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It was a sunny day. I was 6 years old and not saved. I met with some friends so we can go together into the public swimming center. Some girls were with us and it was an innocent playing in the water. Later on after we went out of the public swimming center, Sabine decided to play some doctor games. All of us liked the idea and we jumped and laughted and went to the near woods. We found a nice place with green grass and the bumblebees did their work like little nazis planning a new war. Sabine looked in our eyes and she said:" Ok lets start!! Who is the patient and whos the doctor??"
Everyone was looking at each other, then Sabine made a decision:" Titus your our patient and we are all your doctors!"
I was a bit curious about what will happen. 6 people are my doctors, and i am the weak patient, without the power to do anything. I knew that in the next minutes i will be a slave without an own mind. For the first and the last time in my live, i was a negro.
"Go on Titus, lie down on the grass so we can cure you!" Sabine said and she had a smile on her face. But not the smile of an innocent child, it was the smile of satan, the smile of hunger, the smile of perversity.
I did how i was told and my friends were so huge from my perspective from down there. Sabine started to touch my body first. "Titus you have pain there?" she pressed on my knees. "No... ahm yes i think there is pain.." i said. Sabine was very tall for her age, she had blonde hair and green eyes.
She was strong for her age and because of that she was the leader of our small groub. "Ok, Marcell, Tobias, Annie and Frank, take off Titus clothes. I think he has lebra."
My friends bend down and started to take of my clothes. I felt uncomfortable, my breath was fast and i felt fear.
In my thoughts i started to scream for help. I did not want them to do that. No i don't want that. I want to be at home. Please mommy help me!!
But i was a slave. I couldn't do anything against Sabine. She was strong, she was the leader. She started to press her hands on my private parts.
"I need to give air to your thing.." she said. Over and over she pressed with her hands on it. I was already half naked because my other friends did a fast job and took of my clothes.
"NOOOOOOO!!" I started to scream! The echo of it went threw the woods. In a moment of great strengh i went up, pushed Sabine away from me. She fell down and her head struck against a stone.
I started crying, my friends were shocked. They looked at me and then at sabine. She was lying on the ground, her eyes closed, not a single move.
"I DON'T WANT THAT" i screamed to my friends. I ran off as fast as i could. Away from those people tried to do things with me. Things that scared me!
I was running threw my village, tears running down my face. I decided to hide in the near church. I opened the door and entered the church.
The church wasn't that big. A bit dark and the candles burned in one corner of the church. Jesus was at the wall, he watched down on me.
Sometimes i had the feeling, that His eyes changed from day to day. Sometimes i thought that His eyes are moving.
In a moment of peace, while i was standing in front of Jesus, the church organ started to play its music. The tones of the organ filled the church with its warm and vibrating sound. But it was strange, at this time someone is playing the organ?
I sneaked up the stairs, and i saw an old ma sitting in front of the church organ, his eyes are closed and his fingers were dancing on the keys.
Step by step i approached him until i was standing next to him.
A cheescake was standing on a table on his left side. A dark and fat raisins was stuck in it.
"Your friends are demons, young men". Suddenly the music was over, i starred at the old man." What did you said, Mr?"
He looked into my eyes and then he said:" You saw the shining in Sabines eyes? What did you felt when you saw it?"
"I don't know, I felt that it was wrong!" i said.
"Indeed it is, Titus!" he put his hands into his pocket, and pulled out a Bible. " Do you know what this is, Titus?" he smilled. " Yes Mr, this is a Bible!" I said. " Your right! Titus, you should read this everyday. And if you do this with all your heart, you will understand what happend today in the woods!"
He lay the Bible in my hands. A warm feeling went threw my body.
I smiled at the old man, and then i looked over to Jesus at the Wall.
He was smiling too.
Everyone was looking at each other, then Sabine made a decision:" Titus your our patient and we are all your doctors!"
I was a bit curious about what will happen. 6 people are my doctors, and i am the weak patient, without the power to do anything. I knew that in the next minutes i will be a slave without an own mind. For the first and the last time in my live, i was a negro.
"Go on Titus, lie down on the grass so we can cure you!" Sabine said and she had a smile on her face. But not the smile of an innocent child, it was the smile of satan, the smile of hunger, the smile of perversity.
I did how i was told and my friends were so huge from my perspective from down there. Sabine started to touch my body first. "Titus you have pain there?" she pressed on my knees. "No... ahm yes i think there is pain.." i said. Sabine was very tall for her age, she had blonde hair and green eyes.
She was strong for her age and because of that she was the leader of our small groub. "Ok, Marcell, Tobias, Annie and Frank, take off Titus clothes. I think he has lebra."
My friends bend down and started to take of my clothes. I felt uncomfortable, my breath was fast and i felt fear.
In my thoughts i started to scream for help. I did not want them to do that. No i don't want that. I want to be at home. Please mommy help me!!
But i was a slave. I couldn't do anything against Sabine. She was strong, she was the leader. She started to press her hands on my private parts.
"I need to give air to your thing.." she said. Over and over she pressed with her hands on it. I was already half naked because my other friends did a fast job and took of my clothes.
"NOOOOOOO!!" I started to scream! The echo of it went threw the woods. In a moment of great strengh i went up, pushed Sabine away from me. She fell down and her head struck against a stone.
I started crying, my friends were shocked. They looked at me and then at sabine. She was lying on the ground, her eyes closed, not a single move.
"I DON'T WANT THAT" i screamed to my friends. I ran off as fast as i could. Away from those people tried to do things with me. Things that scared me!
I was running threw my village, tears running down my face. I decided to hide in the near church. I opened the door and entered the church.
The church wasn't that big. A bit dark and the candles burned in one corner of the church. Jesus was at the wall, he watched down on me.
Sometimes i had the feeling, that His eyes changed from day to day. Sometimes i thought that His eyes are moving.
In a moment of peace, while i was standing in front of Jesus, the church organ started to play its music. The tones of the organ filled the church with its warm and vibrating sound. But it was strange, at this time someone is playing the organ?
I sneaked up the stairs, and i saw an old ma sitting in front of the church organ, his eyes are closed and his fingers were dancing on the keys.
Step by step i approached him until i was standing next to him.
A cheescake was standing on a table on his left side. A dark and fat raisins was stuck in it.
"Your friends are demons, young men". Suddenly the music was over, i starred at the old man." What did you said, Mr?"
He looked into my eyes and then he said:" You saw the shining in Sabines eyes? What did you felt when you saw it?"
"I don't know, I felt that it was wrong!" i said.
"Indeed it is, Titus!" he put his hands into his pocket, and pulled out a Bible. " Do you know what this is, Titus?" he smilled. " Yes Mr, this is a Bible!" I said. " Your right! Titus, you should read this everyday. And if you do this with all your heart, you will understand what happend today in the woods!"
He lay the Bible in my hands. A warm feeling went threw my body.
I smiled at the old man, and then i looked over to Jesus at the Wall.
He was smiling too.
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