I'm not sure this is where I belong, but I thought if I could find a ray of light to cast away my darkness, this would be the place to look. I want to believe, but as the world keeps casting stones, I find it more and more difficult to believe that there is anything good left in this world. I really want to die at times, because it's so hard to rise above the suffering I've endured in my lifetime. The first people I've ever known and loved, were the same people to hurt me more than most people could imagine. I fell into a deep darkness that consumed my very soul, and I really can't imagine having a faith in a god that would allow such atrocities.On the other hand, I can't believe that the only reason for my existence is to be a punching bag, or sexual exploitation for the very people that brought me into this world. Is there really more? Is there really a way to rise above the wickedness that has scarred me so much, that it has become the foundation of my very being?
Well, my friends' father recommended I visit this site, assuring me that I would find the support, and guidance that would forever open my eyes. I am skeptical, but at this point, I feel that I really have nothing to lose. This is really my last ditch effort to find any peace in my life. Thank you for reading.
Well, my friends' father recommended I visit this site, assuring me that I would find the support, and guidance that would forever open my eyes. I am skeptical, but at this point, I feel that I really have nothing to lose. This is really my last ditch effort to find any peace in my life. Thank you for reading.


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