I'll get it right. I'm returning to the Lord after backsliding. About 10 years ago I just accepted I was going to go to hell and was going to live it up here on earth. I got tired of feeling like I had lost my salvation by cussing or lusting. It just felt wrong to torture me for slipping up even though I tried so hard and meant well.
On Easter I went to church with my mom and at the end of the skit they actually said my name and that God loves me. I was relieved that there was still hope and God still wanted me as his child. I rededicated my life to the lord when I got home and I have been trying but I just feel so alone and that God is being distant and holding back on me to see if I'm serious.
My pastor said I need to be in the presence of fellow christians to help strengthen and encourage me. This is the third christian forum I've joined today and I'm reaching out to you for your prayers and support. I still struggle with taking the Bible literally but I'm choosing to believe regardless what my gut tells me.
With us being in the end times I feel I have a chance to make it to heaven as time is so short now. If I can just hang on to my faith for a few more years I should be gold in the end. Thank you for the Godly support and encouragement and prayers, I need all the christian support I can muster.
On Easter I went to church with my mom and at the end of the skit they actually said my name and that God loves me. I was relieved that there was still hope and God still wanted me as his child. I rededicated my life to the lord when I got home and I have been trying but I just feel so alone and that God is being distant and holding back on me to see if I'm serious.
My pastor said I need to be in the presence of fellow christians to help strengthen and encourage me. This is the third christian forum I've joined today and I'm reaching out to you for your prayers and support. I still struggle with taking the Bible literally but I'm choosing to believe regardless what my gut tells me.
With us being in the end times I feel I have a chance to make it to heaven as time is so short now. If I can just hang on to my faith for a few more years I should be gold in the end. Thank you for the Godly support and encouragement and prayers, I need all the christian support I can muster.




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