Ok hi! My name is Judas, I am female and I am still fighting my self over whether or not to be christian, maybe this site will help me decide 
I should say a few things about myself I guess.
I love Lady GaGa, she is my idol!
I'm gonna be a pop-star when I grow up.
I write poetry.
I'm Aquarius.
I'm the stereotypical emo, rebellious teenager who wears alot of black and listens to loud music, wears sunglasses at night and hates conformity.
I have been described as:
Marilyn Manson.
A diva.
A punk
That gothic chick
Edgy
And a total bitch with no respect for the authority.
I agree with all of those descriptions.
I currently wouldn't call myself christian or catholic or whatever, but i always seem to turn back to god, albeit for a short time, every now and then.
I'm looking for that reason to make myself either commit to god or flip him off and make out with mary (Jesus's mom or Magdalen, I don't care which.)
Like i said Before, I hope this place can help me decide.
I guess I'm the one your parents warned you about.
I thought I'd put a poem I wrote on here, it was gonna be my signature but it was too long.
I'm way out of line, I really piffle'ed it up this time.
I tried to play it cool, but now i play the fool.
I put on such an act, but now I should be smacked.
I just hope I can remind, all the souls I left behind.
That underneath it all, I'm a human, after all.
In the depths of my despair, in the hell fires burning glare.
I'd play the other side, if i could just rewind.
But I guess I gotta live, all the mistakes that i did.
And when we reach the end, I hope we meet as friends.
Cos hell, they know I tried, to make us unified.
And it just didn't work out, and i just wanted out.
But when we reach the end, i hope we meet as friends.
And though I don't deserve, your love I will have earned.

So, yeah, maybe one of you guys will actually try and show my why you have faith in god. I hope so.

I should say a few things about myself I guess.
I love Lady GaGa, she is my idol!
I'm gonna be a pop-star when I grow up.
I write poetry.
I'm Aquarius.
I'm the stereotypical emo, rebellious teenager who wears alot of black and listens to loud music, wears sunglasses at night and hates conformity.
I have been described as:
Marilyn Manson.
A diva.
A punk
That gothic chick
Edgy
And a total bitch with no respect for the authority.
I agree with all of those descriptions.
I currently wouldn't call myself christian or catholic or whatever, but i always seem to turn back to god, albeit for a short time, every now and then.
I'm looking for that reason to make myself either commit to god or flip him off and make out with mary (Jesus's mom or Magdalen, I don't care which.)
Like i said Before, I hope this place can help me decide.
I guess I'm the one your parents warned you about.
I thought I'd put a poem I wrote on here, it was gonna be my signature but it was too long.
I'm way out of line, I really piffle'ed it up this time.
I tried to play it cool, but now i play the fool.
I put on such an act, but now I should be smacked.
I just hope I can remind, all the souls I left behind.
That underneath it all, I'm a human, after all.
In the depths of my despair, in the hell fires burning glare.
I'd play the other side, if i could just rewind.
But I guess I gotta live, all the mistakes that i did.
And when we reach the end, I hope we meet as friends.
Cos hell, they know I tried, to make us unified.
And it just didn't work out, and i just wanted out.
But when we reach the end, i hope we meet as friends.
And though I don't deserve, your love I will have earned.

So, yeah, maybe one of you guys will actually try and show my why you have faith in god. I hope so.


, Then I see nothing wrong with sin and depravity.
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