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  • Squeal1974
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    • May 2015
    • 11

    #1

    Hello

    I am a 41 year old woman who used to like to watch beastiality porn. This was my dark secret. My husband found my porn video I had hidden behind the tool box in the garage after the birth of our son three years ago. I told him the video was from my young adult curiosity and It was bought online back in 2001. I only watched it twice, then hid it out of shame forgetting I still had it.

    I've repented over and over all the while never reoffending. The video was destroyed by our pastor but then a week later we were banned from the church.

    How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world.

    I want to be a good woman of God and raise my boys to be Christian soldiers. My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?
  • Brother Harold Porter
    Landover Senior Outreach
    Touching Men, Women and Children with the Good News!
    True Christian™
    • Jun 2010
    • 8236

    #2
    Re: Hello

    Well, young lady, you have disobeyed God.

    Leviticus 18:23 "Neither shalt thou lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion."

    More importantly, you have confused Him.

    Have you asked Jesus to remove the filthy desire to be inseminated by cattle? To fellate elephants?

    It's all about what is in your heart. Will you let Him save you from your reprehensible wickedness and proclivity for raping animals?

    In Christ
    Matthew 19:14 "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven."

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    • Pastor Ezekiel
      Putting the "stud" back in Bible Study
       
      • Sep 2006
      • 78556

      #3
      Re: Hello

      Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
      I am a 41 year old woman who used to like to watch beastiality porn. This was my dark secret. My husband found my porn video I had hidden behind the tool box in the garage after the birth of our son three years ago. I told him the video was from my young adult curiosity and It was bought online back in 2001. I only watched it twice, then hid it out of shame forgetting I still had it.

      I've repented over and over all the while never reoffending. The video was destroyed by our pastor but then a week later we were banned from the church.

      How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world.

      I want to be a good woman of God and raise my boys to be Christian soldiers. My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?
      Well that's about the most disgusting thing I've ever heard. What kinds of critters were you fornicating with?

      Please tell us more about yourself. What church did you get shunned out of? How many future soldiers for Christ have you given to your husband? And what got you started on the animal porno?

      If you'd like to find out more about Landover Baptist Church, please read THIS thread created especially for new posters.

      If you have a question, use the "search" function before posting it. Most likely it is being discussed somewhere on this Godly forum. Please don't waste God's precious bandwidth.

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      Here is a partial list from just a few scripture verses:

      Hypocrites (Matthew 24:51), The Unforgiving (Mark 11:26), Homosexuals (Romans 1:26, 27), Fornicators (Romans 1:29), The Wicked (Romans 1:29), The Covetous (Romans 1:29), The Malicious (Romans 1:29), The Envious (Romans 1:29), Murderers (Romans 1:29), The Deceitful (Romans 1:29), Backbiters (Romans 1:30), Haters of God (Romans 1:30), The Despiteful (Romans 1:30), The Proud (Romans 1:30), Boasters (Romans 1:30), Inventors of evil (Romans 1:30), Disobedient to parents (Romans 1:30), Covenant breakers (Romans 1:31), The Unmerciful (Romans 1:31), The Implacable (Romans 1:31), The Unrighteous (1Corinthians 6:9), Idolaters (1Corinthians 6:9), Adulterers (1Corinthians 6:9), The Effeminate (1Corinthians 6:9), Thieves (1Corinthians 6:10), Drunkards (1Corinthians 6:10), Reviler (1Corinthians 6:10), Extortioners (1Corinthians 6:10), The Fearful (Revelation 21:8), The Unbelieving (Revelation 21:8), The Abominable (Revelation 21:8), Whoremongers (Revelation 21:8), Sorcerers (Revelation 21:8), All Liars (Revelation 21:8)

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      • Elmer G. White
        Distinguished Professor of Prayer Healing and Creation Zoology (Baraminology)
        Victim of atheist scientific persecution
         
