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Friends, I have made a decision which I would like to share with you.
For the last 10 or so years I have been wandering in the dark and although Jesus was by my side I refused to take his hand, I went from one problem to another and ever so slowly me faith began to waiver until I thought that I could not have Jesus in my life again, well guess what, he is here standing beside me.
I cannot remember the last time that I have felt this peacful and content with myself.
One of the sins that I had was the fact that I was working on the rest day but I have now made amends to that, I have contacted my company and told them that due to conflict with my faith I could no longer work on that day, needless to say they were not happy but they will just have to get used to it, after all Jesus sacrificed much more for us than simply a days employment.
My spouse has never understood what it is like to have Jesus by your side and she does not understand why I am acting like this. (Whatever that means), now that my eyes have once again been opened I have seen that for the past 10 years she has had the same say in matters that I have, this is my fault as I allowed her to have an opinion in matters that did not concern her and I am ashamed to say that I have let her opinions sometimes cloud my judgments
well no more, tonight it will be a time for my marriage to either be stronger than it ever has or it is time for her to move out, but she will be disciplined one way or the other. I can actually feel the rage build up in me as I type this, Is this normal. ?
Ok friends I will let you know how I get on.
P.S, I have started to read the KJV and can say that it is like a shining star on my dark days.
For the last 10 or so years I have been wandering in the dark and although Jesus was by my side I refused to take his hand, I went from one problem to another and ever so slowly me faith began to waiver until I thought that I could not have Jesus in my life again, well guess what, he is here standing beside me.
I cannot remember the last time that I have felt this peacful and content with myself.One of the sins that I had was the fact that I was working on the rest day but I have now made amends to that, I have contacted my company and told them that due to conflict with my faith I could no longer work on that day, needless to say they were not happy but they will just have to get used to it, after all Jesus sacrificed much more for us than simply a days employment.
My spouse has never understood what it is like to have Jesus by your side and she does not understand why I am acting like this. (Whatever that means), now that my eyes have once again been opened I have seen that for the past 10 years she has had the same say in matters that I have, this is my fault as I allowed her to have an opinion in matters that did not concern her and I am ashamed to say that I have let her opinions sometimes cloud my judgments
well no more, tonight it will be a time for my marriage to either be stronger than it ever has or it is time for her to move out, but she will be disciplined one way or the other. I can actually feel the rage build up in me as I type this, Is this normal. ? Ok friends I will let you know how I get on.
P.S, I have started to read the KJV and can say that it is like a shining star on my dark days.
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