I am a 41 year old woman who used to like to watch beastiality porn. This was my dark secret. My husband found my porn video I had hidden behind the tool box in the garage after the birth of our son three years ago. I told him the video was from my young adult curiosity and It was bought online back in 2001. I only watched it twice, then hid it out of shame forgetting I still had it.
I've repented over and over all the while never reoffending. The video was destroyed by our pastor but then a week later we were banned from the church.
How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world.
I want to be a good woman of God and raise my boys to be Christian soldiers. My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?
I've repented over and over all the while never reoffending. The video was destroyed by our pastor but then a week later we were banned from the church.
How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world.
I want to be a good woman of God and raise my boys to be Christian soldiers. My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?






What sort of a Church is that?
Did you see her destroy it, or did she just say she destroyed it? I think she did you a favor by banning you.

as inspired by Deuteronomy 8:3.
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