Hello Landover community!
Firstly, I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Radoclaw (Raad-os-waif, but you can call me Russell if you like), and I come from a heavily Catholic, Polish family. I'm 18 years old, and not sure about a few things.
I read the terms and conditions, and read how it says non-saved individuals aren't welcome. I hope you make an exception, because I wish to be saved at this point.
Now, to how I arrived here. A few years ago, right have I had turned 13, I found my father dead in his room. Thinking to myself, "What a nice birthday present from God," I soon began to lose faith and started to doubt all the things I had been taught about God and religion during my youth. I didn't do anything too morally wrong or dubious during my... 'unfaithful' time during it's beginning.. But now, a few years later and finally an adult, I think it may be time for me to convert back. I admit, I once did something that made me feel terrible, and wish to repent. I want to feel the love of God again, but something in me just thinks 'no.' I would like some help here, if that's alright with everyone.
Whenever I try to research reasons for God, I seem to just find arguments between irrational people, on both sides. I really want to find some good reasons to believe, but there's a part of me that always wants to argue, atleast to the point where I'm satisfied. Now, I know there are probably a million posts about reasons for believing, but the internet and reading posts by people I don't know have done me no good. I feel alone when it comes to this, and I'd like to interact with people to help me through this.
Can you guys (and gals) give your strongest reasons, in your opinions, for believing? I'll try not to argue and be disrespectful, as I wouldn't want people to disagree with me, but I might debate just a little until the point where I'm convinced, if that's alright with all of you.
If you all can help me, I would love the help. Hopefully, soon we can all believe the same
Firstly, I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Radoclaw (Raad-os-waif, but you can call me Russell if you like), and I come from a heavily Catholic, Polish family. I'm 18 years old, and not sure about a few things.
I read the terms and conditions, and read how it says non-saved individuals aren't welcome. I hope you make an exception, because I wish to be saved at this point.
Now, to how I arrived here. A few years ago, right have I had turned 13, I found my father dead in his room. Thinking to myself, "What a nice birthday present from God," I soon began to lose faith and started to doubt all the things I had been taught about God and religion during my youth. I didn't do anything too morally wrong or dubious during my... 'unfaithful' time during it's beginning.. But now, a few years later and finally an adult, I think it may be time for me to convert back. I admit, I once did something that made me feel terrible, and wish to repent. I want to feel the love of God again, but something in me just thinks 'no.' I would like some help here, if that's alright with everyone.
Whenever I try to research reasons for God, I seem to just find arguments between irrational people, on both sides. I really want to find some good reasons to believe, but there's a part of me that always wants to argue, atleast to the point where I'm satisfied. Now, I know there are probably a million posts about reasons for believing, but the internet and reading posts by people I don't know have done me no good. I feel alone when it comes to this, and I'd like to interact with people to help me through this.
Can you guys (and gals) give your strongest reasons, in your opinions, for believing? I'll try not to argue and be disrespectful, as I wouldn't want people to disagree with me, but I might debate just a little until the point where I'm convinced, if that's alright with all of you.
If you all can help me, I would love the help. Hopefully, soon we can all believe the same



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