It's funny. Not three days after joining this forum, I have become an Atheist.
Please, don't reply until you read everything, although I probably won't check back here.
One of my closest friends is an Atheist. I used to try and try to convert him, not a moment went by without me saying something biblical to him (whether it be subtle or abrupt), but he would either argue his point or ignore me.
However, without even trying, he has completely changed my way of thinking.
He was what you might call 'comic relief'. He would say things like 'I had my pelvis removed', upon asking him why, he would respond with 'so I could get it deep fried'. He also had what you might call a running gag, in that he would 'fire' people (he didn't have any authority to do so, he just liked being unpredictable), people whom he hardly had any interaction with.
One day, when I was trying to get him to explain the logic of his 'firing' (usually getting him to explain his insanity was funnier than the insanity itself), we had the following exchange.
Me: How can you fire these people if you haven't even hired them?
Him: Because they're under contract!
Me: But they're not under contract!
Him: Of course they're under contract, otherwise I wouldn't be able to fire them!
Me: But you can't fire them!
Him: Of course I can, they're under contract!
Me: But they're not under contract!
Him: Of course they are! Otherwise I wouldn't be able to fire them.
(We go onto a different topic for a minute, then a friend (catholic) shows up, and I explain our argument, and why I was clearly the only one making sense)
Him (Abruptly, considering that A: I hadn't mention scripture to him yet that day, and B: He had never tried to convert me to Atheism, he had only explained why he supported it at most): Christian logic.
Me: What?
Him: Replace the word fired with God, then replace contract with Bible. *pause* Actually... Replace fired with Bible, and contract with God... As well as all prepositions and junctionals.
I thought about it, and thought about it. What he said bugged me over the course of the next few hours. That's when I realised that A) The Bible says that God is real and
God created the Bible, BUT, what if the Bible was a lie, and God isn't real. Normally, when my other Atheist friends (actually, my other friend was my only 'real' Atheist friend, simply because he was funny) brought that to me, I would explain that God created the Bible, so that must mean that the Bible is absolutely right.
But now it seems that the biggest weak point of the Bible is that it could be a lie, but since God made it, it couldn't possibly be a lie. The biggest weak point of God, is that he might be fictional, but the Bible says he's real, thus he is real.
But this endless loop of the Bible covering God and God covering the Bible was the same as my friend's argument over his insanity. For a while, I didn't know what to believe. Since I had found this place recently, I hoped I could find something else that proves God's existance, or the Bible's position as the novel of truth... But I found naught, every argument I found here was similar to one I, or someone close to me, had previously used, while the Atheist arguments were very close to those of my aquaintances... And then some!
I'm still very saddened by the prospect that I have waisted most of my youth NOT doing things simply because I would spend my days in an afterlife of even greater temptation.
I haven't told anyone offline of my recent faith issues.
If you have any REALLY convincing proof, I'd like to hear it. I'll then try using that against my friend, and see what it can do.
tl;dr: My faith has been damaged, try to fix it.
Please, don't reply until you read everything, although I probably won't check back here.
One of my closest friends is an Atheist. I used to try and try to convert him, not a moment went by without me saying something biblical to him (whether it be subtle or abrupt), but he would either argue his point or ignore me.
However, without even trying, he has completely changed my way of thinking.
He was what you might call 'comic relief'. He would say things like 'I had my pelvis removed', upon asking him why, he would respond with 'so I could get it deep fried'. He also had what you might call a running gag, in that he would 'fire' people (he didn't have any authority to do so, he just liked being unpredictable), people whom he hardly had any interaction with.
One day, when I was trying to get him to explain the logic of his 'firing' (usually getting him to explain his insanity was funnier than the insanity itself), we had the following exchange.
Me: How can you fire these people if you haven't even hired them?
Him: Because they're under contract!
Me: But they're not under contract!
Him: Of course they're under contract, otherwise I wouldn't be able to fire them!
Me: But you can't fire them!
Him: Of course I can, they're under contract!
Me: But they're not under contract!
Him: Of course they are! Otherwise I wouldn't be able to fire them.
(We go onto a different topic for a minute, then a friend (catholic) shows up, and I explain our argument, and why I was clearly the only one making sense)
Him (Abruptly, considering that A: I hadn't mention scripture to him yet that day, and B: He had never tried to convert me to Atheism, he had only explained why he supported it at most): Christian logic.
Me: What?
Him: Replace the word fired with God, then replace contract with Bible. *pause* Actually... Replace fired with Bible, and contract with God... As well as all prepositions and junctionals.
I thought about it, and thought about it. What he said bugged me over the course of the next few hours. That's when I realised that A) The Bible says that God is real and
God created the Bible, BUT, what if the Bible was a lie, and God isn't real. Normally, when my other Atheist friends (actually, my other friend was my only 'real' Atheist friend, simply because he was funny) brought that to me, I would explain that God created the Bible, so that must mean that the Bible is absolutely right.But now it seems that the biggest weak point of the Bible is that it could be a lie, but since God made it, it couldn't possibly be a lie. The biggest weak point of God, is that he might be fictional, but the Bible says he's real, thus he is real.
But this endless loop of the Bible covering God and God covering the Bible was the same as my friend's argument over his insanity. For a while, I didn't know what to believe. Since I had found this place recently, I hoped I could find something else that proves God's existance, or the Bible's position as the novel of truth... But I found naught, every argument I found here was similar to one I, or someone close to me, had previously used, while the Atheist arguments were very close to those of my aquaintances... And then some!
I'm still very saddened by the prospect that I have waisted most of my youth NOT doing things simply because I would spend my days in an afterlife of even greater temptation.
I haven't told anyone offline of my recent faith issues.
If you have any REALLY convincing proof, I'd like to hear it. I'll then try using that against my friend, and see what it can do.
tl;dr: My faith has been damaged, try to fix it.


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