[Mary Etheldreda]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

Just because I am female, doesn't mean I am the devils pawn, and I'd say that in the face of any man!

Dear, you'll stop being the Devil's pawn when, and only when, you marry your rapist, as is God's wish, (Deuteronomy 22:28-29) submit yourself to his authority, (Colossians 3:18) and stop being an embarrassment to God. (2 Timothy 2:15)

Until then, there is no hope for you.

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

I will never marry my rapist, and I won't ever have to because he is dead. I never willingly opened my legs to him and he knew that. I was never at fault and I will not be blamed for his misdeeds. If Jesus loves me, and I know he does, then he will save me, because above all the love for my fiance, my heart belongs to Jesus. Take it as you will that I never married that pathetic sod of a human being. Even if he were alive, I'd pray him dead every minute I got. My pain is more eternal than hell, if there is one. I try not to dwell on the evil of this world. Is that how all of you view new members? Oh, instead of trying to help the "unsaved trash", let us pray for her and hope Gods blessing shows her the way. No, I got "slut, slut, slutty, slut slut." You don't know the full story, obviously, or you just don't care, but it's not always the woman's fault for a man's wrongful deed.

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

What's wrong with a simple chaperone and respecting your father's wishes that you stay under his protection until being passed on to your husband properly?

[Bobby-Joe]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

I will never marry my rapist, and I won't ever have to because he is dead. I never willingly opened my legs to him and he knew that. I was never at fault and I will not be blamed for his misdeeds. If Jesus loves me, and I know he does, then he will save me, because above all the love for my fiance, my heart belongs to Jesus. Take it as you will that I never married that pathetic sod of a human being. Even if he were alive, I'd pray him dead every minute I got. My pain is more eternal than hell, if there is one. I try not to dwell on the evil of this world. Is that how all of you view new members? Oh, instead of trying to help the "unsaved trash", let us pray for her and hope Gods blessing shows her the way. No, I got "slut, slut, slutty, slut slut." You don't know the full story, obviously, or you just don't care, but it's not always the woman's fault for a man's wrongful deed.

You can't give your heart to Jesus and pray for someone's death. Christ died for all our sins and forgave all of us for being created as such awful, horrible scum. If it wasn't for Christ's sacrifice we deserve to be tortured in the cruelest ways our creator can devise threw out all of eternity. Yet, for as how worthless we humans are, Jesus love redeemed us.

You can't stand there and say Jesus should forgive you while demanding He punish your rapist.

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

My rapist almost killed me, he would have to, I had no hand in his death, and while I wished he would just move away and leave me, he died. Am I happy about that? I am happy to be alive. My father? He trusted him, but my father is an ex-catholic atheist now, so what ever he wanted for me wasn't quite valid. I didn't mean I would literally pray for his death, but that's in the past, where is should stay, only God can judge me know. He who hath created me art my savior, and false prophets will gain no listening ear here.

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

I will never marry my rapist, and I won't ever have to because he is dead. I never willingly opened my legs to him and he knew that. I was never at fault and I will not be blamed for his misdeeds. If Jesus loves me, and I know he does, then he will save me, because above all the love for my fiance, my heart belongs to Jesus. Take it as you will that I never married that pathetic sod of a human being. Even if he were alive, I'd pray him dead every minute I got. My pain is more eternal than hell, if there is one. I try not to dwell on the evil of this world. Is that how all of you view new members? Oh, instead of trying to help the "unsaved trash", let us pray for her and hope Gods blessing shows her the way. No, I got "slut, slut, slutty, slut slut." You don't know the full story, obviously, or you just don't care, but it's not always the woman's fault for a man's wrongful deed.

My rapist almost killed me, he would have to, I had no hand in his death, and while I wished he would just move away and leave me, he died. Am I happy about that? I am happy to be alive. My father? He trusted him, but my father is an ex-catholic atheist now, so what ever he wanted for me wasn't quite valid. I didn't mean I would literally pray for his death, but that's in the past, where is should stay, only God can judge me know. He who hath created me art my savior, and false prophets will gain no listening ear here.

