Hello everyone.
First of all I want to apologize for my bad English in advance. English is not my first language, so I hope you can bear with me. I also want to apologize, because my post may get long, but this is important to me.
Im a 21-year old girl born and raised in Denmark, currently studying pharmacy. Im not really danish though, because both my parents are from the Middle East. They are both muslims, so are my entire family so I have been raised to love one God. I dont live with or near my parents anymore, because my studying requires that I live near my University which is hours away from where my parents live. Im not married by the way.
I read the Bible, The Old Testament, when I was 15 out of pure interest, but unfortunately I dont remember much. I have read the book belonging to the muslims too recently and the parts that makes my heart melt the most is the ones concerning Jesus, peace be upon him.
Right now the only thing I really know about myself is that I believe in God as the creater of everything, but Im so scared that I am not pleasing him like he wishes me to. Im scared that Im not looking at him through the right perspective.
I have read about judaism, hinduism, buddhism and of course Christianity. Islam I was kind of raised in to, so I didnt have to study it.
All of this have left me even more confused.
I dont have any idea how I came across this page, but I really wish to know more, but I dont want the wrong people to teach me.
In Denmark it is less and less acceptable to be religious. Religious people are actually ridiculed in this society, it makes me scared and it makes me feel alone.
Most danes are offically protestants, or maybe you call them lutherans in English, but they do not accept God, they see themselves as atheists. I dont think that your church is in Denmark, so I cant physically go there and learn like I want to.
Even though I wished to convert I would not have anyone with me. I will not be able to start a family, because it would be completely impossible to find a husband of this church here.
Im sorry for the length of this, but Im confused, and as I mentioned scared that God will punish me for not doing what he wants me to or believing in what he wants me to.
So basically Im here to learn. What I have understood so far sounds reasonable to me, I truly hope that Im near the ending of my search because this is very tiring for me.
I realized that there are many "trolls" here, so I just want to make clear that I am absolutely not one of them, and I couldnt dream of attacking you in any way, even though Im not really one of you.
I also have a question, which bible should I read?
First of all I want to apologize for my bad English in advance. English is not my first language, so I hope you can bear with me. I also want to apologize, because my post may get long, but this is important to me.
Im a 21-year old girl born and raised in Denmark, currently studying pharmacy. Im not really danish though, because both my parents are from the Middle East. They are both muslims, so are my entire family so I have been raised to love one God. I dont live with or near my parents anymore, because my studying requires that I live near my University which is hours away from where my parents live. Im not married by the way.
I read the Bible, The Old Testament, when I was 15 out of pure interest, but unfortunately I dont remember much. I have read the book belonging to the muslims too recently and the parts that makes my heart melt the most is the ones concerning Jesus, peace be upon him.
Right now the only thing I really know about myself is that I believe in God as the creater of everything, but Im so scared that I am not pleasing him like he wishes me to. Im scared that Im not looking at him through the right perspective.
I have read about judaism, hinduism, buddhism and of course Christianity. Islam I was kind of raised in to, so I didnt have to study it.
All of this have left me even more confused.
I dont have any idea how I came across this page, but I really wish to know more, but I dont want the wrong people to teach me.
In Denmark it is less and less acceptable to be religious. Religious people are actually ridiculed in this society, it makes me scared and it makes me feel alone.
Most danes are offically protestants, or maybe you call them lutherans in English, but they do not accept God, they see themselves as atheists. I dont think that your church is in Denmark, so I cant physically go there and learn like I want to.
Even though I wished to convert I would not have anyone with me. I will not be able to start a family, because it would be completely impossible to find a husband of this church here.
Im sorry for the length of this, but Im confused, and as I mentioned scared that God will punish me for not doing what he wants me to or believing in what he wants me to.
So basically Im here to learn. What I have understood so far sounds reasonable to me, I truly hope that Im near the ending of my search because this is very tiring for me.
I realized that there are many "trolls" here, so I just want to make clear that I am absolutely not one of them, and I couldnt dream of attacking you in any way, even though Im not really one of you.
I also have a question, which bible should I read?


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