My Name is Amber

[Amberlilithway]

Hi, My name is Amber, I most commonly go by Lilith. Everyone here thinks I am unsaved trash.

I am 18, I am in university, I live on my own with my fiance, I have three tattoos and counting, I have 4 piercings, I am a photographer, actress, heavy metal singer, and dancer. I have lost three of my children, I have struggled with drug addiction and abuse. I have been diagnosed with ADD, Severe Depression, Severe anxiety and Borderline Schizophrenia. I do not take any medication for it. What i would like to know is what classifies me to be unsaved trash. I believe that my soul will go somewhere, whether that is Hell, Purgatory, or Heaven or it will stay on this earth.

There now you know something about me and why I am the way I am.

[Zechariah Smyth]

Re: My Name is Amber

Hi, My name is Amber, I most commonly go by Lilith. Everyone here thinks I am unsaved trash.

I am 18, I am in university, I live on my own with my fiance, I have three tattoos and counting, I have 4 piercings, I am a photographer, actress, heavy metal singer, and dancer. I have lost three of my children, I have struggled with drug addiction and abuse. I have been diagnosed with ADD, Severe Depression, Severe anxiety and Borderline Schizophrenia. I do not take any medication for it. What i would like to know is what classifies me to be unsaved trash. I believe that my soul will go somewhere, whether that is Hell, Purgatory, or Heaven or it will stay on this earth.

There now you know something about me and why I am the way I am.

Why did you abort three of your children? Do you really hate Jesus that much?



YiC,

Zech

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: My Name is Amber

How shocking!

So what made you burn with desire to kneel for Jesus and receiveHis love within you ?

[Mary Etheldreda]

Re: My Name is Amber

There now you know something about me and why I am the way I am.

Why don't you accept Christ into your heart and be healed?

[Amberlilithway]

Re: My Name is Amber

Why did you abort three of your children? Do you really hate Jesus that much?



YiC,

Zech

I never aborted my children. The first was 5 months along and its father beat me and threw me down stairs. the child was still born. The other two have been miscarriages

[Pim Pendergast]

Re: My Name is Amber

How can you live with the uncertainty over where your soul will go when you die? Wouldn't it just be easier to accept what God says in the Bible, that people like you will burn in hell?

[Zechariah Smyth]

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I never aborted my children. The first was 5 months along and its father beat me and threw me down stairs. the child was still born. The other two have been miscarriages

You say po-tay-toe, etc.

You obviously misbehaved if the father of your child had to discipline you.

The other two "miscarriages" seem mighty suspicious.

[Amberlilithway]

Re: My Name is Amber

You say po-tay-toe, etc.

You obviously misbehaved if the father of your child had to discipline you.

The other two "miscarriages" seem mighty suspicious.

I love my children even though I never got to fully meet them. The father of the first was a bi polar man, who was upset with the fact i was pregnant because he had no job and could not sustain a family. None of these pregnancies were planned. Faulty medication. If I was pregnant right now I would be doing everything in my power to have the healthiest baby possible.

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: My Name is Amber

I never aborted my children. The first was 5 months along and its father beat me and threw me down stairs. the child was still born. The other two have been miscarriages

Oh my! You really have been unfortunate. You couldn't make it up!

We're there any massive sinners in your family tree? There's a a reason to why I ask

Exodus 34:7 Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children's children, unto the third and to the fourth generation.

You see, all this misfortune could be a punishment for something your great grandfather did. He must have really annoyed the Lord. I assume, of course, you know your paternal family. If you're a bastard then God really hates you. Also you're kind of messed up if your ancestors were bastards.

Deuteronomy 23:2 A bastard shall not enter into the congregation of the LORD; even to his tenth generation shall he not enter into the congregation of the LORD.

I hope God's word was helpful.

[Zechariah Smyth]

Re: My Name is Amber

I love my children even though I never got to fully meet them. The father of the first was a bi polar man, who was upset with the fact i was pregnant because he had no job and could not sustain a family. None of these pregnancies were planned. Faulty medication. If I was pregnant right now I would be doing everything in my power to have the healthiest baby possible.

What on earth do you mean the pregnancies weren't planned? That's just crazy talk. You marry a man, you provide babies for him, case closed. Jesus told you to make as many as you can, so you better listen to Him.

(Genesis 9:7) "And you, be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein."



YiC,

Zech

[Ierofreak]

Re: My Name is Amber

You say po-tay-toe, etc.

You obviously misbehaved if the father of your child had to discipline you.

The other two "miscarriages" seem mighty suspicious.

Wow omg....you're an ass no woman deserves to be abused!

[Redeemed Papist]

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Wow omg....you're an ass no woman deserves to be abused!

I assure you, while asses do occasionally talk (according to the scriptures) Brother Zech is not a beast of burden. (A little humour there)

Lighten up! You're letting your emotional state confuse you. Women often confuse their emotions with actual thoughts. God made you subject to your husband for a reason, you know.

[Amberlilithway]

Re: My Name is Amber

Oh my! You really have been unfortunate. You couldn't make it up!

We're there any massive sinners in your family tree? There's a a reason to why I ask

Exodus 34:7 Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children's children, unto the third and to the fourth generation.

You see, all this misfortune could be a punishment for something your great grandfather did. He must have really annoyed the Lord. I assume, of course, you know your paternal family. If you're a bastard then God really hates you. Also you're kind of messed up if your ancestors were bastards.

Deuteronomy 23:2 A bastard shall not enter into the congregation of the LORD; even to his tenth generation shall he not enter into the congregation of the LORD.

I hope God's word was helpful.

I know both my families. My great aunt was born in England at the time of the witch trials and her family was sent to North America because she was classified as a witch and would have died if she had not left. None of my family are bastards. I've done research all the way back to the 1700s on both my paternal and maternal sides

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: My Name is Amber

I know both my families. My great aunt was born in England at the time of the witch trials and her family was sent to North America because she was classified as a witch and would have died if she had not left. None of my family are bastards. I've done research all the way back to the 1700s on both my paternal and maternal sides

Wow! I guess a history of witchcraft would do it. Nice work.

So what are you going to do about heeding this warning from God?

[Amberlilithway]

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Also, my adopted mother is Christian and she has been there every step of the way through all three pregnancies. Each one she has sat with me and assured me that the loss of the child was for a reason and that it just wasnt the right time.

Her I will believe more then anyone.