But wait a minute, you said your "fiancé" (or whatever you tramps call the person you shack up with these days) whored you out to his friends. Now either you let them climb on, or they raped you. Which is it? If you let them, you're a whore, and if it wasn't consensual, then they raped you and you have to pick one of them to marry you. And it was kind of vague in your other post, but are you claiming that you NEVER willingly fornicated with this fiancé person?

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

1) I'm not a tramp, and I will not be called such from someone who doesn't know me.
2) You got it wrong, I was never engaged to my rapist, it was about a year after leaving him that I'm with my current fiance, they're not the same person. For names reference, the rapist is Malakai, my fiance is Kenthor. These are tag names to protect their identity, just as my real name isn't Karingan.
3) I never willingly fornicated with any of them, not my rapist nor the scum he sold me to. He raped me, I didn't let him, I couldn't do anything as I was sedated by drugs. I have the cut marks, the scars, the sterility, all as proof of his taking of my virginity forcefully and without consent.

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

1) I'm not a tramp, and I will not be called such from someone who doesn't know me.
2) You got it wrong, I was never engaged to my rapist, it was about a year after leaving him that I'm with my current fiance, they're not the same person. For names reference, the rapist is Malakai, my fiance is Kenthor. These are tag names to protect their identity, just as my real name isn't Karingan.
3) I never willingly fornicated with any of them, not my rapist nor the scum he sold me to. He raped me, I didn't let him, I couldn't do anything as I was sedated by drugs. I have the cut marks, the scars, the sterility, all as proof of his taking of my virginity forcefully and without consent.

I thought you said you were raped first when you were eight. What happened to that guy?

[Brother Enoch]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

I will never marry my rapist, and I won't ever have to because he is dead. I never willingly opened my legs to him and he knew that. I was never at fault and I will not be blamed for his misdeeds. If Jesus loves me, and I know he does, then he will save me, because above all the love for my fiance, my heart belongs to Jesus. Take it as you will that I never married that pathetic sod of a human being. Even if he were alive, I'd pray him dead every minute I got. My pain is more eternal than hell, if there is one. I try not to dwell on the evil of this world. Is that how all of you view new members? Oh, instead of trying to help the "unsaved trash", let us pray for her and hope Gods blessing shows her the way. No, I got "slut, slut, slutty, slut slut." You don't know the full story, obviously, or you just don't care, but it's not always the woman's fault for a man's wrongful deed.

Okay, young lady, settle down. I can almost see the spittle on your monitor.

Look, it's clear you repent now for enticing that rapist, and that's a good sign!

Pick yourself up a KJV Bible and follow it to the letter, and you won't have to worry about God sending this kind of correction your way again.

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

That guy was sent to jail, he's got another 20 years of his child pornography sentence left before starting the 35 years of child endangerment. I wasn't the only child he used. He was a known child care head in a tiny apartment in Hillsboro that my parents took us to when they had to leave for work during the summer. He was an old friend of my fathers. I'll never forgive him for what he did to me. I was too young and scared to know why or how, but he took my most sacred virtue from me, my maidenhead. I am glad to be with my love, Kenthor now, because he treats me right and has shown me true love.

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

So when is Kenthor going to register in order to lament your suicide attempt?

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

Suicide attempt? Where did you get that from? Register? You're going to have to be clear with me on what you meant, I have never attempted suicide and Kenthor doesn't have to register for anything.

[Redeemed Papist]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

Suicide attempt? Where did you get that from? Register? You're going to have to be clear with me on what you meant, I have never attempted suicide and Kenthor doesn't have to register for anything.

The Spirit doesn't always make sense until things come to pass. Let's see how things transpire.

[Karingan]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

Right, because that makes sense.

[Capt. Aaron Portway]

Re: So exactly how damned am I?

Right, because that makes sense.

I think Brother Papist was suggesting that you were being a drama queen. But I believe you. I just want you to know where you stand with God. The Bible does not make exceptions for fallen women, even if their uncleanliness isn't their fault.

And this kind of breaks my heart, but since you're sterile, you can't go to Heaven.