        • Apr 2014
        • 10279

        #4
        Re: Hello

        Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
        ... after the birth of our son three years ago. I told him the video was from my young adult curiosity and It was bought online back in 2001. I only watched it twice, then hid it out of shame forgetting I still had it... How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world... My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?
        Dear Mrs. Squeal,

        As you have noticed, your situation is almost desperate. You have committed the sin of bestiality. I can only hope that at least the beast that fornicated with you has been put to death (Leviticus 20:15). That said, our Jealous God is magnificent in His wrath but He is also forgiving. In my opinion, He is often too forgiving (Jonah 4:2). However, I am not a man to question the thought patterns of Sweet Jesus so I'm obliged to tell you about the potential of Mercy, Redemption and ultimately salvation.



        The sin you committed is heinous but it is not unforgivable. There is only one unforgivable sin.

        Matthew 12:32
        And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the [world] to come.

        Thus, you need to repent, follow all the commandments of Jesus, give childbirth (1 Timothy 2:15), and maybe, just maybe, Jesus will reach out and accept your penintence. The chance is there and it it the glorious one of being taken into Heaven to worship Jesus for Eternity.

        Glory!




        Yours in Christ,

        Elmer
        2 Kings 18:25 - Am I now come up without the LORD against this place to destroy it? The LORD said to me, Go up against this land, and destroy it.



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        • Faith_Machine
          Dyed-in-the-wool True Christian™
          True Christian™
          • Mar 2011
          • 10050

          #5
          Re: Hello

          Dear Squeal,

          I'm pretty sure you are going to Hell, but you should beg God to forgive you anyway. Who knows, maybe you'll catch Him on a good day.

          I think you're lying about only watching that video twice, though. Only confessing half-way is like not confessing at all.
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          • Alvin Moss
            Serving Jesus
            True Christian™
            • Aug 2013
            • 4468

            #6
            Re: Hello

            Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
            I am a 41 year old woman who used to like to watch beastiality porn. This was my dark secret. My husband found my porn video I had hidden behind the tool box in the garage after the birth of our son three years ago. I told him the video was from my young adult curiosity and It was bought online back in 2001. I only watched it twice, then hid it out of shame forgetting I still had it.

            I've repented over and over all the while never reoffending. The video was destroyed by our pastor but then a week later we were banned from the church.

            How do I get back into Gods good graces and our churches? We don't want our boys growing up heathens in this ungodly world.

            I want to be a good woman of God and raise my boys to be Christian soldiers. My husband says I'll never be forgiven and I'll burn in hell, is he right?

            That is your dark secret and this is the dark truth: You never destroyed your filthy pornography. You never truly repented your sin. You never came to Jesus. All is a sham and you are bound for Hell! Your Pastor knew what was afoot. You are damned by your own foul confession.

            Best ye get right with Jesus. It's that or Hell. Don't go there; it's too hot.
            God judgeth the righteous, And God is angry with the wicked every day- Psalm 7:11

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            • Squeal1974
              Forum Member
              Forum Member
              • May 2015
              • 11

              #7
              Re: Hello

              Originally posted by Pastor Ezekiel View Post
              Well that's about the most disgusting thing I've ever heard. What kinds of critters were you fornicating with?

              Please tell us more about yourself. What church did you get shunned out of? How many future soldiers for Christ have you given to your husband? And what got you started on the animal porno?

              If you'd like to find out more about Landover Baptist Church, please read THIS thread created especially for new posters.

              If you have a question, use the "search" function before posting it. Most likely it is being discussed somewhere on this Godly forum. Please don't waste God's precious bandwidth.



              You will keep a respectful tongue in your head whenever addressing your betters, which includes all True Christians™. Failure to do so, or any attempt at inciting debate or mockery of God's Divine Plan, can and will result in the suspension of your posting privileges.

