Good Morning everyone from the UK, hope that you are well.
I've come to this forum looking for advice that will help me find the love and acceptance in myself that will keep away the hatred I am feeling from me fellow man.
I moved to europe from South America in my youth as part of a sports scholarship at a time when I felt no presence from God, already I was confused I could not seem to follow one single path, either sports of acting. Seems stupid doesn't it, but you wouldn't believe how easy it is to mix up the two when you don't know your true calling!
I have now settled in the UK and I am making a good material living but cannot help but feel that my life is increasingly empty. Sometimes in my work there have been misunderstanding that I believe are purely cutural but in the UK these have been vastly misinterpretted. I have been openly accused of racism, something that while I do have my misgivings about some of the races and their appropriate standings in our society has been upsettingly aggressive.
I have become much more insular and within myself, but that in itself has allowed me more time to think and I have found myself visiting a church that has reminded me of the one my parents took me to before I left the country. I can feel the faith I lost in my younger days (I think this loss of faith may have contributed to me leaving my family in the first place) coming back to me, but I still feel empty and alone.
I am hopeful that you people can help me find the peace and solace I need to move on in my life.
I've come to this forum looking for advice that will help me find the love and acceptance in myself that will keep away the hatred I am feeling from me fellow man.
I moved to europe from South America in my youth as part of a sports scholarship at a time when I felt no presence from God, already I was confused I could not seem to follow one single path, either sports of acting. Seems stupid doesn't it, but you wouldn't believe how easy it is to mix up the two when you don't know your true calling!
I have now settled in the UK and I am making a good material living but cannot help but feel that my life is increasingly empty. Sometimes in my work there have been misunderstanding that I believe are purely cutural but in the UK these have been vastly misinterpretted. I have been openly accused of racism, something that while I do have my misgivings about some of the races and their appropriate standings in our society has been upsettingly aggressive.
I have become much more insular and within myself, but that in itself has allowed me more time to think and I have found myself visiting a church that has reminded me of the one my parents took me to before I left the country. I can feel the faith I lost in my younger days (I think this loss of faith may have contributed to me leaving my family in the first place) coming back to me, but I still feel empty and alone.
I am hopeful that you people can help me find the peace and solace I need to move on in my life.


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