true, but I ask a request of you... can you save me?
If there's ever been a scripture that I've held dear it's been John 3:16 (I think).
"God loved the world so much that he gave his only son, and whoever believed in him would nor perish, but have life everlasting."
I'm sorry if it's not the correct version or what have you (my memory is not as good as it used to be, while my vocabulary is still good... go figure), but it's something that ever since I pulled myself out of that sin-filled life have held on to dearly.
So, what do you think of me now? I've read some of the other threads. You say you're allowed to judge, hit me with your best shot. Do I have a chance... redeeming myself like a can at the God's Redemption Center?
Here's goes... I found Jesus through the path of attempted suicide. Life, I felt, had dealt me a bad hand. I felt like there was nothing I could do about it. I just figured I'd end it all, since it would've been a Hell-on-Earth just to be alive. Just as I was about to pass out and die (I was hanging myself), I heard a voice. "Don't do it, son; it's not yet your time." I knew it couldn't have been anyone else as no one was in the house at the time. Luckily, I "rescued" myself before it was too late.
As far as church goes, I do not have the means to get to the nearest church. I have no car, no bike, and very little money. The area I live in has no church unfortunately, nor are there any churches in the nearby towns, sadly enough. Walking is not an option. I want to go, but I cannot.
My life has been wretched. A sinner's paradise infact. Experimentation with drugs, lewd parties, wanton sex, discussions about all manner of things holy (not holy like here though) and unholy, the list goes on. It shook me verily to my soul when I realised one day, that my life had no meaning without purpose. And purpose had come to me when I was a teen as a voice preventing my suicide. Now, having grown up... I seek purpose. I found no purpose wasting my days away doing nothing but sinning the 7 sins, yes all 7.
Some of you might say or thing that I am unsavable, that there's no helping me. That might be true, but I ask a request of you... can you save me?
If there's ever been a scripture that I've held dear it's been John 3:16 (I think).
"God loved the world so much that he gave his only son, and whoever believed in him would nor perish, but have life everlasting."
I'm sorry if it's not the correct version or what have you (my memory is not as good as it used to be, while my vocabulary is still good... go figure), but it's something that ever since I pulled myself out of that sin-filled life have held on to dearly.
So, what do you think of me now? I've read some of the other threads. You say you're allowed to judge, hit me with your best shot. Do I have a chance... redeeming myself like a can at the God's Redemption Center?


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