              Your rights on this forum are listed HERE. If you feel that any of these rights have been violated, please don't hesitate to contact a Pastor at once.
              I have NEVER EVER had relations with any animal. I watched a video out of curiosity two times. So I have NOT committed the sin beastiality. I was ashamed about watching such video and hid it hoping to throw it out unnoticed. I forgot about it and it was found by my husband who by the way is the man who took my virginity on our wedding night.

              I have repented and asked for forgiveness and our ex pastor Eula Jennings destroyed the video. We did some sessions at church with her and her husband after this but we're still banned from Holy Church of Zion.

              My husband blames me. We have two boys and a girl on the way ( I had an ultrasound this morning ). We need a church to raise our children in. I want my husband to love me like he used to.

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              • Squeal1974
                Forum Member
                Forum Member
                • May 2015
                • 11

                #8
                Re: Hello

                Originally posted by Elmer G. White View Post
                Dear Mrs. Squeal,

                As you have noticed, your situation is almost desperate. You have committed the sin of bestiality. I can only hope that at least the beast that fornicated with you has been put to death (Leviticus 20:15). That said, our Jealous God is magnificent in His wrath but He is also forgiving. In my opinion, He is often too forgiving (Jonah 4:2). However, I am not a man to question the thought patterns of Sweet Jesus so I'm obliged to tell you about the potential of Mercy, Redemption and ultimately salvation.



                The sin you committed is heinous but it is not unforgivable. There is only one unforgivable sin.

                Matthew 12:32
                And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the [world] to come.

                Thus, you need to repent, follow all the commandments of Jesus, give childbirth (1 Timothy 2:15), and maybe, just maybe, Jesus will reach out and accept your penintence. The chance is there and it it the glorious one of being taken into Heaven to worship Jesus for Eternity.

                Glory!




                Yours in Christ,

                Elmer
                Thank you
                And no animal needed to be put to death. I never did anything with any animal. I only watched a video. I lay in bed with my husband only.

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                • Squeal1974
                  Forum Member
                  Forum Member
                  • May 2015
                  • 11

                  #9
                  Re: Hello

                  Originally posted by Brother Harold Porter View Post
                  Well, young lady, you have disobeyed God.

                  Leviticus 18:23 "Neither shalt thou lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion."

                  More importantly, you have confused Him.

                  Have you asked Jesus to remove the filthy desire to be inseminated by cattle? To fellate elephants?

                  It's all about what is in your heart. Will you let Him save you from your reprehensible wickedness and proclivity for raping animals?

                  In Christ
                  I hav never touched an animal..EVER! I watched a video..that's it. I was curious...that's it. I can't be guilty of raping anything.

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                  • Mary Etheldreda
                    Gushing for Jesus
                     
                    • Sep 2011
                    • 23775

                    #10
                    Re: Hello

                    Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
                    I hav never touched an animal..EVER! I watched a video..that's it. I was curious...that's it. I can't be guilty of raping anything.
                    Not according to Jesus, dear (Matthew 5:27-28). And it is to Jesus to whom you must appeal (2 Corinthians 5:10).
                    Hello, my name is Mary. I hope to fellowship with you! That is, unless you don't listen to church authority (Deuteronomy 17:12); are a witch (Exodus 22:17); are a homosexual (Leviticus 20:13; Romans 1:24-32); or fortuneteller (Leviticus 20:27) or a snotty kid who hits their dad (Exodus 21:15); or curses their parents (Proverbs 20:20; Leviticus 20:9); an adulterer (Leviticus 20:10); a non-Christian (Exodus 22:19; Deuteronomy 13:7-12; Deuteronomy 17:2-5;Romans 1:24-32); an atheist (2 Chronicles 15:12-13); or false prophet (Zechariah 13:3); from the town of one who worships another, false god (Deuteronomy 13:13-19); were a non-virgin bride (Deuteronomy 22:20-21); or blasphemer (Leviticus 24:10-16), as God calls for your execution and will no doubt send you to Hell, and I have no interest developing a friendship with the Spiritually Walking Dead.

