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  • LouSiffer
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    Under Investigation
    • Apr 2011
    • 1

    #1

    Hello brothers and sisters

    I'm not sure this is where I belong, but I thought if I could find a ray of light to cast away my darkness, this would be the place to look. I want to believe, but as the world keeps casting stones, I find it more and more difficult to believe that there is anything good left in this world. I really want to die at times, because it's so hard to rise above the suffering I've endured in my lifetime. The first people I've ever known and loved, were the same people to hurt me more than most people could imagine. I fell into a deep darkness that consumed my very soul, and I really can't imagine having a faith in a god that would allow such atrocities.On the other hand, I can't believe that the only reason for my existence is to be a punching bag, or sexual exploitation for the very people that brought me into this world. Is there really more? Is there really a way to rise above the wickedness that has scarred me so much, that it has become the foundation of my very being?
    Well, my friends' father recommended I visit this site, assuring me that I would find the support, and guidance that would forever open my eyes. I am skeptical, but at this point, I feel that I really have nothing to lose. This is really my last ditch effort to find any peace in my life. Thank you for reading.
  • Ezekiel Bathfire
    Pastor for Diversity and Tolerance
    Christ's Rottweiler
     
    • Jan 2008
    • 22892

    #2
    Re: Hello brothers and sisters

    http://www.landoverbaptist.net/showp...7&postcount=19
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    “We must reassert that the essence of Christianity is the love of obedience to God’s Laws and that how that complete obedience is used or implemented does not concern us.”

    Author of such illuminating essays as,
    Map of the Known World; Periodic Table of Elements; The History of Linguistics; The Errors of Wicca; Dolphins and Evolution; The History of Landover (The Apology); Landover and the Civil War; 2000 Racial Slurs.

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    • Rev. M. Rodimer
      Honorary True Christian™
      Forum Member
      • May 2008
      • 13996

      #3
      Re: Hello brothers and sisters

      Originally posted by LouSiffer View Post
      Well, my friends' father recommended I visit this site, assuring me that I would find the support, and guidance that would forever open my eyes. I am skeptical, but at this point, I feel that I really have nothing to lose. This is really my last ditch effort to find any peace in my life. Thank you for reading.
      So naturally, in your sincere quest for Christian guidance, you chose to name yourself "Lucifer". Because the Christians are too STOOOOPID to figure it out.

      Should we have an admin change your name to something more appropriate? How about "GlueSniffer"?

      Has a nice ring to it.
      Bible boring? Nonsense!
      Try Bible in a Year with Brother V, or join Shirlee and the kids as they discuss Real Bible Stories!
      You can't be a Christian if you don't know God's Word!

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      • Zechariah Smyth
        Walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless.
        True Christian™
        • Feb 2011
        • 15251

        #4
        Re: Hello brothers and sisters

        Originally posted by LouSiffer View Post
        I'm not sure this is where I belong, but I thought if I could find a ray of light to cast away my darkness, this would be the place to look. I want to believe, but as the world keeps casting stones, I find it more and more difficult to believe that there is anything good left in this world. I really want to die at times, because it's so hard to rise above the suffering I've endured in my lifetime. The first people I've ever known and loved, were the same people to hurt me more than most people could imagine. I fell into a deep darkness that consumed my very soul, and I really can't imagine having a faith in a god that would allow such atrocities.On the other hand, I can't believe that the only reason for my existence is to be a punching bag, or sexual exploitation for the very people that brought me into this world. Is there really more? Is there really a way to rise above the wickedness that has scarred me so much, that it has become the foundation of my very being?
        Well, my friends' father recommended I visit this site, assuring me that I would find the support, and guidance that would forever open my eyes. I am skeptical, but at this point, I feel that I really have nothing to lose. This is really my last ditch effort to find any peace in my life. Thank you for reading.
        You make such a poignant post, but decide to adopt the sobriquet of Satan...what gives, boy? Your intended sincerity is negated by such a childish and ham-fisted attempt at shock (or humor).

        Yours in Christ,

        Z. Smyth
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        • Rev. M. Rodimer
          Honorary True Christian™
          Forum Member
          • May 2008
          • 13996

          #5
          Re: Hello brothers and sisters

          Originally posted by Zechariah Smyth View Post
          You make such a poignant post, but decide to adopt the sobriquet of Satan...what gives, boy? Your intended sincerity is negated by such a childish and ham-fisted attempt at shock (or humor).

          Yours in Christ,

          Z. Smyth
          I doubt we will hear much more from GlueSniffer.
          Bible boring? Nonsense!
          Try Bible in a Year with Brother V, or join Shirlee and the kids as they discuss Real Bible Stories!
          You can't be a Christian if you don't know God's Word!

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