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                    • Jim Farmer
                      True Christian™
                      True Christian™
                      • Sep 2014
                      • 2293

                      #11
                      Re: Hello

                      Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
                      I have NEVER EVER had relations with .........
                      That sounds very like what an ex Demoncrat president told us, and we know that wasn't true.
                      I have repented and asked for forgiveness and our ex pastor Eula Jennings destroyed the video. We did some sessions at church with her and her husband after this but we're still banned from Holy Church of Zion.
                      A female pastor? What sort of a Church is that? Did you see her destroy it, or did she just say she destroyed it? I think she did you a favor by banning you.

                      Now the good news is that you can repent and be forgiven by God. The pastors may need a few one-on-one sessions with you to ensure that you fully and genuinely repent.
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                      • Midge Murphy
                        Forum Member, Repenting an inch at a time
                        Forum Member
                        • May 2011
                        • 134

                        #12
                        Re: Hello

                        Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
                        I hav never touched an animal..EVER! I watched a video..that's it. I was curious...that's it. I can't be guilty of raping anything.
                        In Matthew 5:28, we learn that a man commits adultery just by LOOKING at another woman. To Jesus, thinking about having sex with an animal and having sex with an animal are the same thing.

                        If you truly only had sex with your husband, then answer us this question: Did you EVER get down on all fours and let your husband penetrate you from behind? This position, called "doggy style," is a severe sin and you did it because of those videos. That's how ANIMALS do it!!

                        In light of the foregoing, I do not think you are nearly as innocent and blameless and you seem to want to think.
                        Paying for the sins of my hateful parents since pre-birth. Jeremiah 32:18. Now cooking for Jesus as inspired by Deuteronomy 8:3.

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                        • Eternal Flame
                          Forum Member
                          Forum Member
                          • Nov 2011
                          • 68

                          #13
                          Re: Hello

                          Originally posted by Squeal1974 View Post
                          Thank you
                          And no animal needed to be put to death. I never did anything with any animal. I only watched a video. I lay in bed with my husband only.
                          Woman, how can you defile your husband by laying with him after becoming an animal yourself?

                          Proverbs 23:7
                          For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee.
                          You are yourself an animal and for every time you you laid with your husband you made him lay with an animal against his will. You're definitely going to hell, why would you bring your husband down with you? Is it spite? Does he not put his hand on you enough to create the kind of love that wouldn't do this?
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                          Deuteronomy 31:6
                          Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.

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                          • James Hutchins
                            True Christian™
                            Just a Regular Nice Guy
                             
                            • Jun 2009
                            • 29453

                            #14
                            Re: Hello

                            'Bestiality' porn? I'd never heard of it. So to be fair, I located it and studied it. I watch many videos over and over to provide a fair and unbiased viewpoint.
                            You are a sick and disturbed person.
                            No person should be involved with the unclean lest they become tainted with that foulness for life.
                            Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.
                            Amos 3:6 Shall a trumpet be blown in the city, and the people not be afraid? shall there be evil in a city, and the LORD hath not done it?
                            Numbers 21:6 And the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people; and much people of Israel died.
                            Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
                            Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
                            Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

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                            • Basilissa
                              South of the Border outreach program
                              True Christian™
                               
                              • Mar 2013
                              • 12993

                              #15
                              Re: Hello

                              Originally posted by James Hutchins View Post
                              'Bestiality' porn? I'd never heard of it. So to be fair, I located it and studied it. I watch many videos over and over to provide a fair and unbiased viewpoint.
                              You are a sick and disturbed person.
                              No person should be involved with the unclean lest they become tainted with that foulness for life.
                              Agreed.

                              Below I'm copying a terrifying example of bestiality, specifically animal-on-plant sex. It's terrible. It's abhorrent. It's utterly disgusting. I'm practically out of words to describe how bad it is.

                              Scroll down at your own responsibility.

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